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i did mention it...read below...but i guess you didn't think about it then...maybe you weren't ready to face it....

[ Reply | Delete ]poeticheart on January 12, 2006 at 6:03 PM
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I just like to have poetry on mine, feel free to post your own works if you so desire. I must admit though I thought I'd get tired of rhyming all the time but I see it as kind of a challenge now...lol...[ Reply | Delete ]titicolie on January 12, 2006 at 6:10 PM
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hehe, well you only do it on your page, so you don't have to do it here...so that's ok.



care to leave a confession?!?
[ Reply | Delete ]poeticheart on January 12, 2006 at 6:27 PM
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Confession? Well I suppose since you did rhyme and all...*thinks*

I am afraid of relationships. Not because I don't want commitment, not because I am afraid I'll get hurt, but because I am afraid that I won't feel anything...that I can't feel anything...
[ Reply | Delete ]titicolie on January 12, 2006 at 6:30 PM
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ah, but you do feel something...



afraid...fear...it's a powerful emotion...

maybe you're not ready...it could be lots of things
[ Reply | Delete ]poeticheart on January 12, 2006 at 6:49 PM
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You know that feeling that everyone talks about? The one where you kiss and everything just...well I have never felt that when I've been kissed, and I worry that I never will (no matter how off base that is that's just what it feels like)[ Reply | Delete ]titicolie on January 12, 2006 at 6:54 PM
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ok...if you're sure that you're not gay...and i have to say that, b/c it could be possible, but don't be offended if i'm way off base with that...b/c i know you've had big time feelings for guys before...but



so now that that's been said...a lot of people don't feel anything when they kiss...chemistry can't be made...do you think about what it would feel like to kiss the person you want to kiss the most? boys...we love them but a lot of them are not good kissers...but if you don't have feelings...real feelings for them...then it's just a kiss.
[ Reply | Delete ]poeticheart on January 12, 2006 at 6:56 PM
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*laughs* I feel things...just...not...I mean....grrrrness hard to explain.....[ Reply | Delete ]titicolie on January 12, 2006 at 6:58 PM
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not sure i understand



but i love your phrase...grrrrrness
[ Reply | Delete ]poeticheart on January 12, 2006 at 7:01 PM
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*laughs again* yes much grrrrrness...

I really don't know how to explain it...it's like something isn't there...I mean Ben was a good kisser but I just didn't...feel what I wanted to feel I guess....

I guess I see your point.

i'm the first to post!!!

and you said you'd always answer in rhyme...so

 

why is the sky blue?  

Blue? you say blue?

How know you that it's ture?

What you see with your eyes

could be a disguise

a truth that has been masked by lies.

*evil grin*

i like that

this could be fun

you could get tired of me and kick me out anytime you want you know lol

 

yes but what is truth?

In truth there's lies

and in lies there's truth

but in your eyes

I see all.

awwwwww

that's purty

 

Come now no more?

Don't tell me you're done!

There's much more in store

I'm just begging the fun

 

Rhyme back if you will

See how well you can hold

I'll keep this up untill

people turn steel into gold.

oh crap

you want me to rhyme

i might do well to turn back time

undo my post

hop on my steed

run like the wind

i should indeed

 

 

lol

You see it's not so bad

No need to be sad

Rhyming is fun

if you aren't the only one.

 

 

 

this sounds so cute

no need to be mute

for tho you rhyme

 your words are astute

 

so i think i will add

read good words and bad

we'll have a good time

and will all be glad...

 

i've added you, dear...you are mature for your few years, some of your rhymes even bring tears...so to you three cheers!

Bravo and hello!

Someone I don't know!

Welcome to my page

and don't succumb to rage

if the rhyming just goes on

like a never ending song.

i won't do that my dear

for rhyming's why i'm here

it is the beat of my heart

and has been from the start;

so twixt the two of us and more

we'll see what the future has in store

when reciprocating in kind

we'll see what each of us has in mind....

 

have a good day, is all i can say...lol

My dear friend rhymings what I do

when I make up songs, when I'm feeling blue

I write poems when sleeping

'cause these verses are creeping

into my sponge like brain

amen, amen and amen i say

i live for words all the live long day

i eat them, i sleep them and tend to pray in rhyme

cause it filters in all of the time

i try to shake it, people think i'm a jerk

but, hey, i love them with all of their quirks

so we will settle down and enjoy

how each other is without being coy

we are now fast friends, and may it be

a longlasting friendship....basically...

