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So much for twenty years of friendship. Each and every last one of her friends were worried about her. If she wasnt acting in the inappropriate way she was none of this shit would have happened besides us just not talking anymore cuz that was already in the works. The problem she has with me is that I said something to her about it. And yes I know i am sinking low in posting this but when her husband and her wont drop it then it comes downs to this. I want nothing to do with them but they dont seem to get that. 

Ok first of all let me start by saying that I did not and I repeat did not tell Rachel you were foreclosing on your house. she told me that just a few days ago. When was the last time that i talked to you or jess? If i had known that, dont you think I would have said something to Tracy a while ago? Come brian I know you have a brain use it. Jessica chose not to be my friend and that is ok with me. She has a problem cuz I wont bow down to her like everyone else. She has had a problem with me for a while now and for you not to know that seems pretty weird to me. I also didnt tell Rachel that Jessica was leaving the bar with a bunch of guys. I did tell her that Jessica on two different days did leave the bar with Shawn. Rather she cheated on you or not I dont know. They walked out side. The thing that bothered me with that is not cheating on her behalf but putting herself in the situation with him. I am not the only person that saw this. It was in the bar after all. And if she dont want people talking about her she shouldnt put her self in the situation that people have something to talk about. She has a problem with me but at least I told her what was being said and then she likes to say that it is all me. Sorry but there was a bar full of people some her friends and some not.
And sorry Brian but I will not give in to your wife. I will not call her and I will not put my hurt feeling aside. She pushed the limit talking about me and scott. Yes I cheated on him. Yes he knows it. But as far as I am concerned Jessica cheated on you. The only thing is I was already having problems with scott and had talked about divorce at that time. No that dont make it any better and nothing can change what I did but I did learn from it. And I didnt choose to marry scott and no one really knows the whole deal with us and for jessica to think that she does is just plan dumb. She chose to marry you. All I said to her is that she really isnt doing what she should be doing with you. I said if she was so concerned why is she doing stuff to piss you off. I would have left her if I was you. Cuz I would be pissed if I was with someone that was spending that much time with someone else. Plus her whole deal with not feeling that she has to tell people that he is married. Why? Is she ashame of you? Why does she like to have every one think that she is single?

I know that it is much better to raise kids in a family and not a split home. But fighting in front of the kids and being angry with each other in front of the kids isnt any better. That is why scott and I still do stuff as a family for our kids.
I am going to miss your kids. I love them as if they are my own. It is going to hurt me not seeing them grow up but that is a choice that Jessica made. I met ekho in the hospital and linkin a few days after the hospital. They have been a part of my life as long as there life is. But I didnt do this. Jessica doesnt like to hear that she is not perfect. But she isnt. she is far from it just like everyone else. Kuddos to you for forgiving Rachel but guess what I dont care if you forgive me cuz I am not asking for it. I didnt ask you to forgive me and I never will. I spoke my mind and I will not apologize for that. Good luck to you on your move your kids and your wife.

Im sure you already know all about Racheal confronting Jess at the bar because we just found out that you told her the reason we are leaving is were foreclosing on our house. Well thats not true for the record and what i just feel i need to say is that through all this drama going on all of you seem to have forgotten about me, your kids, our kids, Racheals kids and etc.
  If i was stupid enough to believe Racheal when she told me that Jess has been leaving the bar a bunch of times with different guys for 20 mins. at a time it possibly could have ended our marriage and that might not mean alot to you but it would not only devistate me and my kids, remember Ekho and Linkin would you rather see them grow up in a broken home over this stupid shit. I might not understand Jess's friendship with Shawn but never once did it ever cross my mind she would cheat on me or that she ever will. My major concern is that through all this the most important things in all of our life were forgotten about, our kids
Now the way all this leaves it is that our kids will probably never play together, see each other or talk to one another because of a bunch of our own issues and drama. I am sorry for that, i love your kids and i feel bad for all of them especialy Dustin because his runs all the way to his grandpa and that sucks.
As far as myself i have given my second chances to Racheal already, you i havent yet so maybe one day i will. But you must understand that me stepping away from all of you is cause i dont want my kids and my family left in the wake of all this. Jess told me once when i called you her friend that you were not a friend you were family, thats one thing im not sure Racheal will ever understand. Family is family, right or wrong, like it or not you and Jess are family please stop what your doing and telling Racheal and call and talk to Jess, be the strong person i know you are, swollow the hurt your feeling and make things right before we leave cause you may not have another chance.
       Sincerly concerned,
                                  Brian

Hi, this is Jeff. You must remember one thing about jobs.When a person has one it is the better time to look for another.Job interviews can build your self up for when the right job comes along.I am not sure if you are in the health care field.If you are it seems to be the right field.Changing jobs seems to be very health for a person as long as it is not that often.I switched jobs every two years in my 20's and it made me more competative.I have the confidence in you.

Yes I am in the health field. And I just dont know what to do. I truely love my job. I can not stress that enought I love my job. I will be with this company six years this year. I tried once to get another job and the reason I did not get the job is I was too scared in the interview. They called me and told me that is why I didnt get the job. I dont do good talking with other people in that kind of a situation. That was a few years ago,  I am a few years older now. It is scary I fit in where I am. I have earned a name where I am. I think I could sit hear and talk it all up cuz I am scared to do anything about it.
     But THANK YOU for the advice. And an ear even though you didnt ask for it.   Pepi

hay there. Just wanted to say happy holidays. Hope your doing good. and Hope to see ya soon and go out and party. I need it so I was thinking maybe this weeking if jess and rach and trac aint doing nothing maybe we allcan go out