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aspect of patriotism"!

--Thomas Jefferson







[PLEASE TAKE NOTICE: All entries are in descending order by the date(s) they were posted, and in some cases in ascending order by the date(s) written.]







 

The American flag, the U.S. Constitution and the Bill of Rights have now been torn to shreads. "Rest In Peace (RIP)", Freedom and Liberty. RIP, "the experiment in democracy".

 

We have watched in dumb amazement (those of us who have realized what is really going on, that is) as for the past five years the Bill of Rights, the U.S. Constitution, liberty, and freedom have been step by step, systematically eviscerated, first with the so-called "USA P.A.T.R.I.O.T. Act (those who criticize it supposedly aren't patriots)", and then with the latest afront on domestic freedom and liberty, the "Military Commissions Act of 2006," also known among other names as the "Detainee Bill", passed by an almost completely cowed Senate in the dead of night on Friday, the 29th day of September, 2006.

 

Now NONE OF US is safe. Not civil libertarians, not dissenters, not protesters of even the mildest variety (as virtually everything is now considered "terrorism"), and not even those blind worshippers of the U.S. government or its agents; because, if someone decides they don't like you, or gets jealous or resentful of you, all they need do is CLAIM you criticized the government, defended "rights", felt that certain force used against someone was excessive, or committed some other equally innocent "perceived threatening conduct" (some of the federal government's favorite wording that they now use for those who exercise their inalienable, immutable, inviolable First Amendment rights of Freedom of Speech, Belief and Dissent to disagree with their government), and you will very likely be "disappeared" into custody, stripped of U.S. citizenship, and be interro(r)gated, intimidated, humiliated, terrorized, tortured, and/or very possibly murdered, all without "Due Process of Law" under the Fifth and Fourteen Amendments of the U.S. Constitution, or a fair, unbiased hearing, access to an impartial lawyer, court, judge, or jury; and, if you live through this process, you could be kept secretly imprisoned forever without access to ANYONE important to you. This is NO exageration WHATSOVER; and, if "We, The People" don't repeal this horrific law, or the U.S. Supreme court doesn't overturn it, this is the END of our Republic, of Democracy, and of ALL Liberty and Freedom in "the land of the free, and the home of the brave", and THE END OF ALL protection(s) from a capricious, out of control, dictatorial government.

 

So, you see, the inviolable freedoms and liberties that we have so taken for granted, and that most Americans now have so little understanding of the supreme importance of, much to our grave detriment, were not overturned by "Islamo-Fascist terrorists", nor by protesting, dissenting U.S. citizens, nor journalists critical of the government, nor any other equally illusory, contrived, manufactured, engineered, and/or U.S.-government-created, state-sponsored "enemy(ies)", agents, assets, patsies, bogeymen, infiltra(i)tors, disinfo-agents, detractors, distractors, naysayers, actors, shills, trolls, hackers, informers, spies, entrappers, and/or agents provocateur, etc., but this act of true terrorism was carried out by the very people in our own government who are literally sworn to uphold and protect the U.S. Constitution "from all enemies, foreign AND DOMESTIC", including from THEMSELVES and other tyrannical, 'absolutely despotic' (to loosely quote the Declaration of Independence) forces in that very government; and the vast majority of them have COMPLETELY failed us and thrown EVERY SINGLE PERSON in this great country OF OURS into limitless danger and threat(s) by that government to the very safety of EACH AND EVERY ONE OF OUR LIVES.

