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Spring is near

I'm at the point where I want to just pinch my nose, close my eyes and go under and the next time I come up for air I'll be showered in beautiful sunlight like from a sun that plays hide and seek in early May or September.

 

Although it's the middle of winter and all things around me have gone dormant--including some humans--I can't help the feeling of excitement that jolts my system. I cant imagine being more 'awake' or 'alive' than right at this moment.

 

 
 
   
 

Waiting

Lying in the rain,
waiting,
singing softly,
waiting,
crying ceaselessly,
waiting,
gazing upward,
waiting,
sighing mournfully,
waiting,
losing hope,
waiting,
running blindly,
waiting,
falling down,
waiting,
dying fast,
waiting,
for freedom
for friendship
for love
for life
waiting forever.
 
 
 

   
My Life - Waiting Around

So Kevin Rudd turns out as big a pussy as the rest of them. I'm so very disappointed in you Kev. It saddens me that politicians are so swayed by the apparent voting power of the "Religious Right" and "Big Business".

 

My city (which is also a state) Canberra - the Australian Capital Territory - recently put forward a submission to local government to legislate gay marriages in the form of a civil union.

 

 Completely forgetting the fact that marriage isn't always a religious ceremony but that it can in fact, also be a civil one, the old people said that was "against god, because marriage is between a man and a woman"

 

 Who the hell mentioned god??

 

 Of course we were all very opptimistic that we might be a forward-thinking, progressive bunch of aussies but . . . nnno. Kevin Rudd bowed his head before us and bared his bottom to the religious zealots in preparation for his buggering. Apparently we the states, have no power to formulate our own laws except under the supervision of the federal gumbyment. So Much for our supposed 'democracy'.

 

 John Stanhope, I applaude you for your efforts and your fearless pursuit of justice for all, you're a man I respect.

 

Kevin Rudd, you big fat pussy. I'd still rather have you as PM because you've done some pretty good things up to now but I've lost a lot of respect for you.

 

It's sad that religious interests have so much influence on what should (and is supposed to) be an secular form of government. Sadly, government does not represent the will of all the people, it represents the will of the powerful lobbies, those who have guns, those who sell oil and those who worship gods. Hence we are in an unjust war, still using expensive oil products and unable to say to the world that we are proud to be officially joined with our gay partners.

 

Let me off, I'm sick of this ride.

 
 
   
 

God I am so bored

God, there is nothing to do here, hundreds of miles away from home, I cannot wait to get back. I am kinda shy sometimes and don't really like going out alone, more so in a strange place.

 
 
 

   
Timing - It's Everything
If my group and I would hav finished working on our project on time today (4.5 hours inside the library, I HATED it), we wouldn't have been starving and Mike wouldn't have offered to try to buy me a meal at the Kosher Caf. 

If we hadn't had to wait to turn the laptop back in, we wouldn't have gotten to Weinstein the precise moment that Louis was leaving, and he wouldn't have said, "Hey, Emily". (awww, he's a grown up nowwww). I also wouldn't have gotten to see Nina for the first time in 4 weeks or so.

If I hadn't left Weinstein empty handed, I wouldn't have been able to go to the printing lab to print out my student teaching final (TWENTY-SIX PAGES.  SIZE 9 FONT).

If I hadn't left the lab starving and in need of getting Wendy's french fries (damn cravings), I wouldn't have had to wait on that giant line, and I wouldn't have gotten to hear the woman online behind me complain that her arm hurt from 'Guitar Hero'.  Who does that?

If I hadn't stayed on the giant line before rushing to the supermarket to get some last minute things, I wouldn't have run into Richa and Rachana in the dairy aisle and I wouldn't have known that after the impending wedding, Julie and Jonathan are moving TO INDIA for 2 years to teach there.

If I hadn't ended the conversation with Richa and her mom and gotten online to pay and leave at the moment I did, I wouldn't have been crossing the street to get home and hear, "Oh My G-d, Emily?!?!" and gotten to see Heather on the street.  And I am very glad indeed I got to see Heather.

All-in-all, good day.
 
 
   
 

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