Told @ MindSay

My name is Adam.

 

I currently be 15, living in the Kingdom of the United. Well, UK. :)

 

I shalt be 16 in a few months, and then I shalt be going to college a few months after that. Hopefully I will be going into the college of my choice, as my interview is far later than it should be.

 

I've always wanted to blog. I actually have had one, two in fact, although that other was... for other purposes. :) My interest was very minor that I only blogged once a month. I forget what I called it.

 

But now this is my third attempt. I've tried to do so in the past, but I've never had an ideal medium to do so. Wordpress, blogspot, etc - they're all so complicated! At least with Mindsay I know what I'm doing.

 

I'm not advertising, lol, I just happened to make it sound like that.

 

I'll probably have several accounts on different websites with the same entries, since different people prefer different ones. I dunno, I'm not popular enough? :)

 

Anyways, let's start with today.

 

I hadn't done my French coursework for yesterday, because I simply forgot about it. So I gave it in today, copying from my exercise book and writing it onto a nice A4 lined sheet of paper with 4 holes in it. I'm only saying it like that, because I had a mini argument with my Form Tutor (who is my French teacher, go figure) about the piece of paper I required to do the coursework. He's done it before in the past, and torn off a tiny piece off of something scrap and said "here". Damn him. ¬_¬

 

First lesson was PE. It's a fabulous lesson, because I don't do it, quite frankly. Instead, I was guarding the teacher's laptop, whilst I read out names from the register so he could type them in. I had a quick feel of espionage, though, as some governor type people walked past and looked through the rooms. He's meant to be teaching PE of some sort, but all he does is sit there and let everyone play. He's a funny guy though sometimes, so I wasn't bothered. Usually it's this other lad, whose name I shall not mention, lulz. He's a real ass kisser, always sucking up to the popular people and the teachers.

 

Then History. I gave in my homework, that took me like 3 hours to do because I spent 2 hours procrastinating doing other stuff. :) I found out that my teacher used to be a Evangelical Fundamentalist Christian person thing. She's not anymore now though apparently because of "personal experiences". I wanted to question her further but I don't like speaking with teachers directly. I think it's the eye contact that puts me off.

 

ICT, yays. I didn't do my homework that was 3 weeks late, but he didn't care really. He just said that, and another piece had to be done by next week. I don't mind. It's all pretty easy anyway. We do a 174 question quiz thing every week and we compare our scores with the rest of the class. I got 75%, whilst a friend got 79% and some other people. It's the time limit that puts me off. You have 20 seconds to answer each one.

 

Lunchtime. Well, usually I go for maths staybacks because I need to sort my sums out. :) I can't go on wednesdays though because of a weekly meeting a group of my fellow peers have, as they are going to Sri-Lanka in August. Today we did simultaneous equations. They were pretty easy. I have a habit to make silly mistakes though, like 9x4 = 45 ...

 

Science was wonderful. I love science. :) We rotate between teachers based on what topic we're studying. I've got my favourite teacher for the week, whilst we do Biology. We're doing plant stuffs and mitosis and whatnot. I love Biology. That's why I'm taking it at A-level.

 

Then we had English, which depresses me, even though I like writing, kinda. We're doing exam practice, but it's annoying when your teacher is constantly talking to the pupils, whilst telling them there is no talking. It only hypes them up, dear, you're just making it difficult for yourself. I felt sorry for her though, cuz she's having back problems. Get well soon Miss Holian!

 

 

I came home to find I had recieved a letter from the Business Administration apprenticeship I put my name down for a while back. I don't want to go the interview though. I don't want to do that anymore... I want to go to Middlesbrough College to do A-levels! The interview is going to be like 2 and a half hours long. What the hell? Dad insists I go though... sigh.

 

But anyways, right now I've ate a muffin and drank a smoothie. Mixed berry something. It usually makes me tired when I have them both together, but they're too nice to pass. And now I'm here, blogging about my ever-so-interesting life. Naah, I'm an interesting person. :) Or so I like to think.

That guy who I told I liked...well I told him about 20 minutes ago...how much I like him...and I think that screwed things up a little bit...he isn't ready for a relationship...I understand that.  I just hope that i didn't mess up the friendship we were starting to get.

 

Anyway...I had a pretty good day. Yup. I took my braids out so now there is no more funky hairdo... Iam straightening it right now...It will look nice tomorrow. I am going to be all dressy tomorrow...IDK why I just feel like being all dressed up...not too dressed up though...lol

 

I wish he was on the same page as I am. It is okay that he isn't, but yeah...maybe things might happen some other time. Maybe not...IDK.

 

owwww shit I just burnt my ear. That hurt.

 

Ah. Well I need to get my hair done and I can't straighten and type at the same time..not that talented...lol

I feel this huge relief right now. I told that guy that I liked him. I did it in a chickenshit way, but I think now that I have told him I will feel a little bit better.

My friend Jake came up to me today and asked if everything with Eric and me were going okay. I was talking to him. He says that the past couple weeks he has noticed a change in things. I told him that things have been kind of weird since he got grounded. He asked what I meant..I told him that we never talk outside of school anymore because he can't. We both just kind of agreed that it is hard to have a relationship if it only happens while we are in school. I guess he isn't the only one who has noticed things being a little weird. A couple other people have asked questions. I need to talk to him about things...so that it doesn't end, but I am afraid that he is going to get mad at me...

 

Oh well...If it doesn't work out there are pleanty of other fish in the sea right...Gee Golly...

You never told me about the feeling you felt
You should've told me I could've helped
Now all I do is cry
Suicide is a horrible thing
You were too young to die

so i'm on line and bored...with no one to talk to...i'm eating sun chips and orange fanta..my usual late nite snack...bc i can't make any noice bc its like 3am....and i don't wanna get bitched at for making noice...bc i'm hungry...but i havn't eatin since 9:30pm, so i have a reason for being hungry...and i don't eat on my last break at 12am like i prolly should...then i wouldn't be hungry.

 

so anyway....i have a guy problem...he sent me a message over myspace, asking me on a date...well, saturday, this same guy, when i was talking to him, while seth n steph played Halo 2, i told him about how i was a half virgin. and he told me to hold on, and then i hear him tell a friend of his exactly what he told me! taht pissed me off soo damn much! I was hoping it'd be private, but NNOOOO! he had to go and tell someone else exactly the same thing i had just told him! so i hung up on him and i don't think he noticed. bc he didn't even leave a message on my voice mail asking why i hung up on him...well, neway, he put love, [insert guy name here] at the end of the message....i don't love him! in anyway! I don't even thinkas a friend! i knew him in high school...other then that, we've never actually hung out! i tried to hang out with him once, but he chose to go to a fuckin baseball game then hang out with me. after that, i saw that he'd rather hang with the guys then a pretty girl. what kinda bullshitter is he?! not the kinda bullshitter i'm gonna waist my time on. thats for sure! i'm not someone you can just push to the side to instead hangout with your friends. and i drove an hour and we hug out for 15 minutes...what an asshole! absolutely no respect!

 

neway...other then that..nothing is new...except that this winter i'm thinking of getting a second part time job...for sat. and sun. to save up money for a place of my own...so i can at least have someplace to call mine..instead of my parents....neway...yeah lifes alright...i'm liking the single life...i don't have to worry about what someones gonna tell others...like bad wise, bc i don't think anyone can say anything bad about me...other then that i can be annoying at times and i sometimes don't comprehend what your saying...then i feel like an idiot...that happened like 2 weeks ago...i still don't know what it was about...neway...i'm gonna go...ttyl-n-much <3!