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Firstfirstfirstfirstfirstfirst wtf reunion show tonight!!!!!!!! HOW EXCITING. This show was my every Friday night until I started working at the pizzeria.

Now I planned to do this entry today even though  Courtney basically did this entry last night, whatever <3

Yesterday was TWLOHA Day. TWLOHA = To Write Love On Her Arms, and I'm sorry if you've never heard of this organization. This and RAINN are the two organziations I support the most.

(Of course I turn this into a photowhoring post) Yes I did write LOVE on my arm(s) yesterday (with a failed attempt at a hand heart!)


TWLOHA Mission Statement:
To Write Love on Her Arms is a non-profit movement dedicated to presenting hope and finding help for people struggling with depression, addiction, self-injury and suicide.  TWLOHA exists to encourage, inform, inspire and also to invest directly into treatment and recovery.
(By clicking here you can read not only the mission statement, but the vision, and the story that started it all.)

As someone who discovered at age 9 that she could cut herself and blame it on the cat, TWLOHA means a lot to me. I just ignore the god stuff when they throw it in there. I know some people need it, so I don't bitch about it.


This movement is pretty "trendy," as Courtney mentioned yesterday. It really is, but good. The more people who know about it, the better. The more people who find courage and strength within this movement, the better. The more people who put down their razors, quit buying their drugs, and start genuinely smiling, the better.


The more people who realize they are not alone, the better.

For years I pretty much openly struggled with addiction and depression on my blog, before I learned to hide it.  Some of you have been there since the beginning of a really crazy ride. Some of you aren't here anymore, but it's okay. I thank you all for your support. The fact that I am still alive today has absolutely nothing to do with me and everything to do with those I love. :]

Regardless of the fact I am going to post another picture of myself, I don't want this blog to be about me or my past. I want it to be about love<3



I love you guysssssssss<3

wtf is doing a reunion show on Saturday<333 so exciteddddddd

And now myspace survey:
- Have you ever looked someone straight in the eyes and told them a lie?
It's not my thing anymore, but yes.

- What are some things that make you mad?
People who can look you straight in the eye and lie, for starters.

- Who can make you feel better in a difficult situation?
Mom :] And a few other select people.

- Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you?
He means a lot to me but not in the way you're implying.

- What color are your eyes?
Hazel.

- About how many hours of sleep did you get last night?
7/ 7 and a half ish

- Is your hair naturally straight?
Not at all.

- Is there something you want to say to someone but can't/won't?
No, I've said everything that I need to say. It's out of my hands now.

- What are you doing right now?
Survey and SNEEZING ACHOO ACHOO ACHOO

- Do you wish anyone in particular was still in your life?
I only realize that I do when I see them.

- Are relationships ever really worth it?
No

- What color was the last pill you took?
Blue (haha it was Midol, people)

- Who sung the song you last listened to?
Chris Brown

- Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
A customer

- Who was the last person to text you?
Twitter

- What's the weather like outside?
Coldddddddddddd<3

- Where was the last place you bought something?
Wal-Mart

- Who are you thinking about right now?
eh

- Is there anyone you couldn't go a day without talking to?
Scott!

- Do you believe exes could really ever be "just friends"?
If there are no more romantic/lustful/hatred feelings, yes

- What is your current desktop picture?
It reminds me of Mars.

- Could you ever be friends with someone who hurt you badly?
NO
You're fucking gone.

- Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
Nope

- When was the last time you were told you were cute?
Last night

- What are you wearing right now?
Sweats and a spaghetti strap shirt.

- Is there something you're looking forward to?
Thanksgiving <3

- The person you fell hardest for died today, how would you feel?
This person does not exist anyway.

- Its 4 in the morning, your phone rings, who is it?
I dunno, I wonder if I would hear it.

- Do you believe what goes around comes around?
YES.

- To get with someone of the opposite sex, have you ever faked being drunk?
lmfao noooo

- Which one of your friends would you swap eyes with, if you had to?
Jen :]

- Do you know anyone who would just drop everything to come see you?
Nope

- Who was the last person in your bedroom?
Family

- Does sex mean love?
Not at all

- Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
If I felt it was worth it

- Where do you want to move to when you're older?
Maybe Orlando . . .

- Are you mad at someone right now?
Not at all.

- What are you plans for tomorrow?
Working

- When was the last time you talked to one of your friends?
Last night

- Where will you be in an hour?
Chillin' here

- Who was the first person you talked to today?
I haven't spoken to anyone yet today.

- Did you ever see the movie Pearl Harbor?
Yes

- Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
Lou

- Are you on a laptop or desktop right now?
Laptop

- When did you last do something ridiculously stupid?
I want to say Halloween, but I've had to have done something stupid more recently . . . maybe last Wednesday/Thursday

- How strong are your feelings for the last person you kissed?
Don't exist

- Were you happy today?
The weather made me happy :]

I had a weird dream last night about Justin Timberlake.

He had some new movie coming out, and I remember making fun of the girls that go bonkers and hyperventilate and shit everytime he came on screen. Well, I decided to go to the movie with a girl friend of mine. I don't even know who it was. I have very few girl friends, and the one in my dream wasn't anyone I knew. At least, I don't think so. But I digress.

We went to the movie and sat in the front row. We were sitting there watching the movie, when JT himself showed up. I'm not sure if he actually showed up, or if he stepped out of the movie or what, but I just remember that all of a sudden he was there. He was at the end of our row, and he was wearing one of those pinstripe fedoras, you know, kinda like this one...



...and I remember remarking to my friend that I love those hats. (I do!) Well, it was at that point that he walked up to us. He said something to me (I don't remember what it was) and held out his hand for me to dance. Well, since I love to dance, and it was Justin Timberlake, I gladly accepted. He pulled me into his arms, and we danced around the front of the theater. We talked too, but I don't remember anything that was said.

And that's where the dream ended. Weird, huh? :)

But once a year.

I think that should be the first commandment of blogging.
Officially:
1. Thou shalt not survey but once a year to recap all that has been.
2. Thou shalt not spam (suggested by cheeseluver901)

suggestions for further???

5. Brain Parasites

4. Neurotoxins

3. The Real Rage Virus

2. Neurogenesis

1. Nanobots

 

Epic :D 

Edit: I tried posting the link where the actual article is, but fucking mindsay won't let me. If I put in a link or any html, the "update entry" or "post" button doesn't work.

 

What the fuck, mindsay?