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Good morning!

Hoping you have a great Saturday today .....

(((hugs)))

Peace.  A.G.

so... i just got your text message and i want to say - STAY STRONG!

i know EXACTLY how you feel!  cuz i've been through it several times.  i grew up in my late teenage years in a remote farming community in the middle of nowhere, Wisconsin and i was the only goth around for hundreds of miles... this was before Manson and stuff like that hit.  i had weirdo hair... partly shaved head... spikes and long long bangs... and i got called every name in the book.  but it was what i wanted, you know?

and then living in chicago i kind of progressed from goth to punk.  and even though it's a big city, it's very conservative... tattoos are a rare thing.  coloured hair, even rarer.  there's a small "alternative" culture, but it's not the norm like it is here in humboldt county, or mendocino county, or LA.  and i worked downtown in like... corporate america!  and i put up with a lot of shit when i had a green mohawk...... or candy-apple red pigtails with a shaved bottom of my head.... or the big fat synthetic blue and pink and black dreads.  i got a lot of shit, a lot of stares, a lot of bad reactions.

it's always hard at first... like you said, it makes you regret your decision.  makes you wonder if you should look "more normal".  a lot of self-doubt.  but, having met you only for a short bit, i can totally tell that you are quite an individual who doesn't let yourself be bound by society's standardization.... you're your own person.  (not to mention all the awesome raving julie has done about you, heheh.)

so i say keep them.  at least give them three or four weeks.  people will grow used to it.  you will probably come to love them and wonder why you ever doubted your decision.  just give it some time, and remember... if it's who you are, fuck what anyone else thinks. 

(you totally have me thinking about doing it!)

I know. I have been sitting here all day thinking about it; however, the tension it has created has been making me feel physically ill. Perhaps it just was not the right time.

 

I basically have made up my mind to un-do this for now. I can always redo it later.

 

L.

well, like i said, you gotta do what makes YOU happy.  did you at least take pictures?    could we see?

I have pictures, but I just am waiting for Christopher to give them to me....

 

I am happy that he is supporting me with any decision I make....

 

 

L.

HAPPY WEDNESDAY!!!!!

Hope you have a completely and totally wonderful day ...... I'll be thinking of you!

Peace.  A.G.

I just posted it silly

Hey!  Where is that post?  lol .....

Anxious to hear about Sonora PD at their finest ....... lol

Peace.  A.G.