 

The following is very likely the best article on this subject that has thus far been written, at least as far as I am aware; and, therefore, I share it with you at this time to further clarify just how truly catastrophic, life-threatening and consequential the situation we are now in actually is for every single man, woman, child, and little baby in this entire country, and ultimately in this entire world. The world-renowned True Journalist who wrote this great article, Chris Floyd, is also a True Hero and an exceedingly courageous human being for writing such an accurate article of warning to world-citizens planet-wide, and such an accurate portrayal of the extremely dire situation the U.S. and the world are in as a direct result of the subject matter it covers, as follows:

 

 

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Click here to go to Chris Floyd's blog, 'Empire Burlesque'!    FATAL VISION: THE DEEPER EVIL
    BEHIND THE DETAINEE BILL
    ("Big Brother" Government
    Is Now Here In The U.S.)
    By Chris Floyd, T.O. UK Reporter
    t r u t h o u t | Perspective
    Tuesday, 3 October 2006
    [Copyright (c) 2006 in the
    U.S.A. and Internationally
    by t r u t h o u t (.org),
    Empire Burlesque (Chris' blog)
    and/or Chris Floyd.
    All rights reserved.]

 

 

Click here to go buy Chris Floyd's book, 'Empire Burlesque: High Crimes and Low Comedy in the Bush Imperium'!

    (This is a slightly revised version of a piece that first appeared on the Oct. 2nd edition of Truthout.org .)

    There is no week nor day nor hour when tyranny may not enter upon this country -- if the people lose their confidence in themselves -- and lose their roughness and spirit of defiance.

--- Walt Whitman

 

    I.

 

    It was a dark hour indeed (on Friday, September 29th, 2006) when the United States Senate voted to end the constitutional republic and transform the country into a "Leader-State," giving the president and his agents the power to capture, torture and imprison forever anyone -- American citizens included -- whom they arbitrarily decide is an "enemy combatant." This also includes those who merely give "terrorism" some kind of "support," defined so vaguely that many experts say it could encompass legal advice, innocent gifts to charities or even political opposition to US government policy within its draconian strictures.

 

 

    All of this is bad enough -- a sickening and cowardly surrender of liberty not seen in a major Western democracy since the Enabling Act passed by the German Reichstag in March 1933. But it is by no means the full extent of our degradation. In reality, the darkness is deeper, and more foul, than most people imagine. For in addition to the dictatorial powers of seizure and torment given by Congress on Thursday to George W. Bush -- powers he had already seized and exercised for five years anyway, even without this fig leaf of sham legality -- there is a far more sinister imperial right that Bush has claimed -- and used -- openly, without any demur or debate from Congress at all: ordering the "extrajudicial killing" of anyone on earth that he and his deputies decide -- arbitrarily, without charges, court hearing, formal evidence, or appeal -- is an "enemy combatant."

 

    That's right; from the earliest days of the Terror War -- September 17, 2001, to be exact -- Bush has claimed the peremptory power of life and death over the entire world. If he says you're an enemy of America, you are. If he wants to imprison you and torture you, he can. And if he decides you should die, he'll kill you. This is not hyperbole, liberal paranoia, or "conspiracy theory": it's simply a fact, reported by the mainstream media, attested by senior administration figures, recorded in official government documents -- and boasted about by the president himself, in front of Congress and a national television audience.

 

    And although the Republic-snuffing act just passed by Congress does not directly address Bush's royal prerogative of murder, it nonetheless strengthens it and enshrines it in law. For the measure sets forth clearly that the designation of an "enemy combatant" is left solely to the executive branch; neither Congress nor the courts have any say in the matter. When this new law is coupled with the existing "Executive Orders" authorizing "lethal force" against arbitrarily designated "enemy combatants," it becomes, quite literally, a license to kill -- with the seal of Congressional approval.

 

    How arbitrary is this process by which all our lives and liberties are now governed? Dave Niewert at Orcinus has unearthed a remarkable admission of its totally capricious nature. In an December 2002 story in the Washington Post, then-Solicitor General Ted Olson described the anarchy at the heart of the process with admirable frankness:

 

    "[There is no] requirement that the executive branch spell out its criteria for determining who qualifies as an enemy combatant," Olson argues.

 

    "'There won't be 10 rules that trigger this or 10 rules that end this,' Olson said in the interview. 'There will be judgments and instincts and evaluations and implementations that have to be made by the executive that are probably going to be different from day to day, depending on the circumstances.'"

