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I am out here somewhere.  Sometimes I am just keeping a low profile.  I have been on trips and working hard.  I will go back into tough work on Monday and have at it again. How has it been going with you.  Have you met people.  Bring me up to speed.  I am glad to here from you!!!  Keep me in your prayers! 

 

 

I have missed you so much. Things have been up and down and that includes me being happy, I am trying to find my joy and its still hard. Have no found any new friends, but I will be making a road trip to familey reunion in july so maybe then.

You have and will always be in my prayers. I thought you left mindsay so from now on here is my email d72fish@hotmail.com and guess what there is a new prayer group and it constantly makes the top blog i tried telling you abou

I know what you mean about the ups and downs.  Where is your joy not?  Fnding it aludes to losing it.  I do not believe that it is lost.  Can it be that you are afraid of something within that will not allow your joy to burst forth?  I think sometimes we don't recognize our joy.  We have joy and what brings you joy i Smokey.  Girl you love that dog.  I know you do and I can figure out why.  He's loving and not judgemental.  He is forgiving and does not ask for much in return.  He is full of laughter,  He is kind, friendly and fun.  He is always around and he never lets you down.  Smokey is your joy.  It is olay!

You are loved and to be loved is a great feeling.............and when love hurts it hurts; you heal and you move on.  You just have to know when you are healed from all of the pain,,,,,,,

I think I am missing some of your reply it stops at abou........

Prayer works because it give you peace and it calms your soul.

ARE YOU THERE?

I am here. I think satan has been on my heels as of late. I recently learned quite a few truths I might  have felt better never knowing. The person I gave my heart to not only lied to me, but began he began a relationship sooner than i was led to believe has moved the woman and her child in his home and looks as if marriage is on the way. This has occured less than 6 months, actually I dont know the time because of the lies. The only good thing came from the thank you I gave to God in asking him to guide me to my blessing.....whatever it may be simply guide me to it and heal me of all my physical and mental scars.

I could easily give in  to my insecurities and the depression that is calling my name, but I am standing on his word and asking for forgivness.

fab it wont stop hurting....i even prayed for God to take people out of my life he felt never belonged so why wont it stop

I do not know why it will not stop hurting.  I do not have the answers but I do know that you are difinitely strong and that yu need to dwell on the strengths that God has given to you.  "God has not given us a spirit of fear but of power and of love and a sound mind"  I believe that is 2 Timothy 1:7.  Read it adore it and live it!!!  The power of positive affirmation comes from within the Christ.  Accept Christ let go of what was.  Do you remember when I first started blogging and talking to you that I asked you what makes it hurt s bad!  Why do you hold on to it?  If you can find three solid reasons to hold on to the hurt or even one, your troubles too deep.  If you let them go then you will find your freedom.  Perhaps move back to your hometown or move somewhere neutral and let people meet the real CJ;who is warm, fuzzy and beautiful.  You seserve so much and you do not even realize it.  Everyone deserves what I have.  I have peace, happiness, joy and success in the Holyghost.  It is in me and I feel the spirit moving so anxiously in my soul.  Every time I feel the spirit God reveals yet another mystery of what I should be doing for His purpose.  CJ I love God with all of my heart and there is nothing that makes me happier.  Life can be this good!  It is on you God will protect you and in His time remove every hindering cause and every vexing spirit that prevents your focus on him.  Do you go to church?  Your rememdy is in God and your solution in within your actions.  Just say Help Lord!!!!  I need you right now.

Smokey not your Smokey but Smokey Norful has a very beautiful song out called "I Need You", please listen to it and pray yourself to sleep every morning.  Take a least one day away from the computer blogging or otherwise and listen to God give you signs and wonders of His precious secrets on the key to your happiness.  After tonight committ to Him your undivided attention and just pray!  No computers just the Bible and let God reveal his word to you!!! Just listen to Smokey and let me know what you think but after tonight I expect for you not to be on the computer at all.  Focus on God so that He can focus on you!!!!  God will fix it!!!

Could the saying "he gives us what we need " be more true. I thank you for blessing me with hte help and support that i need to keep moving. God is good Fab. I was blessed this morning with a teaching from Joel Osteen. His lesson was staying in Gods perfect will and following the cloud to recieve your blessing. He spoke on standing on faith and being in the right place at the right time so that you are present to have all he wants to give you. I had a very happy moment until he touched on friendships as well family relationships. Sister I felt the spirit whisper in my ear. It hurts because you cared, but if you trust me it wont hurt for long. I heard trust in me and know i will not give you more than what you can handle.

