Were @ MindSay 
u knw life can really corner a person at times and it can make a person say some horrible things but u knw wat although that person is hurting it does not give them an excuse for anything especially if it hurts someone deeply. maybe ppl should pay attention to wat they r saying and should try and realize that someone is only offering a shoulder to lean on or a hand to help them get up. i used to think i just drive ppl away and there were ppl who made me change the way i think just by talking to me maybe just maybe i was right maybe i'm meant to be alone no friends no girlfriend no nothing......... i thought we were friends????? i thought those talks we used to have meant something to the both of us.... i guess i was wrong..... i guess i was wrong about every good i've ever had in my life i was right about everything that happend bad.... i don't deserve friends, love or any of that crap........ i hate it all if it has to make u feel like this i don't want it........i thought we were friends....... i guess i should just disappear then never to bother anyone again...... ever.........
everyone leave ur last comments cuz this is it u get wat u want i'm gone like a gohst that has passed on........
Tupac Lyrics
(feat. CPO, Danny Boy, Syke)
[2Pac]
Yeah -- clear enough for ya? (Is that right?)
(Hahahahaha) Yeah
(Hehehehe) Why niggaz look mad? (Is that right?)
Y'all supposed to be happy I'm free!
Y'all niggaz look like y'all wanted me to stay in jail, hahah!
Hoe bustaz
Picture me rollin in my 500 Benz
I got no love for these niggaz, there's no need to be friends
They got me under surveillance, that's what somebody be tellin
Know there's dope bein sold, but +I+ ain't the one sellin!
Don't want to be another number
I got a fuckin gang of weed to keep from goin under
The federales wanna see me dead - niggaz put prices on my head
Now I got two Rottwillers by me bed, I feed em lead
Now I'm released, how will I live? Will God forgive me
for all the dirt a nigga did, to feed kids?
One life to live, it's so hard to be positive
when niggaz shootin at your crib
Mama, I'm still thuggin, the world is a war zone
My homies is inmates, and most of them dead wrong
Full grown, finally a man, just scheamin on ways
to put some green inside the palms of my empty hands
Just picture me rollin
Flossin a Benz on rims that isn't stolen
My dreams is censored, my hopes are gone
I'm like a fiend that finally sees when all the dope is gone
My nerves is wrecked, heart beatin and my hands is swollen
thinkin of the G's I'll be holdin, picture me rollin
Can you see me now? Heheheh
Move to the side a little bit so you can get a CLEAR picture
Can you see it? Hahah
Pictue me rollin
Yeah nigga!
Ay but peep how my nigga Syke do it to you
Guess who's back?
[Syke]
I got ki's, comin from overseas
Cost a nigga two hundred G's
I'm a street comando, Nino for example
This lavish lifestyle is hard to handle
So I got to floss cause I'm more like a boss playa
Thug, branded to be a women layer
So mny playa haters, imitaters steady swangin
Make me wanna start back bangin
So I'm caught up in the game, dress code changed
Packin forty glocks, contain em or rearrange
All that jealousy and envy comin from my enemies
While I'm sippin on Re-mi
in front of black Lexus, Chevy's on the roam
Ninety-six big body, sittin on chrome
As we head up out the zone, stone-facin is on
You can admire, but don't look too long
I'm livin a dream with triple beams and my pockets bulgin
It's hard to imagine -- picture me rollin!
[Danny Boy]
Picture, picture me, picture me rollin
Rollin, picture me rollin
Wheelin, picture me rollin in
Picture me yea yeah
[CPO]
Mmm, I gots to get the fuck up in it, formulate a caper
Cause a nigga straight sufferin from lack of havin paper
My bitch fin' to have a bastard, see?
So I needs to hit a lick, drastically
I see some baldin-ass niggaz and they slippin in my spot
And, uh, diggin the plots (so what?)
Checkin in the park, 'Pac
[2Pac]
We caught em sleepin, he didn't peep you niggaz creepin?