 

    In other words, what is safe to do or say today might imperil your freedom or your life tomorrow. You can never know if you are on the right side of the law, because the "law" is merely the whim of the Leader and his minions: their "instincts" determine your guilt or innocence, and these flutterings in the gut can change from day to day. This radical uncertainty is the very essence of despotism -- and it is now, formally and officially, the guiding principle of the United States government.

 

    And underlying this edifice of tyranny is the prerogative of presidential murder. Perhaps the enormity of this monstrous perversion of law and morality has kept it from being fully comprehended. It sounds unbelievable to most people: a president ordering hits like a Mafia don? But that is our reality, and has been for five years. To overcome what seems to be a widespread cognitive dissonance over this concept, we need only examine the record -- a record, by the way, taken entirely from publicly available sources in the mass media. There's nothing secret or contentious about it, nothing that any ordinary citizen could not know -- if they choose to know it.


 

    II.

 

    Six days after the 9/11 attacks, George W. Bush signed a "presidential finding" authorizing the CIA to kill those individuals whom he had marked for death as terrorists. This in itself was not an entirely radical innovation; Bill Clinton's White House legal team had drawn up memos asserting the president's right to issue "an order to kill an individual enemy of the United States in self-defense," despite the legal prohibitions against assassination, the Washington Post reported in October 2001. The Clinton team based this ruling on the "inherent powers" of the "Commander in Chief" -- that mythical, ever-elastic construct that Bush has evoked over and over to defend his own unconstitutional usurpations.

 

    The practice of "targeted killing" was apparently never used by Clinton, however; despite the pro-assassination memos, Clinton followed the traditional presidential practice of bombing the hell out of a bunch of civilians whenever he wanted to lash out at some recalcitrant leader or international outlaw -- as in his bombing of the Sudanese pharmaceutical factory in 1998, or the two massive strikes he launched against Iraq in 1993 and 1998, or indeed the death and ruin that was deliberately inflicted on civilian infrastructure in Serbia during that nation's collective punishment for the crimes of Slobodan Milosevic. Here, was following the example set by George H.W. Bush, who killed hundreds, perhaps thousands, of Panamanian civilians in his illegal arrest of Manuel Noriega in 1988, and Ronald Reagan, who killed Moamar Gadafy's adopted 2-year-old daughter and 100 other civilians in a punitive strike on Libya in 1986.

 

    Junior Bush, of course, was about to outdo all those blunderbuss strokes with his massive air attacks on Afghanistan, which killed thousands of civilians, and the later orgy of death and destruction in Iraq. But he also wanted the power to kill individuals at will. At first, the assassination program was restricted to direct orders from the president aimed at specific targets, as suggested by the Clinton memos. But soon the arbitrary power of life and death was delegated to agents in the field, after Bush signed orders allowing CIA assassins to kill targets without seeking presidential approval for each attack, the Washington Post reported in December 2002. Nor was it necessary any longer for the president to approve each new name added to the target list; the "security organs" could designate "enemy combatants" and kill them as they saw fit. However, Bush was always keen to get the details about the agency's wetwork, administration officials assured the Post.

 

    The first officially confirmed use of this power was the killing of an American citizen, along with several foreign nationals, by a CIA drone missile in Yemen on November 3, 2002. A similar strike occurred on December 4, 2005, when a CIA missile destroyed a house and purportedly killed Abu Hamza Rabia, a suspected al-Qaeda figure. But the only bodies found at the site were those of two children, the houseowner's son and nephew, Reuters reports. The grieving father denied any connection to terrorism. An earlier CIA strike on another house missed Rabia but killed his wife and children, Pakistani officials reported.

 

    However, there is simply no way of knowing at this point how many people have been killed by American agents operating outside all judicial process. Most of the assassinations are carried out in secret: quietly, professionally. As a Pentagon document uncovered by the New Yorker in December 2002 revealed, the death squads must be "small and agile," and "able to operate clandestinely, using a full range of official and non-official cover arrangements to ... enter countries surreptitiously."

