Woke up this morning and my left eye was crusted shut with dried yellow goop again. I did all of my drops like I was suppose to and everything. I am not going to walk-in for it this morning. There is no point. I am not paying $60 for more drops. Yeah, it was $60 for my little bottle of eye drops. Would have been $80 if I didn't have insurance. I have leftover drops and am just going to take those. I wish I could shake this!
This is the 67th video, which has recently been uploaded. This is a Coldplay song of their first album "Parachutes". I have been asked by many people to do a cover of this song, so it is high time I did it.
This is a number I used to sing quite often, and a number of my close friends really like it. I do enjoy singing coldplay songs, because of the subtleties in the vocals, and the opportunity for falsetto, and this song is not short on that.
This is my attempt at Yellow:
Well the numbers are still steadily rising on Youtube. Here's the latest.
My subs are now up to 589. Not far away from 600 now.
12,360 Channel views, and the total video views are now 178,166. Nearing the 200k mark.
A number of my Youtube friends recommended that I apply for the Youtube partnership program. I tried it, but got refused in a gentle way. It seems that I don't have enough original material, or enough regular traffic to my channel yet, to justify inclusion. I will probably try again at a later date :)
Ok so we are taught to tell the truth and be honest.Those of you that have children stand before them and say never lie, but never , never throw your friend under the bus. Don't be a rat. Don't be a know it all. Don't be that person always running tothe teacher or the boss " I know something you ned to know" don't be a "tattler", tattle tale, . But at the same time time we tr to teach HONESTY.
This week as I do with everything else in my life I had to decide on doing the RIGHT THING/THE BEST FOR ME/THE BEST THING FO THE OTHER PARTY /WHAT WOULD MOM DO/
Mom could not help me make my choice and there was no chance in me asking the person involved "hey should I go and rat you out, the right thing and the best thing for me were two totally seperate doors leading to two different venues but I am willing to begin the journey. I have to do what is best for my heart and my well being. I have to be able to look at myself in the mirror and if one day my neice should ask me "auntie what should I do if such and such......" I want to be able to know my answer is something I did and not something I wish I did.
AND IF I HAVE TO BE A RAT I LIKE TH COLOR YELLOW NOT BROWN!
Do you ever feel as though you've gotten something you didn't really deserve?
I just got an email from my english teacher telling me I recieved an A on my poetry presentation. I felt it was a C performance. Although better to exceed one's own expectations than plunge deep below them, I still feel cheated in a way. Does this make any sense?
I know she's failing half the class and I'm receiving grades on a silver platter. Is it guilt? Is it the knowledge that I could try so much harder, put in so much more effort?
I have this lingering feeling that I'm doing so much better than I should be... Is this simply another example of being my own worst critic?
On the brighter side, and I do literally mean brighter, I decided to purchase a banana yellow car today. It was time to move on, as my current car was, in all fairness, a rebound car. This new one though... cute, sporty, and the color of sunshine. Does it get any better than that?
Of course, it had been pointed out to me earlier on that yellow is also the color of lemons. Then again, my last lemon came incognito. It was green...
green