 

Finally one who can hold a ryhme

who bothers to reply

and I think I know why

you must have too much time

oh, absolutely not, that's not the case

i am doing this at a lady friend's place

my computer is actually broken down

so to do this i've to travel the town

 

however, i am not a rude kinda girl

i believe to have friends, you have to give it a whirl

you have to be the kind you want to be with

cause expecting them to fall in your lap's a myth

 

so you are welcome it you were being kind

and i'm thankful; frieds are hard to find

perhaps the longer we are around here, you know

the greater our friendship will evidently show

 

have a wonderful day

 

I may not be smart

and I'm sometimes unkind

and people aren't sure

what really goes on in my mind

but this I will say

from start until end

I'm loyal as blue

to each and every friend

thank you my dear, i take it i'm one

and that's the best thing under the sun

to know i've a friend as true blue as you

tickles me pink; I'm ecstatic too...

 

So do tell of your life

Has it been full of strife?

I hope that not so

but there's no way to know

What compells you to rhyme

so much of your time?

I ask a lot of questions I guess

feel free to ask of my mess

that some call life.

I call it Strife...

a little hard to tell it all to you in rhyme

but it is a challenge so i'll take the time

i lived in africa from the age of five

and my life has taken some ducks and some dives

mom and dad loved jesus, you see

they want to share him, his gift is for free

they wanted to tell of his power and his love

that god sent his son down from above

to heal and forgive, to free and to save

he has love to give, wave after wave

he'll take you and make you whole and brand new

when he does, others will want it too

for they'll see the complete joy that he gives 

and how that you've changed, after he in you lives.

 

so they took us for children far over the sea

to south africa , that foreign country

but nosiree, it was not strange for long

after a while i knew nothing wrong

cause i was so little when we arrived there

that i was fine; i did not have a care

however i did suffer at times, somewhat

felt insecure and unwanted, and lonely, a lot

for they did god's work, seemed at our expense

they were often away and that did not make sense

to me, as a child to be kept by one or another

in my mind, i was sad, then it started to bother

i felt insecure and started to act

in an unreasonable way, for i'd made a pact

to get their attention one way or the other

to the chagrin of my father and mother

i always had to be the star of the show

you could be rest assured that all would soon know

this precocious child that soon was a pain

nothing i did worked; it all seemed in vain.

So as the days, months and years passed me by

I continued to act the opposite of shy

I looked for love wherever I could

And did not act as a good christian should

I knew that when i said one thing to a boy

That i'd get a reaction, then it was just like a toy

I could play and tease and I ever did strive

For pleasure from this attention, I derived.

This feeling of rejection followed me in my wake

And up until recently was difficult to shake

I had been in the church every time it was open

I'd dance and I'd shout, all the while still a hopin'

That something would come and fill the hole deep within

And cleanse me from what I knew was a sin

My marriage was in jeopardy many a time

I could not find joy for reason or rhyme

But finally, just a short time ago

Something spoke, so I made a show

Of seeking the Lord at an altar and then

Something changed from without and within

I could tell that this time my about change would last

And i had let go of the sins of the past

I came away feeling such satisfaction

Joy and peace from such a small action

I guess it took making up my mind

And now I'm putting my nose to the grind

For those years that I spent in such shallow disdain

He's turned them around and so much more I have gained

I cannot explain how different I feel

This time, I have a feeling it's real

I can go without looking around all the time

Hoping for some loving, His contentment is mine.

The sins of the past I've laid all aside

Like friends that from my husband I had to hide

I now am free to tell all and shout

That I truly know what salvation's about

 

Thanks for asking those questions my friend

That's how we get to know, how we can blend

Toward one another and know each one's heart

A foundation to love that is the first part

Of something that's lasting altho just brand new

A long time friendship between me and you.

 

The rhyming part, well that is a love

For words, that I guess is from up above

My husband had a prophecy said over his wife

People would from me pluck the fruit of life

For I have a way with words you can see

That can lift up and encourage, or damage badly

But when used for his glory they'll be to the good

And help some poor soul, live ever they should

 

When we used to ride along in the car,

we would rhyme the miles away, so far

we'd sing to the signs outside up on poles

in three part harmony and then reverse the roles

i would sing alto then tenor, try base

daddy'd try to sing high, you should've seen his face!

 

Anyway now, I have sat and written this out

You must tell me what you are about

I know you said there's another blog to see

But you have to speak again, since you've seen inside me

I look forward to hearing again

And reading what you say with your pen

What do you think of this rhyme by the way?

Is is alright, or does it sound gay?

LOL

 

ps..this is good practise for me...but quite silly u see...altho i enjoy it, it is really not to share...but you and i are two of a pair..

now give me the addie of your other post, so i can check it out and see what you're doing most...

 

Your poem was long

though I do not mind

I'm glad what you sought

you finally did find

You needn't have worried

that it would sound "gay"

most of my writings are

I guess you would say.

