Walking Home @ MindSay

Smile awhile, drain your black bile
there's only two miles 'fore we'll be getting home
the things you've been thinking
the ships you've been sinking
say you'll come, but you never will go

and I can see all the familiar faces
in the firelight of an open door

if you should wander or feel you would squander
the years by walking the hard roads alone
just where you are a-goin'
you'd have no way of knowin'
till you find the road that leads you to home

smile awhile, though it's not your style
it's been awhile since you've made your happiness known
when all the masks come off
memories get the dust off
and you'll see what's engraved in the stone

and I know there'll be so much to talk about
and my heart like a hawk will soar

all the sweet compassion, love everlastin'
the hand on the wheel, the engine winds blown
down this country road
I'm gonna lay down my load
when back to the nest I have flown

smile awhile, laugh like a child
there's only one mile 'fore we'll be getting home
the things you'll be thinking
the beer you'll be drinking
will ask you why you ever did go

and I can feel the warmth of their hands
and I'll ask what I didn't ask before

how long did I wander, how long did I sqander
the years by walking the hard roads alone?
just where I was a-goin'
I had no way of knowin'
till I found the road that led me to home

so i got home and i decided to ditch pal track. i help everday when i don't even need to so i can ditch ONE day. and anyways. if krenka asks i'll just say i had a lot of homework or something. it'll go.

so i got home. i went to sierra java because my sister was online and she wasn't about to get off soon. i got to sierra java and got a mocha frap. and then i got online for like 30 minutes or so. well. yeah. like 30 or 40 minutes. so then i was walking home and i walked across toucan tan. and when i was walking across, jamie and kassie were like, BECCA!!! so i stopped right in the doorway and i was like, hey and i waved. then they're like, come in so i did.

i stayed there for almost 3 hours till closing.

it was really. REALLY fun.

i learned a lot about tanning. and they're very sanitary there. that made me happy.

kassie also took pictures of me in wearing those eye protective things. because you can't let your eyes have U.V. rays hit them. shutting your eyes won't protect you so you have to wear the protective eye things. they're really cool. they have this one way mirror thing in them. so when you wear them you can see out but nothing can see in or anything. it's way cool. so kassie took some pictures with me wearing them.

i'm definetely putting them up on myspace.

i may put them up here.

pussypatter will probably get pissed off and start sending me those comments with all my personal info in them if i do though.

seriously.

but anyways.

i eventually made an appointment because i have a SUPER farmer's tan.

no joke.

my stomach is like. light blue. i'm that pale. don't think i'm lying.

and yeah. so i'm getting a tan on friday at 4:30. they said 8 minutes and i was like, HOLEY SHMOLEYS because this other guy was only in for 4 minutes and it was his 1st time ever tanning just like i'd be but then they're like no you're middle eastern and stuff. so i'm getting in bed 4 for 8 minutes.

fun eh?

I want a soda and I can't have on until I drink my water. 

Yes, I know I'm whining, but the water is so much better for me, and I haven't had a soda in days!!!!!!!

 We transported the stroller to the cabin where we will be camping next week, it is waiting there for us, in the meantime, this week, Joey and I are taking our walks without the stroller, which means we don't go the whole mile.  We walk until he needs to be carried, then I turn around and head for home.  We'e gone about 1/2 the usual distance.  When Julio gets home from work I'm going to see if he'll watch Joey long enough for me to get my mile in.  I really need to keep walking.  I want to loose 3 lbs while camping next week, but I'm going to have to keep walking, and walking in order to do it.

Your encouragement helps keep me acountable :)

                 Yesterday, I actually had to walk up to MedNet. WTF??!! But anyway, when I was walking home, I was talkin to my friend Rell and this was on the way back. We stopped by the cemetary and visited my mother's grave. He really didn't want to, so I don't blame him. I would feel awkward too if I was in that situation.

                  But anyways, when we left, he were walking and talking or whatever when he said something that blew me out the water. He stopped to tie his shoe and I kept walking, and he told me that he would love tappin that ass. I thought he was talking to me about a girl that was walking by, but he said that he was talking about me. I asked him if he was serious, because if he was, then I knew he was gay or whatever. He said that he was serious, but he isn't gay. I have two questions to ask you all.

 

One, should an individual take it as a complement or an insult when someone tells them that?

 

Two, do you think he is gay or bi, for that matter?

 

Me and him are real good friends, but we haven't talked in a long time except for yesterday, so I guess I really don't know him that well. If I did, then maybe I would have known what it means.

 

See you later on today, I might post some poems

    

Justin

So spawned by way too much alcohol and a request from carpediem I went absolutely berserk with my cameraphone saturday night. Almost all of the pictures was dark blurry images with no recognizable forms visible. Also I managed to fill up all of my phones memory which resulted in the phone locking up and being unusable for all of Sunday. But you shouldn't be spared for the horrible result.. The first part is the concert I went to and the last part is the trip home. With no further delay:

 

 

btw - some of the pics if from my old school .. It's 10 years since I went there .. and I went there from I was 7 to I was 16.