Andieland's Wiki Page

Yay, she's back! It's the Google search engine, it keeps it's self up to date on the worls includung us, lol Go ahead google yourself, pick a topic of one of your tags or your screen name and type it into the google search box and your blog will come up. You can block it but if you respond to someone your reply can still come up if they haven't blocked it.

 

Anyway, it is creepy. It shows up everyday. I'm so glad your back! I got to go to work now but I got an allday event on this puter tomorrow, so I'll read it all then.

    YAY Love ya , Andie

         

Glad to hear from you, not doing to bad. Write soon and let me know how the girls are doing.

Please do, I wonder nervously. Whenever you have the time.

Hi (((((((Andie)))))))))

Thank you for your comments, hon. You sound down, Andie, is there anything I can do to lift you up, hon? Just a feeling I got from your comments, so short, but somehow I felt a deep sadness. Write to me, hon, if you'd like to talk about anything, ok? love, KelleyCares @aol.com

Just lack of sunlight I think. It's been so gloomy here, lots of piddly rain and clouds. Plus my eldest aunt is in the hospital with peritonitis infection, from appendicitis, shes almost 80, so she fighting but its hard. Then my other aunt has last stage cancer, she was refer to hospice, but her children ( my cousins) are still in denial and selfish, and sent her through more kemo. With all this, my father died seven years ago the day before his birthday, a week before thanksgiving and my granny ( my aunts and mothers mom) died christmas day in 1993. Now If you remember my mother is not the most mentally stable woman in the world, so with her mother dying on christmas, her husband dying before the holidays and both of her sisters half dead, life isn't as rosey as it should be. She stays stuck in the funk and likes to everyone right there with her. I think thats why my sister perfers to travel for a living just to get away from it. The saddness doesn't effect me like it does my mother, it's my mother that effects me. I've tried to explain I'm not heartless, I miss my dad ( duh) and my granny but my life goes on, I have children, they depend on me. She takes offense because she wasn't quite like that as a mom for me. She has ALWAYS been on meds and always been depressed. So I guess dealing with her and holidays makes it rough for me. The only date left is her anniversary on jan 23, so if  I can get passed that I'll be okay. Atleast until my aunt passes.