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Hi Melly... Happy 4th of July!

yo... who is that Morbidangel kid? uh... anyway... i totally feel like ass... so Brownie knows that you've been in touch with me... hope that all goes well for you... i never want to be a burden to you, but sadly thats what i am at times... i just want you to be happy, thats what i have always wanted... i love to see you smile, laugh, and hear tales of good times from you... it kills me to hear about bad things, so i guess i've died about a million times since i've met you... but you have also made my life so much more full and enjoyable too... i don't really know what to tell you anymore... i can tell you about my boring life, or my random adventures, but most of which i have already explained to you on IM... really, these days are all about endurence for me... to make it through this current phase of my life, and move on to whatever else is waiting for me out there... its odd though, cause the choices i make everyday here effect whats going to happen in the next phase... things will probably change for me in a few months... i just got a feeling... but how, i have no idea right now... i don't know why you facinate me so much, or what to do with all the feelings you give me... its not like i can do much with them right now anyway... i guess its like you say, i just can't NOT talk to you... i need you, like a drug... well more like medicine... same thing... life is a complicated thing, and it doesn't seem to be getting any easier... just know this... you've got me as a partner in life as long as you want me or need me...

Hellooooo

You hardly ever get on here, but i decided to type this to you anyway! I want you to know that i miss you, and i love you very much! When i get down and need a boost, i think about how great it was to be with you... how when i was with you, i felt so comfortable... When i think that all hope is gone, or i'm very depressed, i just look at your picture and remember that i have a great friend! Even if you are in Manteo, you are always with me in my mind! You are still my dream girl, and my everything... you always will be... i mean it! Thank you for everything you've done for me... You've got to be the most amazing person i've ever met... Well i hope to hear from you soon! Take care... and remember i'll always be here for you, through anything...

-B

I couldn't sleep after we got off the phone... i was up waiting for you to call for once, but then you didn't feel like talking! Thats ironic, but its no fault of yours... i truly hope you got some sleep and felt better after getting off the phone... i know how it is to just want to relax and not want to talk... I <3 you and i hope you feel better by the time you read this! Good night!