 

    What's more, there are strong indications that the Bush administration has outsourced some of the contracts to outside operators. In the original Post story about the assassinations -- in those first heady weeks after 9/11, when administration officials were much more open about "going to the dark side," as Cheney boasted on national television -- Bush insiders told the paper that "it is also possible that the instrument of targeted killings will be foreign agents, the CIA's term for nonemployees who act on its behalf.

 

    Here we find a deadly echo of the "rendition" program that has sent so many captives to torture pits in Syria, Egypt and elsewhere -- including many whose innocence has been officially established, such as the Canadian businessman Maher Arar, German national Khalid El-Masri, UK native Mozzam Begg and many others. They had been subjected to imprisonment and torture despite their innocence, because of intelligence "mistakes." How many have fallen victim to Bush's hit squads on similar shaky grounds?

 

    So here we are. Congress has just entrenched the principle of Bush's "unitary executive" dictatorship into law; and it is this principle that undergirds the assassination program. As I wrote in December, it's hard to believe that any genuine democracy would accept a claim by its leader that he could have anyone killed simply by labeling them an "enemy." It's hard to believe that any adult with even the slightest knowledge of history or human nature could countenance such unlimited, arbitrary power, knowing the evil it is bound to produce. Yet this is exactly what the great and good in America have done.

 

    But this should come as no surprise. They have known about it all along, and have not only countenanced Bush's death squad, but even celebrated it. I'll end with one more passage from that December article, which sadly is even more apt for our degraded reality today. It was a depiction of the one of the most revolting scenes in recent American history: Bush's state of the Union address in January 2003, delivered live to the nation during the final warmongering frenzy before the rape of Iraq:

 

    Trumpeting his successes in the Terror War, Bush claimed that "more than 3,000 suspected terrorists" had been arrested worldwide -- "and many others have met a different fate." His face then took on the characteristic leer, the strange, sickly half-smile it acquires whenever he speaks of killing people: "Let's put it this way. They are no longer a problem."

 

    In other words, the suspects -- and even Bush acknowledged they were only suspects -- had been murdered. Lynched. Killed by agents operating unsupervised in that shadow world where intelligence, terrorism, politics, finance and organized crime meld together in one amorphous, impenetrable mass. Killed on the word of a dubious informer, perhaps: a tortured captive willing to say anything to end his torment, a business rival, a personal foe, a bureaucrat looking to impress his superiors, a paid snitch in need of cash, a zealous crank pursuing ethnic, tribal or religious hatreds -- or any other purveyor of the garbage data that is coin of the realm in the shadow world.

 

    Bush proudly held up this hideous system as an example of what he called "the meaning of American justice." And the assembled legislators ... applauded. Oh, how they applauded! They roared with glee at the leering little man's bloodthirsty, B-movie machismo. They shared his sneering contempt for law -- our only shield, however imperfect, against the blind, brute, ignorant, ape-like force of raw power. Not a single voice among them was raised in protest against this tyrannical machtpolitik: not that night, not the next day, not ever.

 

    And now, in September 2006, we know they will never raise that protest. Oh, a few Democrats stood up at the last minute on Thursday to posture nobly about the dangers of the detainee bill -- but only when they knew that it was certain to pass, when they had already given up their one weapon against it, the filibuster, in exchange for permission from their Republican masters to offer amendments that they also knew would fail. Had they been offering such speeches since October 2001, when the lineaments of Bush's presidential tyranny were already clear -- or at any other point during the systematic dismantling of America's liberties over the past five years -- these fine words might have had some effect.

 

    Now the killing will go on. The tyranny that has entered upon the country will grow stronger, more brazen; the darkness will deepen. Whitman, thou should'st be living at this hour; America has need of thee. (Subtitle and/or emphasis added by Wolf Britain.)

 



 

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Memorial Day

Lets All Remember Those Who Gave Their All!! 

 

 The Arizona Memorial 

    My husband and I were very blessed to be able to go to Honolulu a few years ago, and while we were there we when to Pearl Harbor. I was raised to know what Memorial Day stands for, but after visiting the Arizona Memorial I have a whole new perspective about this day, this day that was intended for us to remember and honor those that gave their ALL for us. So we can live in a country were we have freedoms that we don't even think about, that we often abuse and don't appreciate, and almost always take for granted.