See I'm not what you'd think

and most people can guess

that I'm "unique" more than most

and in general a mess

A Christian I was 

for years of my life

but it was forced on to me

and caused me great strife

It couldn't answer my questions

and it didn't seem to me fair

and I began to think

the church was in error

So I left and did not return

I couldn't find what I sought

and I was beginning to get confused

feeling things that others did not

it took me some time

and much sadness

before I could say

with realivite gladness

that I knew who I was

and knew in my life

that one day, some day

I wanted...a wife

And the religion I found

or rather found me

some people don't like

as you may soon see

Not Allah, nor Christ

no it's a different book

instead of those

Wicca is the path I took

Though we are different

I hope we stay friends

and that the fun we are having

doesn't come to an end.

 

magician 

 

 

I must say that deep down my heart is so sad

For in Christ the Lord, such joy can be had

I don't know much of the religion you keep

But I'll not judge you, just take a great leap

And say that you, my friend, are remembered

In my prayers I now have completely surrendered

Your name to the one who always knows best

I can but do so much, and He all the rest.

And we can go on, continue as friends

For who would I be, if I only had trends

That keep me away from the ones who will differ

You would think of me as an and, but or "iffer"....lol

You would not think me a christian at all

For the Lord loved them, short and the tall

The sinner and saint, He loves just the same

Tho I am not saying you're a sinner, that's lame

You are who you are, and you make the choice

But if you choose Christ, I'll say that I will rejoice

And if you do not, I'll love you the same

For you are a special girl and i'm game

To accept you just the way that you are

The friendship between us will go far.

I will not condone or agree with it all

But you are not what you do at all

Your actions are separate from you as a gal

As for me, I'm glad that you are my pal....

One thing that I'll say

that most people think

about my religion

that sends me to the brink

that we sacrifice creatures

to the Lady and Loard up above

and that's just not true

animals we truly do love

Wicca is about nature

about loving all life

in all of it's forms

reguardless of strife

and I do not believe

I'm right and you're wrong

nor the other way round

like the rest of the throng

I simply think

there are different ways

for people to find the joys

that you've felt all your days

So don't convert me

I won't convert you

and the sky's the limit

so let's see what we can do

this rhyming patteren may never end

and may it go on as long as we're friends!

Sorry my friend but I have to go

I researched the topic

And the Lord let me know

That I cannot dabble with this and be free

My conscience and Jesus are convicting me

So, I am so sorry, and believe me 'tis true

That i really do have a strong affinity for you

You will be in my prayers and of you I will think

When I come across rhyming, i'll think of your link

And hope that you are fine, and pray that it's so

I love you, my friend, I want you to know

God bless...

 

You must do as you feel

Though I'm sad I must say

for I have Christian friends

and they feel the same way

but we manage you see

a kind of harmony

and we all agree to disagree

 

But if you must go

this then you should know

you'll be in my prayers

and maybe one day see

that the world can accept people like me

So best of luck and blessed be

and may the world one day find harmony

 

i probably will not be able to leave

you are precious to me and i can only believe

that if we get on in harmony

one day you will see as i see

that christ is the one true living way

no matter what pagans and others may say

but i will not push as long as we

agree as you say to disagree

but remember that i'll not tolerate strife

if i feel any straying toward your life

i'll have to abandon the ship on more time

and then not return for reason or rhyme

for i was attracted to things of this world

the lure of it had my all in a whirl

i even did as you did you see

thought that girls were best choice for me

so when i returned to the lord just now

i had to renew and to make a vow

that all of the things of the flesh i'd renounce

and nothing can ever cause me to bounce

back to the way I thought of before

even if it is right here in front of my door

hope you will see and help me my dear

not to be tempted as i draw near

to the one who has given my peace in my heart

and caused the striving within to depart...

 

I don't normally mention

my "mess" as it's called

nor was it my intention

to make you uncomfortable at all

but at the mention of your religion

I thought you should know

in case you felt like

you needed to go.

I never force upon others

anything from me

it would break my heart if I did

you see...

I know how it feels

when others are blunt

the hurt is too real

and it's a witch hunt

So I wouldn't have you

feel as I did

those years ago

I was still a kid

Speak if you will

leave if you must

but I won't make things weird

on this you can trust

i'd rather be honest and open

and never be sorry that to me you have spoken

how else can one learn and know

if one won't open and let feelings show

i don't understand, however u see

what happened to you when you were just a lassie

tell me again; try to explain

sometimes one has to say it time and again

i am not dumb, just a little obtuse

what can i say...i'm a silly goose?

 

Rhyming my life is hard

that is true

ironically though

that's what I do

Still perhaps it'd be best

to give this a rest

and for a transition

go to magician 

and let us talk in prose

don't know if i want to do that

unless we could have a peaceable chat

i am extremely busy today

with a house to clean up; people coming to pray

every now and again it's my turn

for my home to be the place where we learn

called home friendship groups, ever other wednesday

and i hate to go home, since i cleaned one already today

but it has to be done, but i may see you tomorrow

and we'll speak it in prose though some rhyme i may borrow 

 

I'll post an entry just for you

hopefully that will do

lol; your a cutie

now you know i'll have to have a look see...