Valentine's Day Blows @ MindSay

Today  is just another day...sure it's Valentine's Day but...oh well not particularly fond of it...for some reason more this year than any other year...you know what they should call this day "singles awareness day" that's what it should be called.  Anyway if I sound like I'm being bitch or self-pitying or moping or whining, it's because I most likely am...but don't piss me off right now.  I think I'm almost on the verge of another mental breakdown as a matter of fact...rejection does have a huge effect on people's psyche, and if people DON'T realize this soon enough say hello to more and more school bullying and/or killings and/or shootings...just forewarning you, not that I'm going to do anything because I'm trying to maintain my composure but other people can't handle things like that...I"m just not particularly fond of this day, that is all.

I hate Valentines day...yesterday was awful. I woke up, feeling sick, and I have a head cold now (Boo!). Then, I get to school, and there are annoying people everywhere. If you're going to give your g/f or whatever a gift, have the decency to do that in private. it's disgusting, and no one wants to see that, even if it is a 'holiday'. I have a b/f and he understands that I don't like having people watch as we live our lives....it's annoying, and I don't like seeing you people do it either. grow up, and get some privacy. I hate watching spoiled little bitches get dozen roses, or whatever. It's frustrating, and I hate it. no one wants to see you spoiled little wankers become even more spoiled.

Then, i get to work, and apparently, we've sorted through every single box of cards in the store, and it looks like i'm out of a job. Unless trent finds other things for me to do, i'm out of the best job I've ever had. I love it there and really don't want to leave yet. I'm upset.

THEN, we go to Burger King with dale (adi and i went out on saturday. Fun with Dick and Jane was playing in town, and it's only $5 a show...and we got some dinner.) and the food (which is normally quite good compared to McDonalds.) was really kinda gross...i felt a little sick after (however, I was feeling sick beforehand.).

Then, we went to the mall (I hadn't been able to buy adi's present yet.). I bought him a new pair of gloves like he asked (his otehr ones were falling apart), the Resident Evil game (the original remastered for the Game Cube) because he wanted it, and a huge box of Magic Cards. Then he had a meeting (which was why we went out on saturday), and I sat here in the stupid computer lab with dumb people. Then we went home, and exchanged gifts...I got a couple of movies "the Goonies" and "Three Kings". I really like both of those movies....but I was kinda expecting a little bit more. I didn't even get flowers this time....I feel a little jipped. O well...I should be happy I have someone to celebrate Valentine's day with.

 

I'm still sick today...it hurts. I've got a little bit more organizing left to do at future pastimes....then we're going home and watching Lost tonight. it better be good...because I need something good to start happening soon. Oh, did I also mention, I woke up yesterday morning feeling like it was going to be a shitty day!?!? Also, I'm workign on my book again. making it better....starting the whole thing over, revising, taking in the ideas everyone gave me. I'll tell you where to find it once I've finished a few chapters.