                                                                         Arlington National Cemetery http://evanshawblackerby.com/2008/05/arlington-national-cemetary/

I think back to those who fought for our freedom from; England, France, Spain, and then the freedom for all Americans during the Civil War, for all the lives that were lost during two World Wars, two wars that were never declared war, but were called conflicts Korea and Vietnam, the first war with Iraq, and now another war with Iraq, and Afghanistan. I wouldn't begin to know how many have died through all these wars, and how many more will. But I do know one thing that they died for one reason they believed that freedom isn't free. It costs more than gas, than food, or anything else you can put a dollar sign on.

                                                                                      Twin Towers 

Our freedom should be cherished; everyday even when we want to point fingers and complain, (and I'm not saying that we don't have things to complain about) but we should stop and decide what is really important. My mom used to say "If it won't matter a year from now, it is probably not that important." With the economy slow, gas prices ridiculously high, our dollar weak, a president, I won't go there, and candidates that are, well I won't go there either. We still have the best country in the world, a country worth fighting for. We should all be praying for our country and our leaders, even if we don't like their policies.

When I think of America, I think of Americans; not Italian Americans, or African Americans or Irish American...  just Americans. Unless you are an American born Indian your ancestry came from somewhere else. The thing that has always made us a strong country was our unity! I fear we are losing that, I fear we are becoming the rich and the poor, the domestic and the foreign, those that think they should be able to do whatever they want to with no accountability, and those with no compassion.

                                                     

I hope this Memorial Day we all stop and thank a veteran, pray for the families that have lost a veteran, and pray for our wonderful country. Pray that we become united and strong in purpose, that we know how blessed we really are and we appreciate our freedoms. I hope everyone will take a moment from your day and remember those that gave their ALL!!!!!

 
 
 

   
wars news

I would rather not have to hear continual news updates about the wars, ie, in Afganistan, and how many people have just been killed in the latest suicide bomb or landmine.  (On my favourite station, which happens to be CBC-I guess they pride themselves in being a world reporting station or something.  Basically I enjoy the station very much except for the one point)

 

What I feel would be appropriate is to have separate "war-zone" radio stations, so if one is at all interested, they can select that station, much like a separate weather station. 

 

Anyone agree?

 

Thanks and have a sweet day!

 

Bernice

 
 
   
 

April 25th

April 25th is the Day Aussie Land gives acknowledgement to their Armed Forces.  I received this email from a friend from Aussie Land and thought I would pass it on to everyone.  Austrialia has always been on the front lines of all the major 'UN' sanuctioned wars along with the US.  So if you know a fighting Aussie in real life or even over the internet, tell them THANK YOU!

 

The Final Inspection


 


 

THE FINAL INSPECTION
  



The Soldier stood and faced his God,

Which must always come to pass.

He hoped his shoes were shining,

Just as brightly as his brass.
  


"Step forward now, you Soldier,

How shall I deal with you?

Have you always turned the other cheek?

To My Church have you been true?"
  


The Soldier squared his shoulders and said,

"No, my Lord, I ain't.

Because those of us who carry guns,


Can't always be a saint.
  


I've had to work most Sundays,

And at times my talk was tough.

And sometimes I've been violent,

Because the world is awfully rough.
  


But, I never took a dollar,

That wasn't mine to keep...

Though I worked a lot of overtime,

When the bills got just too steep.
  


And I never passed a cry for help,

Though at times I shook with fear.

And sometimes, God, forgive me,

I've wept unmanly tears.
  



I know I don't deserve a place,

Among the people here.

They never wanted me around,

Except to calm their fears.
  


If you've a place for me here, Lord,

It needn't be so grand.

I never expected or had too much,

But if you don't, I'll understand.
  


There was a silence all around the throne,

Where the saints had often trod.

As the Soldier waited quietly,

For the judgment of his God.



