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What the Dealy, Yo?
At some point during the past year or so, I have lost all 3 of the sports bras I owned.  I am still unsure how this happened.  My FIRST thought  would be that they disappeared somehow during my move back to NY/dorm room ... but I didn't do that this year.  I came home in May of 2008, and I stayed in the same location, so they clearly did not get lost in the shuffle (I'm gonna go apply to be a detective after I finish writing this :)). They were also not in my mom's drawer, so either they combusted, the laundry monster ate them, or they're IN my drawer, and I'm blind.  Three crappy scenarios.

I went to Target today to remedy this, as it has not been fun running around camp without "support".

I found sports bras easily, and then started to browse regular bras.  I'm going to rant for a minute.  How come there are no cute bras for people bigger than a B cup?  What is the rationale behind that?  Why is the assumption, "oh, you've got boobs, you couldn't POSSIBLY want cute little polka dots or bright colors.  Oh no! You want beige. And white.  Lots of white".  GRANTED, 99.99% of the population is not going to get to see my bra, but that isn't the point.  Is there a shortage of appealing-looking fabric?  It's not just Target, either; even Victoria's Secret, the place my aunt refers to as "Bra Land", seems to think that once you hit a certain size, you instantly become bland.  What a strange assumption.

Did I really just bitch about lack of exciting bras?  Come on...you've come to count on me for incredibly VAPID posts, but this is officially my 'Paris Hilton' entry.  That level of worthlessness.

In other news ... job interview tomorrow (today) at 10am.  Why the hell am I still up and typing?  This is seriously stupid.
 
 
   
 

 

   
Tomorrow is the Day

Tomorrow I meet with Bohecker's about nursing.  I am really looking forward to meeting with the advisor about their program.  Please wish me luck in my endeavors.  I think this will be really good for me and I think it is something I need to do for myself.

 

Last  year was a bad year.  I almost died and I ended up in the ER more times than I wish to count.  This year has to be better, it just has to be.  I need all the support I can get so please keep me in your prayers.

 
 
   
 

i hope you fall down lightly

hope.

 

one of my favorite words of all time.

one of my strongest allies.

sometimes, my only.

hope. plan and simple.

 

i doubted, and i sunk into my self-pity

like a lush with a fresh bottle of 20 year

old scotch: comfort. but these feelings

persisted, and the questions mutliplied.

and sometimes it would eat me up inside,

sometimes it would kill me to think about

it.

 

but as it is with God, it's not always a slap

in the face or a lightning bolt. it was just

a conversation about nothing. but it turned

into something. the final nod i needed to

get on with things.

 

i'm definitely so much different than i was

at the start of last year. to phrase a very

sad person, "i'm stronger than yesterday."

 

 

this year will be good, emotionally. but as

for other things... only One knows. i do

know that it will be different. very different...

 
 
 

   
Survey says..
Sheesh.....again?

swiped from  blueeyedtawni 

 

Are you anyone's first love?  I don't think so.  I'm hopefully someone's last though.


Has someone ever told you they want to spend the rest of their life with you?  It has been implied.  As soon as I do that one thing.

Do you think you can love someone without trusting them?  No.

If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?  Fall.  No spring, no...fall.  No...spring.  Just as long as it's not freezing, I'll be happy.

What are you doing tomorrow?  I'm worrying about the weekend and sewing.

What do you do when you get mad? Clean.

What's bothering you right now? My throat has a tickle, and my fingers are numb.

Who's the last guy that IMed you?I unno.


Who was the last guy who called you? Gregory.


Someone knocks on your window at 2 AM, what do you say? Holy Fuck!  You've got to be 20 foot tall!

Do you miss anyone from your past?Yes


Are you open about your feelings or closed off? Heh.  I'm very open.  Sometimes that's unfortunate.

Did you ever lose a best friend?  Yep.

Will you talk to the person you like on the phone tonight?  Oooo...stacy likes a boy.....stacy likes a boy.  Ahem.  Yes.  I will tell him he needs to grab the mail from my car before he comes inside.


Do you trust all of your friends? Yes. I'd better, right?

Would you honestly say you'd risk your life for someone else? Yes.

Has anyone upset you in the past week?  Uh, yeah.

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?  Usually, but not a third, and definitely not an eighth.

Would you ever get back with your ex? Um....no.

What holiday is your birthday close to?  I'm birthday twins with our next president, does that count?

Are you easily distracted?  Of course I'm not.  I always give my....full....attention......to whatev.......is that something shiny?

When you're cold do your teeth chatter or do you get goose bumps?  If it's really cold I do.  My bogies froze in my nose on Monday. 

What's the worst thing to happen to you today?  Um....I stuck myself with a needle a few times.  


Do you re-use towels after you shower?  Yep.  Towels are only used for my hair.

What is your favorite flavor of JELLO?   The standard answer of strawberry applies here.

What kind of winter coat do you have?  A fancy one.  It's grey fake fur and hits my knee. 

Do you sleep with the door to your room open or closed? Open.  So the cat can come in and out.  And in and out.  And in and out.

If you jumped out your bedroom window right now, how injured would you get?  Well, pretty badly I'd think.  I'm on the second floor.

Do you like a particular brand of tennis shoe?  I usually gravitate to Chuck Taylors.

Do you find graveyards scary? No.


What's the most painful dental procedure you've had? When I was 19, I had all four wisdom teeth pulled at once.  That wasn't the painful part - it was developing dry socket afterwards and also learning I'm allergic to codeine.  Which was the painkiller they gave me.  However, it was at that time that I discovered South Park, which made me laugh despite the pain.

 

Are you an emotional person?  I cried at tonight's episode of NCIS.  And the book I'm reading now - Straub/King's The Talisman.  (Wolf has just entered the picture.)

 

Why did you and your last ex break up? Um....is that Josh?  We just weren't compatible.



Do you still talk to them as much as you would like to? No.  But he's in my thoughts often.  And always there when I call.


How long have you and your current boyfriend/girlfriend been together?  Three years in 15 days.  Crikey.

 
 
   
 

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