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What is with this guy? What are his intention? We hadn't hung out in a long time and he has a girlfriend! I guess I'm not really asking for answers, but ugh.. I just don't get it.
Either way, it was a pretty good day. I trust them a lot so it wasn't totally alkward... just random and WTF-ish.
Now I have a test to study for. I really need to start writing in my journal again... I don't like writing because it makes things real, maybe. And most days are significantly dreadful. And when I have a good day, I guess I like to sulk in it for a bit. Is sulk the right word? like, bathe, enjoy, sit in it, relive it, swim in it...yeah.I only get about one good day every three months, so I try to make it last... I want cookies! <3
THE WORD OF WHICH I HAVE BEEN SEARCHING HAS BEEN FOUND : Bask. I like to bask in the good moments... like cats bask in the sun.
Also, me not finding me keys was NOT planned. hahahaha wtf @ me.
Dixie currently feels:
Bored 
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I'm too lazy to write a blog today.
I'm 64 minutes late.
Another day has been missed.
How sad...
So here is...
Stolen from stormbearer ...
70 Questions Guaranteed You've Never Answered...
(In the last five minutes...)
1) Would you kill your neighbour?
- Of course not. The one to the left gives me boxes of toffees, and the one to the tight is Father Christmas in the supermarket every year.
2) What's one word that describes your last fight?
- Violent.
3) What were you doing ten minutes ago?
- Colouring in some artwork.
4) What's the last movie you saw?
- Stand By Me.
5) What did your last text message say?
- My phone battery is dead, I can't check it. Devvoed. :)
6) Who have you talked to most today?
- Emily. The only one worth talking to.
7) Do you carve pumpkins every year?
- No. I hate Halloween.
8) Colour of your shirt?
- Black.
9) I'm always...
- Breathing.
10) Who is on speed dial 2?
- Mother's mobile.
11) What's your favorite season?
- Autumn.
12) How are you feeling right now?
- It says at the top of my blog, dimwit.
13) What did you do this weekend?
- Played Guitar Hero, chilled with Adam, wrote with Emily.
14) How many times have you moved?
- Zero.
15) What is the last thing you touched?
- My computer mouse.
16) Would you do anything for someone else?
- I'd do anything for Emily.
17) Have you ever been called a punk?
- Yeah.
18) Was yesterday better than today?
- I don't know.
19) What is your ring tone?
- Final Fantasy VII battle victory! --- Doo-doo-doo-do, dah-doo-da-doo!
20) Do you have a favourite number?
- Fourteen.
21) Are your grades good?
- They are indeed. :)
22) Do you hate anyone/anything?
- Many things.
23) Does your best friend have a MySpace?
- She does.
24) If you could meet anyone who would it be?
- Emily!!!
25) Last time you went out to lunch?
- No idea.
26) Do you have any music you're ashamed of?
- Yeah.
27) Have you ever gotten into a physical fight with a member of the opposite sex?
- I fight with lads more than I do girls. Lads are arseholes, see.
28) How old will you be in 2 months?
- Still 16.
29) Do you think you'll be married by then?
- I don't think so like.
30) Do you have one or more Britney Spears CDs?
- FUCK NO!
31) What did you do last night?
- Finished writing chapter 98 with Emily.
32) Are you a Lost fanatic?
- I'm not.
33) Do you have a song by Ozzy Osbourne in your library?
- Bark At The Moon, and some by Black Sabbath.
34) Do you ever sing in the shower?
- Sometimes.
35) What's your favorite movie?
- Amélie.
36) Why is your relationship status the way it is?
- Because nobody wants me?
37) Do people ever spell your name wrong?
- Yes. Pisses me right off.
38) Do you believe everyone has a soul-mate?
- I didn't, until I met Emily. :)
39) Can you sing?
- A little.
40) When was the last time you cried?
- Yesterday.
41) Are you ever a freak about cleanliness or organization?
- Slightly. Especially with PC files.
42) Have you ever been to South America or Africa?
- Nope.
43) Do you know how to knit?
- No. Knitting is for grans. :)
44) Do you have a job?
- Nope, I'm a scrounger student.
45) Is there anything currently bothering you?
