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Biting at a ceramic bowl like a baby. I know it's abnormal but it feels good and I couldn't care less. Scratch the walls at school, fall down the stairs, "fake it" on repeat. I can't be crazy because I feel crazy. I'm tired and love sleep but I don't want to go to bed. I feel so fat. I eat and I eat and I need to exercise. And I complain. and I complain. I'm pathetic and in sayingthat I am being more pathetic. I don't understand anything . I tend to put things in my mouth when I'm angry or depressed. Like when I messed up a math problem today, I put my plastic duotang in my mouth and bit it. When I played boggle and my friend ownd me I chewed the paper...

And I sniff my textbooks because they're yummy. and so are the nachos I had tonight. I;m so fucking in love. I need him. I fucking need him and he knows it and he don't care. pathetic. i wonder why he ever made time for me. he doesn't make sense. i don't make any more sense. if I could hug him I'd squeeze him dry.

i feel like rolling around on the floor. maybe if i licked a lightbulb and burnt my tongue I could focus on that. and not be so fumb. i mean dumb. or do i mean fumb. maybe i do. maybe both. yeah both.

this is a longer entry than i intentioned. i love furutal,ma. yes...that show. furturams. those who know it know what im ean. woot.

be42677  found the new BoDeans song I was talking about it my No Time To Blog! entry. Wasn't that nice of her!  Enjoy!

Omg I haven't seen the Powerpuff Girls since I was about ten, and it's on right now!!!!!!! I used to be obsessed with them when I was in elementary. Omg this is GREAT!!!!!!

More attractive.

Witty.

On top of everything.


Mentality. Tune in.

How else are you going to get what you want?

I called my Mom to find out how her trip to Phoenix was and this is the conversation.

 

Me: So, how was your trip?

Ma: it was okay, I sat next to a man who played some kind of game on a little computer and he didn't pay any attention to me.  He was around my age too.

Me: So, how is Sarah?

Ma: Oh she's okay.  I had a little argument with Garrett. (she told me a story that josiejunk wrote where josiejunk was upset)

Me: So, Sarah okay?

Ma: Yeah, she's okay.  She doesn't want to sleep in her bed.

Me: She had a problem with sleeping in her bed?

Ma: Yeah, she sleep in the other bedroom. We with to this fish restaurant and the fish was burned.

Me: So, Sarah okay?

Ma: Yeah, she eats breakfast good and she's very strong.

 

Oh Well!