This how we do it every weekend
I dump for madness, it's time to count the profit
CPO, we got the bomb spot, nigga time to clock it
I get the liquor, and you could get the females
This crooked shit that we inflictin gettin street sales
[CPO]
Move smooth as a motherfucker, me and my nine
I'm as cool as a motherfucker, I'ma get mine
Now we satisfied, got the pockets on swollen
Boss Hog and this 'Pac nigga... picture us rollin
[Danny Boy]
Rollin
Picture me roll-hoee-ollin
Picture me, picture me rollin
[2Pac speaks while Danny Boy keeps singing]
Heheheheheheh
Is y'all ready for me?
Picture me rollin roll call
You know there's some muh'fuckers out there I just could not forget about
I wanna make sure they can see me
Number one on my list: Clinton Correctional Facilities
All you bitch ass C.O.'s
Can you niggaz see me from there?
Ballin on y'all punk ass, ahhaahahah!
Picture me rollin, baby
Yeah, all them niggaz up in them cell blocks
I told y'all niggaz when I come home it's on
Hmm, that's right nigga, picture me rollin
Oh, I forgot! The D.A.
Yeah, that bitch had a lot to talk about in court
Can the hoe see me from here?
Can you see me, hoe?
Picture me rollin
And all you punk police -- can you see me?
Am I clear to you?
Picture me rollin nigga, legit
Free like O.J. all day
You can't stop me
You know I got my niggaz up in this motherfucker
Manute, Pain, Syke, ?, Mopreme, ??
Can you picture us rollin?
Can you see me hoe? Hehehe
Is y'all ready for me? .. We up out this bitch
Any time y'all wanna see me again
Rewind this track right here, close your eyes
and picture me rollin
hey guys - i was browsing through different ppls LJ's and came across this - so i tag despotliz
Where were you...
For Live Aid? (13 July, 1985)
Probably being fed - was only 3 months old.
When flight 103 exploded over Lockerbie? (21 December, 1988)
I don't recall it. i was only 3. but i have seen most of the photos and documentaries since.
When the Berlin Wall fell (9 November, 1989)
too young to remember.
When Thatcher resigned (22 November, 1990)
Again too young to remember. too innocent..lol
When the Gulf War began (16 January, 1991)
Again cannot remember. though i remember the second gulf war began.
When Thomas Hamilton shot 3 teachers and 28 pupils at Dunblane primary school?
This one i remember - we were in Yr6 at primary school and our teacher comes in and tells us the news. she is really upset because she was from scotland. i think it hit home to the teachers as well that things like this can happen.
When Princess Di was killed (31 August, 1997)
Asleep when it happened but when i woke up i was really excited becasue i was going out for the day with one of my friends andher dad to this medieval armoury thing in Leeds. came downstairs turned tv on and me and my older brother couldnt understand why the sport was not on then we started hearing things and we were gobsmaked i raced upstairs to tell my mumand she did not believe me until she came down adn saw the news for her self.Was so shocking. i think that what got everyone - no one was prepared, no one expected her to die so young and so suddenly.
At midnight, 31 January, 1999?
At my mums friends house - in the middle of the street with some neighbours who also had come outside singing auld lans (well however you spell it) lol.
When terrorists destroyed the World Trade Center (11 September, 2001)
Was at college - on a free period or was a skipping a boring general studies class - probably the latter - was on the internet looking at news stories when it caught my eye. i told my friend and its horrible to say but we laughed. we thought how the hell can someone fly a plane into the building! then a woman came out rushing to tell another woman who worked there that another plane had hit, that she heard it was terrosits. well we were speachless. we felt haweful for laughing. then on the way home the whole bus was talking about it. i got home and my sisters are there with my mum watching the tv - it is on every channel. when my mum was at hime and turned tv on she had not heard about it. but she saw the 'live' fee dof the second plane hitting the tower and she thought it was a action film. seeing the pictures now, the documentaries still upsets me. its one of those things that you never expect to happen :(
When Columbia disintegrated during re-entry over Texas. (1/2/2003)
I was home when a news flash came on. again its one of those heart stopping moments. to burn up on entry on the way home. i was and still interested in space and the space shuttles so it was a shock. i have the newspaper. not from that one but from the first space shuttle that went to space since the disaster.
So what about you guys? Can any of you remember these events?
Possibly Count roses until our minds wander, and our body drifts into the motionless.
We wake, we find ourselves Caught captive in a town we dont like.