"Step forward now, you Soldier,

You've borne your burdens well.

Walk peacefully on Heaven's streets,

You've done your time in Hell."  


~Author Unknown~

 




It's the Soldier, not the reporter
, who has given us the freedom of the press.

It's the Soldier, not the poet,
who has given us the freedom of speech.

It's the Soldier, not the politicians
, that ensures our right to Life, Freedom and the Pursuit of Happiness.

It's the Soldier who salutes the flag, who serves beneath the flag, and whose coffin is draped by the flag.


If you care to offer the smallest token of recognition and appreciation for our Armed Services Men & Women, please pass this on and pray for our men and women who have served and are currently serving our country and pray for those who have given the ultimate sacrifice for our freedom.   



 

THESE COLORS DON'T RUN

 


If you can read this � then thank a Primary School Teacher!

If you are reading this in English then thank the Australian Defence Forces!!

 
 
 

   
vader's feelings

i never was bad,

i wasn't bad at all...

in fact i was selfless.

when i was young i risked myself to help others.

not like now,

then, when  i did it, i caused nothing.

but now, i am the reason why my wife

and my unborn child are died.

i don't have anyone.

the only one i have is the emperor,

but the sith lords can't  feel love.

and i turned to the dark side because of love.

 

i risked my own life to help padme',

once, when i was young.

because of her i left tatooin and i started my life again,

as a jedi.

 

being a jedi... this is something unforgettable

unlike the sith, they can feel something

they are selfless,

just like i was.

 

i couldn't stop thinking of her,

even 5 years after i left as a nine years old slave.

i always thought about her.

and then, one night i saw her leading an

army against a man in a black armor,

i was frightened!. but now i know,

i know too well.

 

i wish this dream was true!

i rather being against her, then being

the cause of her death.

but 10 years after i left her as a child,

i met her as an adult.

i coudln't talk when i first saw her,

 i was amaze of the beauity!.

she was just like in my dreams.

 

when we were together on Naboo,

i looked at her differently, in a way i know i'm

not allowed to.

i lost my self when i kissed her,

i can still feel it.

it was my very first kiss, 

with my very first love. 

 

but i lost her.

forever.

 

she told me she cannot do it,

she cannout let me give up my futuer for her,

but i can give up much more then my futuer

for her, 

i can kill my self for her....

 

but after the battle,

after she told me the truth

we got married.

when i was a slave, and i looked at her i never

thought about getting married

i never thought about having children from her. 

but that was the happiest moment of my life.

 

i always knew padme' wanted a normal life,

with children,

but it was impossible with me.

3 years after our wedding, i was informed

i'm gonna be a father.

she was happy, more then happy!

it was her dream, and i knew it.

i never thought about children, i was a child by myself.

but if it makes her happy!

then i am happy.

 

when i was a slave my mom told me if i will ever have kids,

i need to make sure they will be happy. no matter what.

 

i never told anyone about my wife,

 but when padme' was pregnet it was difficult.

i was the closest persone to padme'...

people suspected  me and my connection with her. 

Obi Wan was trusted,

and he never asked me anything.

but one night i hade a vision of her dying in childbirth.

i knew i cannot let it happen,

as i said!

i rather die by myself then losing padme'.

i was desperate,

she wanted to make sure the baby will be

all right.

but i never thought about it.

i never thought about the baby,

it was only me and padme',

i knew, if i'll save her i'll save the baby as well

but if have to choose, i rather lose the baby

then my angel.

 

palpatin told me about a sith legend,

about a sith lord who

could save the people he loved.

later i found out that palpatin was a sith lord.

i ran to his apartment,

because i knew he is my only hope...

to save padme'.

mace was upon palaptin,

but i cut off his hand and palpatin finished him.

i was lost....

lost and confused...

knowing i did something terrible...

i pledge myself to him!.

the only thing i have in my life now

is padme'.