 

I think you are right about taking a day away from the comp. I actually started this as a journal as well as meeting people, but a day or 2 w/out it will not break me, in fact it may make me stronger to hear only his voice.

 

As for Smokey huge huge fan and as I was crying...screaming and having a fit last night I said those exact words, not because of the song but because I know he is he only one that can make the tears dry up

 

Sister I pray you and your family are Blessed for all of your Blessings

 

 

Cj get involved in church.  The Lord can use you!  Keep Him first last ans always!!  Get invovled.  My oldest daughter wants to be baptized on Easter Sunday, I have my Sunday school class singing next Sunday.  God is blessing you and He is not finished with you either.  Don't despair Cj he is with you and He loves and he cars about you.  My life is blessed beyond measure for I am filling it with good things.  My family will not be a the baptism but I have a host of friends that are closer to me than my actual family is.  I love God and He loves me and everybody I come in contact with.  He loves us unconditionally.  I know you may not get a chance to read this until the next couple of days but I just wanted you to know that you have blessed my soul.  I feel really great at this moment and I only have God to thank for it.  Get involved and step away from the computer even though I just enjoy talking with you but get away from it and interact with the human touch!  Oh, taste and see how good God is....

St. Matthew Chapter 11

28: Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.
29: Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls.
30: For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.

i promise i will. may your daughter have a wonderful walk with Christ at hte baptisim

I would like for somehow to meet you in person.  I don't know when where or how but I will let God decide those things.  I just want you to feel God's love outside of the television and outside of cyber space.   Just passing through for you to say I can feel God's love in my heart!!!  I can feel it because I know that God will answer my prayer.

I used to be a person that hated to be touched but God gave me a friend and that is all she does is touches me.  It feels great.  A hug is so therapeutic!  I cannot begin to tell you where I would be if it had not been for God's gift of friendship to me.  God tells me daily that I was sent to her and that she was sent to me.  Not only that it was my husband's prayer for me to have a friend that I could relate to.

God's extremely awesome!  I love life and my family does not have to be here I am here.  That is all that counts!!!

we will meet and like you said it will be his plan, but have funny feeling it wont take long. im going to take tomorrow and tuesday off the comp. actually i am going to get ready now. anyway you will be happy to know i was motivated enough o atke smokey to the doggie park. now it may sound like ...ok its just a park. nope we have a doggie family there and it was great to be welcomed. to have people excited to see me. i am going tomorrow and for both of our sakes i will be getting back into the park. Fab we were there for 2 hours and i was free of any and all stress.

 

God is good!

I am so happy for you!  I am coming by everyday to check on you.  I know that you are having the time of your life.  You online family probably misses you but you need the time so don't be tempted.  God Bless and I can't wait to hear about all the wonderful things you and Smokey have done.  His blessing is not so far away as you may think!  He has to work personally with you first,  He has to hejp you build your confidence in yourself.  You have never done anything wrong that God has not forgiven you for so son't beat youself up anymore.

Write down the things that hurt you and burn the paper and say goodbye to your sorrows and hello to your joy and strengths and only remember that through our weaknesses we are made strong.

Enjoy life@

wait i have a prayer box, one for blessings and a second for removals. should i still do the burning?

 

be blessed Fab and ty more than you know.

Yes, it is just a symbol of letting go of the old and bringing in the new  Keep only your prayer box.  Sow only good seeds,  God will give you peace and take away the hurt! 

-T- 

Smokey my dear thinks he is human!  Smokey has attitude.  Hey I want you to go out and meet people.  Do you go to church?  Surround yourself with new people.  Change your network of friends.  I know this will help you feel your self worth. 

Dwelling on negative things will only lead your life to further depression.  You will continously try and find ways to make yourself happy.  You must begin to dwell on positive things and do positive things. 

I find that people make excuses for things they do not want to do or do not know how to do.  Stop making excuses and stop saying what you are going to do and do girl.  Life is waiting for you with open arms.  Life wants to embrace you!  Become a mover and shaker instead of a loafer and slacker.  It is time to create the new you with action items. 

Make it Happen and life will begin to unfold for you!

I love you girl! 

hey  sis stop by this blog when you get a chancenaturalmystic  

sis i need your prayers

You got it.  I am praying right now for you and your special intention!!!!