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I really wish you understood what I felt right now, baby.

why are you saying that we cant talk anymore?? What did do?? I mean Alicia you were fine with what we did and then you just act like it was a mistake. I dont get it. I mean you were all happy about it. But you know what fine, be that way.Go fuck your life over with Nick and just.... whatever. I dont even kno what to say. I mean your stupid, you quit school two months before we graduated and keep getting fired form any job you get. Alicia your a bitch and I know you know it. I'm done playing your game. Its bullshit Alicia. I really can't deal with it. You pull me into all this every time. I'm tired.... You always get what you want so whatever.... .... bye.

Melissa**

I was not fine with what we did, though I may have seemed as such. You noticed I stopped, did you not?
And just to set the record straight I am not "fucking up my life with Nick" as you put it. Feel free to act immature and call me stupid or a bitch. I really do not care. I've never been worried about your opinion why would you think i am now? I do not wish to have you in my life any longer, so I have chosen not to give you my new number. I am getting my life together and to do that I don't need you in it anymore. Every time I try to put you out of my life you get angry and call me names and say stupid things. I am done, I refuse to have contact with you anymore. You can reply to this message if you like, but after that I'm blocking you, here and on myspace. I'm sorry if you don't like it. However that is just how it is. Goodbye.

so basically you used me... thanks. I'm not going to try anything and make you tlak to me. Yeah, I hate that your being like this, but it's just really stupid. You used me and I can't believe it. You actually tried to make me feel good about the situstion and got me to do that stuff. It was all on you. Well hope that your life goes in whatever way you want to to alicia. I'm tired. With you using me, that turns everything around around. We were fine until you were like "oh lets go shower". I trusted you. Apparently all you wanted was a good time. Looking for some sex. So whatever okay. I'm glad i didnt tell you bout what happened with Nick cuz thenyou'd have told everybody more than likely. I cant trust you anymore. I dont understand. But its whatever. I gave up do much for you. And you always fuck me over. So maybe it is for the best. Goodbye.

whatever...i was not using you. Obvioulsy if that was all i wanted do you not think i couldve found it elsewhere. I thought that maybei was feelin something for you, thats why that happened. and just for the record. I stopped and tld you we didnt have to. you were the one that started it again, so pleasedont act like it was all me. You are trying to act like a victim. i really dont care what you say or ho you try and tell that im some kind of monster. im not and you know it. 

you said that cuz i was worried bout the whole Nick thing. Because I was nervous and scared. Alicia you got me comfortable. You wanted me to do it. Plus you kept wantign me to do more. You even said it. I never said you were a monster or anything. I get it okay. But I dont get why you have ti be so mean about it all. I mean I still want to talk to you. I mean that could have just been a one night thing. I mean... idk what i mean anymore. Its just realy stupid... Idk what else to think.

well i didnt want you to do anything you werent comfortable with... im sorry things happened. 

well you made me comfortable alicia.... you always fond a way to relax me.... I am too now. I really regret it cuz it really just seems like you used me... =[

yeah... that hurt me more than anything... ...

I mena if you didnt feel anything okay, but you could have said something to me that night... not two days later...

im sorry ok. I really thought i did. It was later whe i thought about it more that i changed my mind. But i did not use you. 

hey you should call me from somewhere... so I know how to get ahold of you since your phone got turned off....I'm serious. I dont like not bwing able to talk to you... Like your grandma's phone that I dont have... or  yeah idc somewhere I can reach you... please sweetie....

 

Melissa

hey there skank???!!! what are you doing?? How are you?? We really need to hang out more. When you dont work on Mondays you should tell me cuz yeah those are my only days off and I cant ask off for anymore days... well I just wanted to say that I love you nad to say hey.... Kisses cheek...

 

Melissa* 

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