Wait @ MindSay

I'm a pessimistic person by nature.  I always assume the Eagles (my hometown football team) are going to lose, and that way, I never get my hopes up, and subsequently never get my hopes dashed.

And unfortunately, the Eagles pretty much always lose.

And I knew, I just knew that someone was getting an offer on the house in before us.  The realtor waited so long, and the price was so good.

But the house had been on the market for 52 days. What were the odds that someone would put in a bid the exact same day as us?

Pretty good, apparently.  Just like I always expect the Eagles to lose, and they always prove me right, I expected to not get this house, and unfortunately, I was right.

During all that chaos -- the multiple attempts to fax, the multiple attempts to e-mail, the meetings, the redos, the everything -- someone else put in an offer on the house, and that offer was accepted.

Oh sweet rejection.  It hurts when it's a book you're trying to publish, and it hurts when it's a house you're trying to buy.  And it doesn't hurt any less when you expect the negative thing to occur.

But not all hope is lost.  I've still got that article floating out there.  Will it be written, will it be published?

Who knows?  The wait continues…

I would but I can't

I can’t wait forever

On someone who doesn’t care

 

I can’t hope forever

That someday we’ll share

What we had before

 

I can’t try forever

With words that mean everything to me

And nothing to him

 

I can’t live forever

In love and agony

 

I could but I won’t

I would but I can’t

Quote Of The Day:
“Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worse kind of suffering.”
                   -Paulo Coelho

My Words Of Wisdom:
Waiting On Life To Begin Is Silly, Waiting Is inevitable You Wait 9 Months To Be Born, You Wait To Walk, To Grow, To Find True Love, To Get Married, To Have Children, You Wait Inline. But It All Leads To The Biggest Wait Of All The Thing That Everybody's Waiting For You Wait To Die. So Why Wait On Life To Begin When You Can Run Up Behind Life And Kick Him In The Ass! Go For It! Quit Waiting On Life To Begin And Go Live Life To Its Fullest Before You Expire...Like That Can Of Green Beans In Your Cupboard lol Have An Awesome Day!

~Sincerely,
                  Kathryn C. Coker

I never felt nothing in the world like this before

Now I’m missing you and I’m wishing you would come back through my door

Why did you have to go?

You could have let me know;

so now I’m all alone

 

You could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance

With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can stand

And all my tears they

keep runnin’ down my face

Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride

make you run and hide

 Are you that afraid of me?

But I know it’s a lie

what you keep inside

This is not how you want it to be

 

So baby I will wait for you

Cause I don’t know what else I can do

Don’t tell me I ran out of time

If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you

If you think I find it just ain’t true

I really need you in my life

No matter what I have to do

I’ll wait for you

 

Been a long time since you called me (How could you forget about me)

You gotta be feeling crazy

How can you walk away (When)

 Everything stays the same

I just can’t do it baby

What will it take to make you come back

I told you what it is and it just ain’t like that

Why can’t you look at me?

 You’re still in love with me 

 Don’t leave me crying

 

Baby why can’t we just start all over again

Get it back to the way it was

If you give me a chance

I can love you right

But you’re telling me it won’t be enough

 

 So baby I will wait for you

Cause I don’t know what else I can do

Don’t tell me I ran out of time

If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you

If you think I find it just ain’t true

I really need you in my life

No matter what I have to do

I’ll wait for you

 

So why does your pride make you run and hide

Are you that afraid of me?

But I know it’s a lie what you’re keeping inside

That is not how you want it to be

 

Baby I will wait for you

Baby I will wait for you

If it’s the last thing I do

Baby I will wait for you

Cause I don’t know what else I can do

Don’t tell me I ran out of time

If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you

If you think I'm fine it just ain’t true

I really need you in my life

No matter what I have to do

I’ll wait for you

I’ll be waiting …

Today I went to the Hospital because I have been throwing up all night well and all week but the last few days where very bad. I couldn't keep down any thing, not even water. Really scared about this I went in at 4 in the morning, It was a very busy night for them so I wasn't checked in until 5.
Check vitals.
Pee in a cup.
Change into robe.
wait
wait
wait
nurse
nurse again
wait
wait
Doctor
wait
nurse
get stuck with a needle a few times, blood is drawn. Get stuck again IV is put in. Some medicine and then some more medicine.
wait
sleep
go to the bathroom
sleep
sleep
around 9 they come and change the IV.
fall back asleep
around 10 they come and take me to a different room for an ultra sound. I see its heart beat for the first time, It makes me smile.
go back down stairs and wait for the IV to finish.
Different doctor comes in tells me whats going on, That I'm 6 weeks 4 days along, and that I Have Hyper-Emesis of pregnancy.  He gives me a prescription for Reglan for the nausea. then I go home to sleep most of the day.
and now I'm telling you.
so I'm Pregnant