We are God's Unwanted Children. We are the Filth of the world. I am, personally,
A compost heap waiting to grow a flower from my Own Piled Embodyment.
I rest. I wake. I eat. I sleep.
And that is where the world ends for me, as I sit, Entraced, and Hypnotic to the beats,
Of an outside world besides this one... This... Hell...
I once thought that the world was a loving one.
I may continue to be loving, but in return I find myself with nothing.
I'm glad to have a friend like Rebecca, who will never be afraid to fight for the both of us,
She inspires me to stand up for what I deserve.
I do love her immensly. :)
Norah Jones soothes me, and taunts me. When I listen to her melodic runaway music, I
Feel this need to do something crafty, or lay down and sink to neverness.
I dont know... I get a longing I'll never Fulfill.
Norah, Thanks for that.
As we were. Will we return to that blissful state we have lost?
I hope to god we do.
I've come upon the idea that There is no god. Not saying there are no rulers of fate.
I think i am God. I think you are God. I think we are all Gods to our own lives.
Maybe that's not the most original statement in the world, but I've truly,
Just come to really understanding it, and pondiring it. Makes sense though, doesn't It?
Anyways. Today was pretty nice. Driver's training this morning, followed by a long visit
to my grandparents'. That was neat. Grandma showed me a quilt she is making for me.
It has these japanese woman in big flowy, colourful robes on the back, and this
beautiful black and white pattern on the topside. It's truly wonderful. I cannot
Wait to throw it onto my bed. It will match and combine with my room Perfectly.
As if it were meant to be. I've been needing more black in my room anyways. It's
been Overrun with Golds and Whites. (And Reds.) But, this will be a spectaculor
New find. :) thanks Grandma.
Then, I walked down to drama, and Seated myself by the two most beautiful people in
the Entire Universe, I'm Quite sure.
After drama, which went very well, (I'm so happy for Cynthia, with her new Drama Class
Opportunity :D ) Me and Cindy and Becca got to talk about the Entire situation. That
Great too, and especially needed. We got to pretty much put everything out on the table,
But... We all know we have much more to cover at a later time... :) I look forward to it.
Then, I came home, cleaned my room a bit, watched some Fight Club (I've been in
That mood lately) and have been sitting here since. (oh, we had dinner too, pasta and
Jellow... god... i love jellow. Ugh.)
What am I Going to wear tomarrow for the performance? Hmmm... Must ponder.
I get to see Caleb tomarrow. That's Exciting, since last I saw him I've learned
a lot about our similarities, which is neato.
There is a big conundrum with the Ani Concert and OSYT...
Alright, so when I tried out for the play (OSYT) I (We) put on our conflict sheet the
18th, because thats the day of the concert. Later, when I find out I get a
Really superb part, I also learn that, though we may be able to get an earlier
Practice that day, I will be assumed coming to the Drama Rehersal, thus missing
the Ani concert. A big no-no. However, I thought it was all under control, since
Kirstin acted like it would be no big deal to make an earlier practice time.
Then, today, I get an email saying that, we may still be able to get an earlier time,
But, if anyone in the cast has any conflicts with that earlier time, it will
be re-moved to the nightly time, and i have to come.
Me and Rebecca have decided that, even after we talk to her about the importance of the
Concert, and the fact that we've already got tickets, and that there are more than
just us involved, we will have to say no to the play. Ani is far too important to
us to Pass this up. Quite simply, there's no contest.
Also, Driver's training scheduling problems may also cause conflicts with drama.
And I'm not putting 300 dollars down the drain for a Director that won't understand.
It's just not happening, I'm terribly Sorry.
After talking this all over with Becca dearest on the phone tonight, We have come
to a conclusion that dropping out may be better for our health this year anyways.
It will cut out awful scheduling headaches, and will also give us two months of Fooling
around time. Not really, I just wanted to cheer myself up. It will actually give us
Two full months of hard dieting, and excersize, so we can come to School totally
Sexy off our Keesters.
How's that for champions? Sacrificing summer... Jesus Christ... We are very devoted to
our own bodies, we must admit... :) I like my Penis...
Alright, it's about time for me to give up to this tonight.
I really do Love you All...
<3 Crayton
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