Vegetarianism @ MindSay

One of my roommates has no consideration for anyone but himself.
Awhile ago he made a stew and he put pork in it, no big deal whatever I made potato soup later and it was epic win. I asked him about it and he said we would make other stews that we could all eat. Cool! So I came home today after being absolutely exhausted and starving and having a pounding headache and I wanted some food to eat and none of the dishes were done, whatever, everyday shit. I was going to make food anyways. Butt informed me that there was stew to be eaten, but OH WAIT, it has venison in it. Well fuck....now I'm a little upset....never mind. I look in the fridge, nothing to eat, nothing to cook with....whatever....I am seriously kind of ticked about the stew thing because he said we could make stew that I could eat. I wasn't going to say anything but Butt said I should say something. Not to be a dick about it, but to say something...
so I went into the living room and the conversation went like this:
"What's with the stew"
"What about it"
"It has venison in it"
"So?"
"I can't eat it."
"So, I bought all the shit for it"
He always talks about how this is a communal living situation. That means it should be about that everyone is putting in as much as they can and doing their part. Not who is putting how much in and how that adds up in the long run. I got pissed about that so I went into the kitchen to try and calm down and I told him I couldn't be in the same room with him. He comes in the kitchen and wants to know what my problem is and a big hullabaloo ensues where I say that it's not fair that he makes food that not everyone can eat when I make dinner for everyone all the time and I am considerate enough to make meat for them when I don't eat that. He tells me that its different because "I'm a vegetarian, I can eat it if I want to" and then I am livid. I can't even talk I am so pissed. We yell at each other for a minute and I end up being so pissed I am shaking, and for those that know me well enough, I cry when I'm fairly pissed.


that's about it. basically, i want someone other than my parents and my boyfriend gave a rats ass about me. 





p.s. chaddi/marles, if you want to say something about it, say it on here. I don't want to make it into a house discussion just yet. thanks.

I have a lengthy diatribe that I plan to espouse to the reading public later today. For now, since I will be lunch-bound in a moment, I have some thoughts of random for the present.

• I found out that the girl I blogged about last week is not interested in me. Moving on....

• I find the sounds of Electric Wizard exhilarating these past few days. Getting "Witchcult Today" last Friday was a good thing.

• If you don't watch the show Scrubs, you should. It's excellent.

• I'm leaning towards trying to eat more vegetarian again lately with the possibility of eliminating all non-seafood again in the future. For a number of reasons, I'm thinking that this isn't the worst idea I've had in recent months.

• I cannot wait until March 24th when the new Mastodon album comes out. Also, March 3rd is when MLB 09: The Show comes out. Merely an update of what my next few purchases will be.

• Frost/Nixon got highway robbed at the Oscars. So did The Dark Knight.

Playlist for 2-24-09
Obscura Cosmogenesis
Afro Samurai Season 1
Mastodon everything
Scrubs Season 2
Electric Wizard We Live
Black Tide Shockwave (haven't gotten into the rest of the album yet, but that song rocks)

Well, I messed up yesterday, diet wise.  I didn't eat meat, but I did have egss, which I have been craving for a while.  There is a type of Vegetarianism that allows both eggs and milk products, so, because I love eggs so much, I should probably stick to that.

I had four eggs and three pieces of toast yesterday, yum.  Great meal, but I was really concerned it was going to pack on some fat.  It didn't, thank God, and I lost a pound anyway.  Mom thinks I'm starving myself, of course, but whatever.  She can think what she wants.

Sometimes I think that maybe I'd be happier just eating what I want and ignoring the scale.  As long as I don't gain too much, right?  Perhaps cutting fast food out and soda out of my diet would solve the problem.  Perhaps.

Earlier today I cooked up some cornish game hens, which I know isn't very vegetarian-like behavior but I'm working on that. And anyway, seeing the little bird like that all raw was so discusting and really made me think about where my meat is really comming from. When you cook up chicken that comes frozen and pre-cut, it's hard to remember that it was once part of an animal, because it doesn't resemble one anymore, but this little bird really did.

It had all these tiny feather/hairs still on it, and the inside cavity was all filled with blood. It was just absolutely discusting and because of it I didn't eat any of the meat after it was cooked.

I also don't like the idea of eating something that can be deadly if it's not properly cooked, and that goes for all meats. It just really seems to me like animals were no meant to be eaten, and I've never felt that way before. I've always wanted to become a vegetarian because it's a healthier lifestyle and maybe could help me lose a little weight, and also encourage me to get more nutrients into my diet. I never felt like eating meat was wrong because it's part of an animal until now, and now whenever I feel tempted to eat meat again, I'll just remember how that bird looked and all temptation will vanish.

Gahhhhh x_x

I decided to go vegetarian. Like properly this time.

So my mum asked me what i wanted for dinner, and i said "uhh can you just get me a salad or something?" and she said "how about a ceaser salad?" and i said "no..ceaser salads have chicken o_0" and she said "well how about greek salad?" and i said "no im allergic to cheese..." and then i just asked "can you just get me a fruit salad please?" and she said yes.
So 45 minutes later she comes home with dinner, a chicken kabab for her, a HUGE chicken burger for my brother and...a ceaser salad for me -_- so she says "it's a ceaser salad but it has no chicken" and i don't like the cream they use on it anyway x_x So i open it and mix it around a bit, and the reason it doesn't have chicken, IS CAUSE IT HAS FUCKING BACON! ><

So i'm awkwardly just standing there and i said "it has bacon in it.." and my brothers like "so what? whats wrong with meat?" then i didnt even SAY i was going vegetarian and he just starts calling me a idiot and stupid and that im already unhealthy enough x_x i wonder why!

Then he said i was stubborn cause my mum went around looking for salad for me x_X

He's the stubborn one, awwh poor baby got a couple of bruises when he was 9 so now everyone has to listen to him, awwh give the baby his bottle!

He's the stupid one! He's supposed to be on a diet because he's too fat to live. HE'S HAVING A FUCKING CHICKEN BURGER! And like all the time he says "aghhh no take away ever again, serious this time" the next day : "aghh just get KFC" x_X

My mum said she'll make me a salad with our own fruit and stuff anyway x_x which is what i originally wanted.

 

And also, my friend Yann wrote me a poem x3 So awesome.

DIG IT!