Worried @ MindSay

Dixie currently feels:

 Annoyed

 

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Alright, according to suggested MindSay tags, "Sundays suck arse".

It's not even Sunday yet, for a start. It's still Saturday - the 24th, exactly four months until I turn 17, and it's also the night of the Eurovision Song Contest.

 

I was counting the weeks down from well about like, early February. I was more excited than I should have been - because I knew that no Eurovision could top that of 2007 with Verka Serduckha and Hanna Parkiren.

 

Last year, Ukraine were the best act, and they only finished in 2nd place.

The story was the same this year, Ukraine, best act, 2nd place. - Only barely though, they kept swapping places with Greece.

 

Shitty block voting.

Not that I'm majorly patriotic, but it's so frustrating to see the United Kingdom finishing in less than 20th position every single year.

Why?

 

Because we're a lone island, with only Ireland next to us to provide us with points.

Each little "block", shall we say, of countries, will always vote for one another.

 

Example: Iceland and Denmark - gave each other 12 points.

 

Not that the UK are ever decent - but they were far better than sodding Israel and Sweden.

 

Last year, Adam and I were a bit annoyed at seeing the dyke from Serbia take the victory, because their song was the worst ever - but they got to open it this year, and it was just awesome.

 

So typical, the opening act that wouldn't be counted for voting was one of the best performances of the programme.

 

Latvia were awesome this year - every time I've seen them before, they've not been great.

 

 

Either way, for a few brief little moments, I started on my 15 minutes of laughter at a phrase.

 

"Oh I hate ugly trannies!"

"I can't stand frizz!"

"What the fuck's he doing!?"

 

And by the end, I was asking what the fuck the ugly trannies with frizz were doing. :)

 

 

Regardless, I feel my night's been a bit of a waste.

Because I've been feeling so fucking depressed and worried, things are playing on my mind.

 

Isn't that typical.

i didn't see albert today, even tho i was tabling. i got all excited n anxious, n then sure enough, he didn't come say hi. i hate when this happens, especially now, because it only makes me think more that something is up and he won't tell me. i told him when i saw him on thursday that i feel like he's hiding something from me, n he was just like, "i don't know what to say." the fact that i didn't see him friday or today only makes me feel that way that much more. sure, i kno its the end of the semester n he'd got a lot of school shit to do, but seriously, u can't take FIVE MINUTES out of one damn day to talk to someone? he's only taking like three classes n he only works saturday, sunday, and wednesday. he's got lots of free time!

n i know he's told me before that 11:00am monday n friday are the best times for him n cyn to see their marriage counselor together or for him to go to the dentist, but weren't they only seeing a counselor together once a month? and didn't he take care of all of that dentist shit like a month ago?

I really hope i see him wednesday so i can vent all this crazy shit out n get a better idea of what the hell is going on.

Dixie currently feels:

 Worried

 

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Today has been such a waste of time.

 

Adam came round - and he showed me a new DS game - Rocket Slime.

I really like the look of it.

 

Those Slimes from Dragonquest are so cute.

I just want to hug one and get all sticky. :)

 

 

Then we spent the day playing Guitar Hero III - and we got our first co-op 100%.

On Hard, no less.

Closer, a song we've both done 100% solo on Hard.

 

I had to do the bass part - and if you know the song, you know it opens and ends with a bass riff.

I was shaking like hell when I got to the last bass riff - we were well over 1000 note streak, and I was terrified of ruining it.

 

Luckily, I didn't, and now we have the shiny gold stars.

 

We also did Knights Of Cydonia and Monsters, and now we've completed co-op Hard mode.

 

I have well over 5000 groupies on the community site now. Whee.

 

 

 

 

I've spent a lot of the day playing Aggressive Alpine Skiing.

A simple little flash game from www.mausland.de.

 

I've completed it 7 times now.

 

Four times, were today.

Once this morning, once this afternoon, then twice in a row, about 30 minutes ago.

 

 

 

I've recently gotten hooked on Harvest Moon: Back To Nature - too.

 

I'm into the Fall of my 1st year, with a yellow/orange heart on Popuri, the pink haired one, who I plan to hump. :)

I have 28% completion, and 3 power berries.

I can get about 3 more during Winter, according to my checklist.

 

I will have the best stamina ever!

 

 

There's more of my new work on DeviantArt too.

 

 

I have another week off, and I plan to spend it...

Well, a little bit more productivley.