- Having to correct Yank spellings in these questions...!
46) What are you doing right now besides this survey?
- Breathing.
47) Do you know how to play poker?
- Wouldn't have a clue.
48) Baskin Robins or Coldstone?
- You what?
49) Physics or Chemistry?
- Biology; just to be awkward. :D
50) Facebook or MySpace?
- MYSPACE! I HATE Facebook with A PASSION.
51) Do you wear any jewelry?
- Chokers, braclets, necklaces, spikes.
52) What is the color of your bedroom walls?
- Shitty lilac.
53) When do you prefer to take a shower, morning or night?
- Night.
54) Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, or Star Wars?
- NONE!
55) Fly or road trip?
- Fly! Cars suck.
56) Batman, Spiderman, Superman, Tanner Vineyard, or Shalayna Hatcher?
- None of the above.
57) What's your favorite Disney movie?
- Mulan.
58) What are your plans for tonight?
- After this; SLEEP...
THAT WAS NOT 70 QUESTIONS.
THAT WAS 58 QUESTIONS.
58 DOES NOT LOOK LIKE 70.
SOMEBODY CAN'T FUCKING COUNT.
(I mean no harm to anybody, except the one who made the quiz originally. :D)
For the first time in my life of nearly 46 years, I've found myself disgusted and insulted with the field so far.
After my experiences in New Orleans the past two years, I'm not willing to vote for a candidate who's personal belief system includes "leaders" like the Rev. Wright. I've personally dealt with people as such and I've found them to be dishonest and duplicitous. Just because he's "gone", does not mean the situation is over.
I saw what that kind of rhetoric did to New Orleans and that's one of the biggest reasons why so little has been done there.
Just more of the same--AGAIN
Why is it so impossible to get a President that can be free of this type of discord and persuasion. We're supposed to be a secular society, yet it always seems that some one has something to hide or have to explain...
...and we as a Nation, are so gullible and passive that we cannot see(let alone understand) the treachery behind all this crap?
Yesterday was like hell .... just overall not a good day.
I've reached a point where I hate bitching about shit ..... there are so many more folks out there that truly and legitimately have the right to bitch .....
The end result of the day was for the most part good ..... but I don't want to relive this mess anytime soon.
Before I had a chance to finish my second cup of coffee Dave was tearing up the bedroom ..... literally ..... and then pretty much demanding my help ..... which I would of given anyway ..... but with his rudeness it took everything I had to not lose it completely. So without eating breakfast or exercising I started helping him out. Mom comes home from Wednesday morning bingo and lets us know that she had tripped over Joe the night before and fell ..... bruising her hand and bending the frame of her glasses. She already had a scheduled doctors appointment that afternoon and she needed to go see if her frames could be fixed. So ..... a quick jump in the shower and off to Yreka with mom.
She is fine and they got her glasses fixed so all is well with mom. But four hours later ..... still without eating ..... I walk in the door to the entire house being just upside down .... shit everywhere. Mom hasn't eaten since breakfast either and it is obvious that cooking will not be taking place anytime soon in the chaos.
I'm not in the door two seconds before Dave is back in my face telling me "You can help you know" ..... wtf? So now it is past four thirty and I'm still starving and now I'm doing as I'm told ..... helping.
At 7:30 I hear ..... has your mom eaten ... ? It's 7:30 at night? I'm like how in the fuck would I know ..... I've been here with you ..... and now I'm a shit for not making sure mom had dinner ...... again ..... wtf?
I'm still barely speaking to Dave this morning ..... and he to me. Finally at 9:00 pm I ate some nuts crawled in to my extremely dirty bed (from shit being piled on it all day and the vacuuming of the ceiling) and went to sleep. Trying to shake off my anger from the day.
I seriously need to scream, punch a wall ...... something ..... and I now have a wood floor in my room ..... that was not covered when painted god knows how long ago ..... and some of the floor was replace with plywood somewhere down the line .... it's truly lovely ..... whatever ..... Dave's happy ..... I think. God only knows. Me, I'm shaking from anxiety and left over anger / annoyance.
I'm fairly sure I'm losing my mind .....
Peace. J.
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