Virus @ MindSay

Music: Have A Nice Day - Bon Jovi
Mood: =__=.

There's a virus goin' around.

And I felt like I was gonna burn to death at work today.

GREAT.

If I had to describe myself as another organism I would definitely be a virus. When I think about all the people I've met in life and the ways I've influenced them...I'm just like a virus. I took a small part of me and placed it in everyone else and now they are just as fucked as I am. No I am not talking about AIDS or some STD. Since my life is so corrupted somehow I've naturally managed to corrupt the lives of everyone else around me. I don't even know how it all got started, but as long as I can remember, I'm the one that's usually in the middle of chaos. I started smoking first, then managed to influence four of my friends to smoke. Two of them to smoke pot. I've managed to break up a potential marriage. I've had five run-ins with the police, yet to be arrested/ticketed, but I'm sure I'm gambling on the next time. I've already had to see a shrink when my family thought I was gay, that ended up with me taking pills for no goddamn reason. I'm addicted to sleeping pills and depressants. I've managed to get two other people hooked on Salvia. The list goes on and on.....I'm so ashamed. I'm such a constant disappoint to my family, who wastes money on me to make me happy, but in the end I'm never happy.

And to make things worse, when I finally take the leap for help, it's only going to make things worse.  Because then everyone will learn the truth, and the truth hurts. It's going to stab a wound so deep into most people who know me it's pretty much going to be the single most traumatizing event of my life, that is if I even survive it. Just thinking about it now is enough to make me sick again...

I need to be vaccinated from myself.

OK, I’m sick and tired to be sick and tired.  What is with this mindsay wiki page?  What is a wiki page?  I figured it would just be some kind of weird link to your own page on wikipedia.com.  Guess what?  It isn’t.  I looks like some stupid extended profile bull that mindsay uses to sell ads.  Well I won’t put anything worth advertising on my wiki page out of spite.  Spite!  This is very similar to how I don’t put anything in my blog worth reading, except I cannot do anything to help myself in that department. But seriously, I don’t know what this wiki business is all about and I really don’t like it.  This is because a) I’m not down with learning anything new as it pertains to my ramblings here and b) because I am getting spam on this thing.  Spam messages from fake accounts saying they saw your profile and want to be friends.  What the hell?  I don’t want this crap on mindsay.  I already have a myspace account that I have never used and never will but get fake friend requests all the time.  I hate that kind of thing.  Notice to anyone who likes to fancy themselves a hacker:  don’t ever come up to me and say something to the effect like “I create spyware” or “I made that I love you virus a few years back.”  You would be in a pool of bodily fluids faster than your little Trojan virus can macro the words that you have no penis.  People who spend their time facelessly creating crap that has no use are basically doing so as an extension of their entire lives.  They are completely useless, and we would all be better off if you did not exist just to be a nuisance.  Imagine if your sole quality in life is being a nuisance.  Well that is the existence of the mosquito and the hacker.  Way to go people.

Also of note if you are a hacker, or whatever they call you useless pieces of trash: If your creation is referred to as "spam", you know you are a complete waste of a life. 

(the original seven from loveisnicotine )
1. Opera (browser) -- I got it not too long ago (read: two hours ago), and holy Jesus's panties, it's fast as hell! It's about 10 times better than Firefox and 50 times better than explorer.
2. Advanced Windows Care - This solves pretty much all your problems (if you have Windows, that is) -- Viruses, unused junk stored on your computer, the annoying programs that automatically pop up when you start up your computer... etc.
3. Gimp - It's an excellent program, almost exactly like Photoshop (from what I recall of it, what with occasionally using my parents' computer) -- but better in that it's free, and it's much easier to figure out.
4. Soulseek - File-sharing program. I like it because you can find bands on there that never appear in Limewire or Morpheus (another file-sharing program I once tried -- which sucked), and it's all nice and clean in it's design.
5. uTorrent - Another file-sharing program, but much more useful for things like games and movies. It's fairly fast, and much better than the other ones I've tried.
6. Mozilla Firefox (browser) - There are one or two things Opera can't do -- for an example, for some reason it's not showing me blogging options on Mindsay (you know, like Italics and the such) -- so Firefox is good as a backup... Though compared to Opera, it's practically sluggish.
7. Videora iPod Converter - This is for the people who have an iPod; it converts any videos for you into ones you can stick on there.
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8. Photoshop CS3 - The latest and best version of the professional Adobe program. Has a better layout than CS2 and a much better "Vanishing Point" tool. The haxxorz at bit torrent monster finally made a crack for it and you can download it via .torrent @ btmon.com
9. Ad-Aware 2007 (free version) - Dedicated regular updates on virus definitions and a kick ass system searching engine.
10. Spybot Search and Destroy - Another sweet free adware/spyware scanner. Has a browser immunizer for Explorer and Firefox.
11. Adobe Audition 3.0 - A professional audio recording/editing/mastering program. My favorite and available via torrent @ btmon.com
12. Iconize - A great freeware tool that allows you to take progams that appear on the bottom taskbar and put them in the system tray on the right side of the screen so they take up less space and still accessable via icon, and allows you to hide some software as it works in the background.
13. honestech video editor - I got it from a torrent site but it may be freeware. Simple and fun.
14. AlltoAVI - Freeware. This nifty little program can convert those pesky .mkv and .ogm videos for you to .avi. Many videos have the .mkv and .ogm video codecs and a good lot of people don't have players that have those codecs, so this will help you out there. It's also good for pre-converting videos to be converted using Videora iPod Convertor because Videora doesn't have the codecs to convert directly from .mkv and .ogm.