Thanks for visiting my blog. You are a very good writer. I especially like the layout of your blog.

HI YOU ARE A SWEET LOOKING GIRL ,WHO HAS  WHAT IT TAKES  AS A WOMAN.VERY BEAUTIFUL ,ATTRACTIVE AND FASINATING.I WISH YOU GOOD LUCK IN ALL YOUR ENDERVOURS BYEEE.HAVE A NICE DAY OK

 

asww thanks I try......

i dont know to be honest. 

Have you grown up? Are you still a fucking asshole who's not worth my time? Because if you are.... go curl up and die.

maybe i have i don't know. i finally got my life on track finished school and quit drinking all togethor. i don't know why i posted that first comment. i just wanted to know if you actually hated me or not. im sorry for being such an asshole. i was hurt. but i handled it the wrong way as usual. anyway maybe i grew up or maybe im still the same jackass kid i was six months ago. i just missed you.

I hate you. You ruined my summer. You ruined my relationship with my mother. You ruined my family situation. You ruined my first week at school. But you did manage to make my eighteenth birthday the best birthday I've ever had. Why was that? BECAUSE YOU WERE OUT OF MY LIFE.  I've moved on. I moved on before we broke up. I hate your guts. I don't care if you've grown up. You're an asshole and now that I'm finally fixing things that you ruined with my family, you show up again.

 im sorry that you hate me. im glad that you're enjoying school and everything is good with your family. im not back in your life jill. you wont hear from me again. im sorry, and i did love you.

ya. loved me so much you cheated on me with the one person i truely hate. way to show it. 

its true. but you should know it was the worst thing i ever did. i hated myself for it. i didnt realize how much you meant to me untill i saw how horrible i felt for cheating on you. i don't want any forgiveness jill so im not going to ask for it. im sorry. i just am. if you care write me somting back. anything.... if not dont reply and i wont.
justin

you know what? this all sounds oddly familiar...like im having deja vu or something. Why? Why does it sound so fucking familiar? Because you do this every goddamn timje we fucking fight. You're a spineless worthless asshole who just needs to be appreciated to live. Well I dont appreciate you. I never will again. heres a newsflash for you; technically I never cheated on you. But I never loved you. I thought I did. But you were just the first guy to tell me that you loved me since I broke up with the person whom i now realize is my soulmate. You were a rebound. Thats all you were.

I can't possibly believe that you felt sorry for cheating on me. How sorry did you feel when i drove from my dorm in the fucking pouring rain with my friend alex to get my shit because I was afraid of what would happen. How sorry did you feel when you tried to start a fight with him because he asked you for my stuff? How sorry did you feel when you wrote me that nice little comment on this blog site a few weeks back? How sorry did you feel when I wrote you that great email that I still save in my outbox because its my best piece of work yet?

YOU DIDNT FEEL SORRY AT ALL!

But I feel sorry for you. Thats the only thing I feel for you. Pity. You're a lowlife. and thats all you'll ever be. You feed off of other people's emotions and have to hurt them to get your own self confidence up. You have to destroy their relationships with their families, friends, whoever else they come into contact with, you have to take that away from them.

How do I know this? Because you've done the exact same thing every time I've been even friends with you.

I never loved you. I love him. I always have loved him. Get over yourself.

Heaven has no rage like love to hatred turned,

Nor hell a fury like a woman scorned.

Think about that one.

you know what the scariest thing is? you actually believe all of that don't you? you really do. i didnt ruin anything if anything i tried to help you fix your family problems i dont feed off your emotions because i dont have to. you try all the time to be so hurtfull. all the time. and all that comes out of it is you looking like a horrible person. i tried to be civilized, and quite frankly always have tried to be. there is nothing i wanted more than for our relationship to work out for once, but it didnt and thats fine, im not full of myself and im not trying to say im better than you. but i appreciate your failed attempt at making me feel bad. and i appreciate your attempt to make the world feel bad for you. its all you've got isnt it? the misplaced "pity" as you put it. you need the spotlight you need to be dramatic and to make me out to look like some kind of monster. unfortuantely i never started a fight with your friend. i asked him not to smoke at my front door, also i told you, you could come by and get your shit, yes it was shit. if i told you to come by and i made no attempt to be rude on the phone whatsoever why would you feel it nessessary to have some guy come with you? you know id never lay a hand on you. you can say i was a rebound, and you never loved me, if that makes you feel better its all the same to me, but in the end you screamed MY name everytime you came didn't you. dont bother writing back, and go ahead and post this on mindsay im not going to read it. i asked you to reply if you cared about ymy appology, and you did. so you care. and you loved me. you know its true. keep trying to kid yourself though. emphasis on TRY. Thank you for your attempt at honesty. bye : )

never loved you. you never tried to fix anything, you only ruined it. yes...everytime i "came"..... ever wonder why I wanted it so often? I thought I might actually get something out of it... for once.  and really... im not trying to make you feel bad (ok so i am alittle) im really just trying to make you see the truth and see how you defend yourself.

Kind of like a pick-your-own-ending story. But as always... I get the last word you disgusting, cheating, alcoholic asshole.

no you dont. and im not an alcoholic. touche on the ego crush though. good attempt. im sorry you hate me so much and for so many reasons most of which i dont even know of yet. but you telling me your disgusted with me and that im an asshole isnt good enough, i miss you. i want to take you out anywhere you want, anytime you want. you just have to agree and let me know. please just think about it.

wow. i really find this interesting. see one post ago you said you were gonna stop talking to me. Why haven't you. STOP. RIGHT NOW. I WILL NEVER EVER EVER IN A MILLION AND FOUR YEARS GO ANYWHERE WITH YOU AGAIN.

I do not care if you miss me.

I do not care that you ever "loved" me.

I DO care that you cheated on me and now think that everything is ok.

ITS NOT FUCKING OK.

I hate you.

I'm over you.

I love someone else.

I have ALWAYS loved this someone else.

Get the message?

i dunno i just figured i'd stir some shit up in your life and actually earn the label of asshole you have so generously bestowed upon me.

PS - been stood up lately?

you haven't stirred anything up. Other than actually making traffic on my wikipage, and letting my friends and I have a good laugh... this has had no effect on my life. Its funny how important you think you are, when really... you could die and nobody would care!

 i guess i did. sorry. i wont talk to you anymore.

why did you even start