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Listen.. I'm really sorry. Everything I said was a spur of the moment. I lied about having a boyfriend.. I do have one, I just wanted to know if you still liked me and all I wanted was for you to reject me.

It's alright.. it was probably for the best. 

I love you.

I always have... I always will.

Its incredibly obvious and I should just say it and stop obsessing over the small things you used to say to me.

 

please reject me now so I can get over the idea that I might get to see you or even have a chance in hell to be with you even if I did live there.

you have a boyfriend.

No.. I don't.

really?
last time I checked you did.

No.. it turned out that he didn't know what he wanted and he broke up with me because he wasn't ready for a relationship.

alright then never mind.


regardless, I don't really want you to put your social life aside for me.

My social life? What makes you think that any of this would effect my social life?

well you wouldn't date anyone right? 

well.. yeah..

thats without saying.

not really, that is part of your social life.


Besides don't you think it would be weird that you're dating a guy, over the internet, who you rarely talk to, and that you have seen only one picture of?

Yes but maybe I don't mind if my social life changes.

 

well..

1. I never said anything about us dating. I said I love you and all I wanted to know is if I had a chance in hell. This was for closure not a relationship.
2. I talk to you enough in my lifetime to satisfy me.
3. What do pictures matter?
4. Are you saying these things because you care about how I feel or because or because you don't really like me and this is a way for you to justify why and walk away guilt free?
5. I don't want to push you into it like I did the last time.. and I really don't want you to say anything out of pity.

well my feelings dont really change. I still like you, and I can't change the fact that I find you attractive.
But honestly I like you better as a friend. I don't know, maybe if I knew you, it'd be different.

And I didn't say that because I wanted to justify my means.
I do care about how you feel.

okay, I guess I can deal with that. Maybe if I'm lucky I'll meet you and I can actually talk to you for once.

What are my chances if I'm there?

 

I'm happy that you care, and by the way, I feel a whole lot better.. like a weight is lifted from me.

 

lets hope you do.

I dunno, honestly.




good, i'm glad.

I may need to sort of, run away from home...

why? 

My mom wants to send me off to Russia.
I have several options of moving out, as well, as it turns out.

Why does she want you to move you to Russia? 

I think she's tired of raising me. She says she thinks it would be "the best" for me, but that's odd because she has admitted that my grandmother is abusive. And now she wants to send me to live with her.

well damn.. you said you had other options? 

haha, thanks. 

knew you would appreciate it

Hello there. How are you?

good, you?

I'm ok, bored. Just another one of those days i guess.

Long weekend though.. so thats something.

3 days. Doesn't really make a difference to me though.

Why not? 

well...cuz i usually skip skool wether or not i care...i hate it...so yeh that's why

I don't really like it either.

yeah...its boring at my skool too, which sucks.

I'm gonna leave. 

Lucky. I'm so done with my skool..

I decided that I'm probably gonna have serious mental problems if I stay... plus, all I really want to do is music.. and to get into an arts school, they dont really care about acedemics.. so I saw no reason to stay. 

I bet you're going to become some famous musician.

I just want my music to be heard really... I don't really care otherwise. 

I'd like to hear it.

Thank you.