 

palpatin (sidious) ordered to kill all the jedi in the temple.

i walked there, and i killed each one...

 even the younglings!

i killed children,

and i'm gonna have a child,

am i gonna be a good father?

i don't think so. 

i was lost....

i went to mustafar,

i put end to the war, this is what padme' asked me to do.

padme'....

she is the only person on the world who can love me

no matter what.

isn't she?

i'm not sure about this now.

but when i saw her ship coming,

i ran to her, i knew that she is in the 9th month,

and she can give birth any time.

she started to tell me what obi wan told her about me,

i didn't listen.

she told me she only wants my love.

i didn't listen.

she told me to come back to her.

i didn't listen.

in my mind i thought "it doesn't matter" 

everything will be fine!

i told her to join me, to rule the galaxy together.

she didn't listen.

she didn't accept the truth... that i was gone

gone for good.

she began to cry,

i cannot resist it.

but then i saw Obi Oan leaving the ship,

i was angry! i thought she brought him to kill me

i was wrong.

she loved me

she was the only one.

i choked her, i choked my love...

but i didn't know that

i guess this is why i choke people now,

because now i know it hurts!.

she fell down...

Obi Wan tried to turn me back,

but i didn't listen.

to me he was the bad guy now.

and we started dueling...

in the end he cut off  my limbs...

the lava covered me...

i told him i hate him

and he told me he loved me,

i was like his brother.

so... there is another person who loved me!

why  didn't he tell?

why did i have to feel so lonely?

but it was too late now....

 

the emperor found me,

he took me to a rebuilt.

the pain made me more powerfull.

now i know that while i was rebuilt...

my wife gave birth to my offsprings,

yes offsprings.

she was brave enough and gave birth to twins,

to my children... half mine half hers.

she died because of me, she died with love,

she died saying that there it still good in me.

 

when i was finished, i asked about padme'

i was told that she is died.... because of me.

i understoon that i was the reason.

the reason to her death.

i killed my wife and my child.

i am a monster.

 

 

later i'll torture my daughter without knowing it, and i felt good about it.

but somehow there was something in her.

i tortured padme's daughter.... this is like i tortured her!

and i cannot do it.

she looked like her mother, but she behaved like me.

my son blew up the death star.

am i supposed to be proud?

i'll torture my daughter's love, and i know what is love

it made me get tortured.

i'll cut off my son's arm.

what have i done?!

what have i done do padme's children?.

to my children.

i know leia hated me,

what there is love in me anyway?.

but luke....

he knew there is still good in me,

and he was right.

looking at him was like looking at me at the same age.

a lost my self....

again.

 

when i dueled with him, i read his thoughts.

i learned i'm a father to twins.

i have a boy and a girl.

did padme' know it?

did she had a chance to see her children?

our children.

she gave her last breathe to me,

she knew thre is still good in me.

she was right.

when i saw the emperor torturing luke, i came to my senses.

i couldn't let me son, padme's son die.

so i killed palpatin

i fulfilled my destiny.

i was born to do it.

and i died because i did it,

and my boy helped me.

i told him to tell  leia that luke  was right.

i wish i could see her again,

 i know how much she suffered becuase of me.

 

and so,

when i became one with the force i met my old friends...

and i finally got the chance to see my twins,

luke&leia smiling to me.

obi wan and yoda were happy as well....

 

the only thing i feel sorry about... is leia.

becuase of me her mom is died.

becuase of me her planet is destroyed.

she still has scars from my actions  .

and i never had the chance to see her with my own eyes..

with anakin's eyes.

when i begged her to forgive me,

 she didn't forgive.

i can understand.

but later. i was present in the birth of

my first grandchildren... i had to be there,

because i never saw my the birth of my children...

i never held them.

and this was my chance.

 

later, leia named her youngest child after me,

i knew she learned to forgive me.

i appeared in front of my grandchild, jacen.

and in front of my son, luke.

 

they are my only family,

 i have to help them.

i wish my wife could see me now,

i wish she could see her children and her grandchildren now,

becuase this is all thanks to her.

but i know i have to be with my family.... 

i cannot let them suffer again,

and i cannot let them make the same mistakes that i made.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 
 
   
 

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