Tonsils @ MindSay

I dyed my hair the other day, and I've suddenly developed an allergy. My scalp and neck and ears feel like they're on fire, and not to gross anybody out, I'm covered in lumpy blisters.

Any suggestions on how to cool the fire?

Still can't swallow without wanting to cry, my glands are swollen as well. I have a raised temperature.

Clare's mom & dad are coming to pick up the car in a little while and I really don't think I can be social.

I'm kinda at the stage where I want someone to take care of me, preferably my mommy :(

Am I being pathetic? I don't care.

The doctor said I should see results within three hours of taking them. It's been one hundred and eight hours and my tonsils have gotten worse. They now hurt and are swollen and inside out and have a polyp growing on them. But I don't really want to tell anyone who will take me back to the doctor because "they" said that the next step would probably removal of the tonsils, and I absolutely cannot have that right before the DDF meet.

God it was boring tonight at pep band. I left during the third quarter because
a) I wasn't playing so I was useless to everyone
b) I didn't feel well at all
c) I was bored almost to TEARS
and d) I felt like moping alone rather than in public.

I watched Running With Scissors with my dad tonight. It's an alright movie. I was going to have a movie night/eating ice cream with chloe's little sister, but apparently I'm not cool enough for eighth graders because they never called me back. Damn them.

Track of Elizabeth P. day: "Love me or Hate me"--Lady Sovereign

One of my suggested tags is "backstreets back alright"

i think im getting better! my fever has been gone for many days now, my tonsils are back to their normal size, and the whitish goop on my tonsils is gone!!!! i would feel the best ever if the things on my hands went away totally, but they are on their way!! they are not as inflamed as they were. im not as tired as i was, either.

John's condition worsened last night and this morning, but finally he was put on an IV.  He's in the infirmary and will stay there until he comes home on Friday evening.  He's doing better now, but I think the recovery will be a slow one.  My poor baby. I know I've been talking about this a lot, but it's basically all that's on my mind. His tonsilectomy was moved up to February 16th (a week from Thursday), which is good.

Rehersal today went...okay.  We did Act I during class (in partial dress) and it went really well for the most part.  After school we had full dress of the whole play and it went alright.  We also had a lady from the Current Argus (Carlsbad's local newspaper) come and interveiw some of us.  She ended up interveiwing Mary (who plays the White Witch), Terry T. (who plays Fenris Ulf) and Allie (our director).  The rest of us thought the lady picked weird people to interveiw seeing as how the main characters are Peter, Susan, Edmund, Lucy (the children) and Aslan.  But oh well, it's not really important.  Things are starting to pull together, but I they could also be better.  Tomorrow is final dress and then Thursday morning is the first performance for the kids.

I ended up leaving my backpack in the theater after rehersal and everyone was gone from the school by the time I realized it.  I feel pretty dumb and my homework is obviously not getting done right now, which sucks for me. 

Alyssa came over for a bit tonight and was bitterish towards me.  She also attempted to make me jealous of her new friendship with Jadah and make me feel like a bad friend.  I tried not to let it get to me.

That's pretty much all.

<3 Courtney

Tonsillitis (ton-sil-lie-tiss) is an inflammation of the tonsils caused by an infection. In tonsillitis, the tonsils are enlarged, red, and often coated (either partly or entirely) by a substance that is yellow, gray, or white. Tonsillitis usually occurs as part of a pharyngitis (throat infection). Tonsilitis usually begins with sudden sore throat and painful swallowing.

Sometimes, tonsillitis reoccurs, and may cause difficulty breathing. If this occurs, your doctor may recommend taking them out. This procedure of removing tonsils from the throat is called a tonsillectomy.

 

Man this sucks hard core, having a life just does not agree with my tonsil. The arseholes. I want to go out but their like no, you can't humph, then get all huffy and blow up. Now they are sore, and big and very very angry. As well as red. I think I might be brewing some good old tonsillitis, I guess this means that I'm not on the hospital waiting list anymore. See they got scared for a while cuase I said ha I'm going to get you little suckers taken out and there all like no no we'll be good little tonsils. They must have been able to sense that I'm not on the stupid list any more. Mind you I could be over reacting, but I've had like one sore throat without it turning into tonsillitis. I'm so tired and stiff adn my brain and tonsils hurt. I hope if I get tonsillitis that people will show me love. It's usually lonely and I don't see anyone forever.

 

Adam promised he would talk to me tonight but the shit lied. Our relationship bad enough at the moment without him ignoring me. He'll have some stupid reason why he couldn't but more likely he'll be out with his gay lover Andrew. Apparently someone said that Adam and Amy should go out because their both so loved and that kind of hurt. I don't know if anyone understands but I do. Right apparently his been powernapping? whatever that is...

 

I'm going to make Adam a prostitute cd, he'll hate it, wha ha ha, I'm going to make him listen to it anyway. So does anyone have any suggestions on some really sexual whore type songs I could put on it?

 

I think this is it for tonight, I'm not feeling in a very waffling sort of mood. Good Night!