Whatever @ MindSay

So for some reason ive been thinking life would be better if i jus kinda wasnt here ne more. like gone..dead..mom wouldnt have to worry about shelling out money she doesnt have for me, my roomate can have a roomate that doesnt have to worry about their financial sitch fuckking up and like everyone wuld be better off. im thinking i shuld just pack up my shit and leave..ima miss it here like nothing else but i feel like everything is crashing around me and i dont know what the fuck to do. i sent out like 10 applications for work, and most places and calling ppl till mid oct, ive sent in resumes all summer and no repsonse...and its all cuz i dont have any experience. aim turning into quitethe emo kid and that upsets me. and this fucking knife wont cut like my trusty exacto knife..which left me. i have no idea where it is. i miss it. ugh, im gonna go play with this dissapointment of a knife now. if i blog again then u know what decision i made.

    Today is my sister's, Mary's, birthday!  Yes, she was born 44 years ago today, on April Fool's Day.  Think how our parents felt when Mom went into labor after midnight that broke this date in new!  Our Bio-Dad was on TDY with the Navy, stationed in NM at the time. 
    The three of us - born together to this couple - were born in three different states.  Our big brother was born a little over a year earlier in Pensacola, FL; then Mary; then I was born in Rochester, NY...but we were to be raised as TEXANS [but not native, we never have been allowed to forget by our beloved fellow native-born-to-non-native loved-ones!! ] dyed in the wool, probably fits pretty well.
    Happy birthday to anyone who understands the curse of this ridiculous tradition of today!
   

my "fixed" laptop will no longer recognize any USB drives . . .

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Thanks Life, you harsh bitch.

Started classes yesterday, but that's not the problem. I don't feel like getting into it right now. I'm tired of complaining...ready for something good to come, whether it wants to or not.

Exactly just that.

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