Total Fucking Idiots @ MindSay

so there's this UBER hot girl at my school.
and she's like..UBER HOT.
that's about it.
i mean she's nice and all that shit.
but she's like a total babe.
a TOTAL BABE.

and i just heard she did stuff with some girl last year.
and i'm like whaaaa?
so i just ask her about it. because i have her number obviously. it's cause i work wonders, ya know.
anyways. so i ask her about it.
and.
it's true.
and.
aaaahhhh....

she's just said she doesn't know whether she's bi or not.
and i seriously only have one thing to say about this:


HELL FUCKING YEAH!!!

Current Music : Violent Femmes (currently Kiss Off) BTW, the only way to listen to the Violent Femmes is really really LOUD.
Current Mood : Really sick of myself.

I feel like a fucking over hormonal teenager.  I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me.  I don't have pms and no one has pissed in my sea of tranquility. 

I feel this build up of something.  Like you feel right before you explode.  Whether the explosion will be tears or an outpouring of creativity *snort* who knows.

I've been sitting here all fucking morning (or at least since shortly after I woke up) trying to muster up something and write.  But nothing is there.  My muse has fucked off for parts unknown.  And I just know that if I force myself to write it will be total shit.

I'm lost, at loose ends, I don't know what to fucking do with myself.  I feel like I have a rock in my stomach that's pushing my lungs down and I feel really hot (temperature wise). 

I have this character that I thought was fucking awesome that I really want to give his own story to, but now I'm second guessing myself whether he is really any good or not.  Or if he is really good, if I will destroy him trying to make him evolve enough to have his own story.

I don't even want to be around me today.

I'm really fucking pissed off at myself.

I say fuck way too much.  Even the tags are saying fuck.

Fuck.

Alright, so I am sitting here right now and I am thinking that some people on here, have their head shoved so far up there ass that they think a fart, is a bright idea. Let me tell you something Johnathan or Johnny, whoever and the fuck you are, I don't really like you. As a matter of fact...if you jumped in front of a moving train, I wouldn't save your ass. You tell me that you don't like Kayla, Bullshit..I don't really seeing you putting up any defenses against her either. You think I am stupid? Mother Fucker I have taken sociology and psychology in high school, I have taken them in college, Fuck Man Psychology is my fucking major. Look if you don't want someone hanging around you, then you file charges against them and have them stay away from you, it's pretty simple right? oh I forgot...Your 17 and don't have a stroke of brilliance in you, Unlike me. Ya know its kindof funny, Kayla told me that you are nothing but a friend to you, as a matter of fact...she has a boyfriend and you are allowing yourself to be played like a fiddle. My god you are so fucking stupid....

^ Those were the suggested tags. Where the hell they got that from is anyone's guess. Hope they're not refering to me.

 

Now this is not something I'd normally do, but the urge is SO DAMN GREAT.

 

Filling this form will enrich no-one.

 

1) smoked (cigs)

2) consumed alcohol

3) slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex

4) slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex

5) made out with someone of the opposite sex

6) made out with someone of the same sex

7) had someone in your room of the opposite sex

8) watched porn

9) bought porn

10) done drugs

TOTAL: 10

11) taken pain killers

12) taken someone elses prescription medicine

13) lied to your parents

14) lied to a friend

15) snuck out of the house

16) done something illegal

17) cut yourself

18) hurt someone

19) wished someone to die

20) seen someone die

TOTAL: 9

21) missed curfew

22) stayed out all night

23) eaten a carton of icecream by yourself

24) been to a therapist

25) been to rehab

26) dyed your hair

27) recieved a ticket

28) been in a wreck

29) been to a club

30) been to a bar

TOTAL: 6

31) been to a wild party

32) seen the Mardi Gras

34) had a spring break in Florida

35) sniffed anything

36) wore black nail polish

37) wore arm bands

38) wore t-shirts with band names

39) listened to rap

40) own a 50 cent cd

TOTAL: 4

41) dressed gothic

42) dressed prep

43) dressed punk

44) dressed grunge

45) stole something

46) been to drunk to remember anything

47) blacked out

48) fainted

49) had a crush on your neighbor

50) had someone sneak into your room

TOTAL: 7

51) snuck into some else's room

52) had a crush on someone of the same sex

53) been to a concert

54) dry humped someone

55) been called a slut

56) called someone a slut

57) installed speakers in your car

58) broke a mirror

59) showered at someone of the opposites sex's house

60) brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush

TOTAL: 6

61) consider ludacris your favorite rapper

62) seen an R rated movie in theaters

63) cruised the mall

64) skipped school

65) had an eating disorder

66) had an injury

67) gone to court

68) walked out of a resteraunt without paying

69) caught something on fire

70) lied about your age

TOTAL: 7

71) owned an apartment

72) cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend

73) cheated with someone

74) got in trouble with the police

75) talked to a stranger

76) hugged a stranger

77) kissed a stranger

78) rode in the car with a stranger

79) been sexually harrassed

80) been verbally harrassed

TOTAL: 3

81) met face to face with someone you met online

82) stayed online for 12 hours straight

83) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight

84) watched tv for 12 hours straight

85) been to a fair

86) been called a bad influence

87) cursed

88) prank called someone

89) laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex

90) cheated on a test

TOTAL: 6

91) cheated on homework

92) held hands with someone of the opposite sex

93) been pushed into a pool

94) played pool

95) watched 5 hours of mtv straight

96) had a crush on someone 10 years older than you

97) had a crush on someone younger than you

98) wear eyeliner

99) skinny dipped

100) laughed at someone who was seriously hurt

TOTAL: 6

OVERALL TOTAL - 90

10-20= goodie goodie

21-30= a little rebelious

31-40= getting hot baby

41-50= rebel

51-60= bad girl/boy

61-70= bitch

71-80= we cant believe u made it this far!!!!!

81-90= damn

91-100= fucking bad ass

 

There we go, I am now officially a BITCH. At least that's what this stupid questoniarre thinks. Why did I spend 10 precious minutes of sweet life doing it...beats me.

 

plus I have new photos. Actually old ones, but i could bothered uploading them now.

 

Good luck with your lives, all of you...

I am fucking dead.

 

As most of you know, a few guys from WTCC had a SkillsUSA meeting today, which was a total blast.  Well, except for the fact we had to get up at THREE FUCKING THIRTY in the MORNING.

 

I've been up for.... 18 hours now, and I dont know how the hell I'm still sitting here typing this.

 

All I can say is, I had a blast, Mark won an award, the rest of the WTCC guys won a total of 8 trophies for 25 students (really good for our school size), and the bus ride home was hilarious.  (prank calls, singing, freestyling... a complete riot.)

 

Mark and I BOOKED home- we made it from Williamson to my front door in exactly !!!15 mintues!!!  (well, we sort of passed 6 cars and a bus, plus hit some insane speeds a few times, but it was awesome.)

 

Now we all have to get up at 6:30AM tomarrow for school, and I have a reading assignment I'm surely going to bomb. 

 

 

 

Fuck it, it was worth it.

 

~O~