
Worried @ MindSay 
The next cheapest gas in the Ashland / Medford area was $4.27 .... explains the line. Gas here in the valley where I live? $4.77 a gallon.
Yesterday was a $300.00 day ..... between groceries, gas, lunch and trailer parts & pieces. We shopped at Winco in Medford and for $111.00 walked out with probably twice as much food as we do shopping here in the valley. It hurts to put out a large chunk of change out like that in one day but then we have a full tank and food to last several weeks if planned out right and used to its maximum.
I guess the point of this post is just to reinforce that I am worried. Worried about what this country is in for. Its crazy .... at least to me almost inconceivable the reality of it all. Maybe living so rural makes things hit home a bit more but watching what is happening around us here even ..... hay prices tripling with the price of diesel at $5.15 a gallon.
Oh well ..... tis what it is ..... ****sigh****
I'm off to throw something in the crock pot for dinner ..... our lettuce is up so fresh lettuce for lunch! YAY ..... and the strawberries .... oh, coming on like gangbusters ..... and a zucchini will be ready in just a few days ..... we will have raspberries galore this year too ..... the bushes are just loaded .... YUM!
Enjoy your Friday .....
Peace. J.
Dixie currently feels:
Annoyed
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Alright, according to suggested MindSay tags, "Sundays suck arse".
It's not even Sunday yet, for a start. It's still Saturday - the 24th, exactly four months until I turn 17, and it's also the night of the Eurovision Song Contest.
I was counting the weeks down from well about like, early February. I was more excited than I should have been - because I knew that no Eurovision could top that of 2007 with Verka Serduckha and Hanna Parkiren.
Last year, Ukraine were the best act, and they only finished in 2nd place.
The story was the same this year, Ukraine, best act, 2nd place. - Only barely though, they kept swapping places with Greece.
Shitty block voting.
Not that I'm majorly patriotic, but it's so frustrating to see the United Kingdom finishing in less than 20th position every single year.
Why?
Because we're a lone island, with only Ireland next to us to provide us with points.
Each little "block", shall we say, of countries, will always vote for one another.
Example: Iceland and Denmark - gave each other 12 points.
Not that the UK are ever decent - but they were far better than sodding Israel and Sweden.
Last year, Adam and I were a bit annoyed at seeing the dyke from Serbia take the victory, because their song was the worst ever - but they got to open it this year, and it was just awesome.
So typical, the opening act that wouldn't be counted for voting was one of the best performances of the programme.
Latvia were awesome this year - every time I've seen them before, they've not been great.
Either way, for a few brief little moments, I started on my 15 minutes of laughter at a phrase.
"Oh I hate ugly trannies!"
"I can't stand frizz!"
"What the fuck's he doing!?"
And by the end, I was asking what the fuck the ugly trannies with frizz were doing. :)
Regardless, I feel my night's been a bit of a waste.
Because I've been feeling so fucking depressed and worried, things are playing on my mind.
Isn't that typical.
Little Vladimir made it fine through the night. He rolled around my room in his little plastic ball for an hour or so and then just chilled out for the rest of the night. He's asleep right now... as he should be. He's so cute and tiny!
UPDATE - 4:30 PM
Well, the Neurologist thinks that my memory loss is due to depression. No fucking shit! I've been saying that for years! He wants me to get a Neuro-psychological test done, but since I don't have insurance, it'll be super expensive and my parents said they would pay, but I'm not going to make them pay for that bullshit... so I'm not going. This is the end of the line. I guess I'll just have to stop being depressed. I'm sure as Hell not going back to the shrink so they can load me up on medication again! Fuck that!
n i know he's told me before that 11:00am monday n friday are the best times for him n cyn to see their marriage counselor together or for him to go to the dentist, but weren't they only seeing a counselor together once a month? and didn't he take care of all of that dentist shit like a month ago?
I really hope i see him wednesday so i can vent all this crazy shit out n get a better idea of what the hell is going on.
Dixie currently feels:
Worried
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Today has been such a waste of time.
Adam came round - and he showed me a new DS game - Rocket Slime.
I really like the look of it.
Those Slimes from Dragonquest are so cute.
I just want to hug one and get all sticky. :)
Then we spent the day playing Guitar Hero III - and we got our first co-op 100%.
On Hard, no less.
Closer, a song we've both done 100% solo on Hard.
I had to do the bass part - and if you know the song, you know it opens and ends with a bass riff.
I was shaking like hell when I got to the last bass riff - we were well over 1000 note streak, and I was terrified of ruining it.
Luckily, I didn't, and now we have the shiny gold stars.
We also did Knights Of Cydonia and Monsters, and now we've completed co-op Hard mode.
I have well over 5000 groupies on the community site now. Whee.
I've spent a lot of the day playing Aggressive Alpine Skiing.
A simple little flash game from www.mausland.de.
I've completed it 7 times now.
Four times, were today.
Once this morning, once this afternoon, then twice in a row, about 30 minutes ago.
I've recently gotten hooked on Harvest Moon: Back To Nature - too.
I'm into the Fall of my 1st year, with a yellow/orange heart on Popuri, the pink haired one, who I plan to hump. :)
I have 28% completion, and 3 power berries.
I can get about 3 more during Winter, according to my checklist.
I will have the best stamina ever!
There's more of my new work on DeviantArt too.
I have another week off, and I plan to spend it...
Well, a little bit more productivley.
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