Today Home @ MindSay

its over rated lol
so my lovely people life is grand
today me and my bf had our 2 month anniversary
god he's amazing
I saw Horton Hears A Who
best movie of my life!
I LOVED IT!!!! =]
Katie and Jojo the emo Who where my favorite characters <3
Odd thing today though.
When i got home from school my temp was 101.7
I was pissed. I hate being sick lol
But before i headed for bed it was 97.8
w00t
But i think im gonna attempt sleep. And here is a grand picture ^__^

Listening to : Hurt- Nine Inch Nails

 

I finished with my last paper today.Therefore I am officialy on holiday now. whoopde fucking doo.

I also had a bit of a differentiation with Karina about morals and values that we have. It feels like our friendship isn't quite as strong as it was a while ago. Both of us have changed- maybe grown up.

 

I came home- it was a mess..went to this little nature reserve beneath my house and parked with some stoner friends for a while and came back still to find my home to be a mess. Everything was explained when my dad took me for coffee later.

 

My parents are officially getting a divorce now and my dad is moving out in exactly a month or so. I was expecting this.But not now. I don't know if I should be happy or not?I know that it would make both of them much happier as the vibe at home ain't that pleasant.It just feels that people in present society just don't try anymore. It's just too easy to throw in the towel.

 

Just came back from the square..this drinking place in Pretoria and I'm a bit whoozy from my 3 drinks that I had. I had to get my head cleansed.I know alcahol isn't the way to do it but oh well- at least I had a good time with my friends.I miss Riaan. He's in the middle of the Indian Ocean on a cruise ship with no phone signal- for a week! So I can't even have someone to hold me!

 

Damn..a lot happens in one day?? It's like a soapie!!?

 

"Hurt"

 

I hurt myself today

To see if I still feel

I focus on the pain

The only thing that's real

The needle tears a hole

The old familiar sting

Try to kill it all away

 

What have I become?

My sweetest friend

Everyone I know goes away in the end

You could have it all

My empire of dirt

I will let you down

I will make you hurt

 

A million miles away

I would keep myself

I would find a way

 

-Nine Inch Nails

 

Just try and smile, okay? 

 

Listening To: Walking After You- Foo Fighters

 

I warned you guys.

I warned myself.

I knew it was an omen and it happens like clockwork.

But this yearly "event" hit me very unexpectedly today.

 

One of our buddies died last night. On her bike, driving home she got hit by a car.

Fate can be so cruel. So many mixed feelings have gone through my head today. I was destraught when I saw her close friends who couldn't cope with any of it. i was shocked to know that I would never see her again.. and I was happy that she didn't suffer. But that she went instantly, yet peacefully. That poor family.

 

After today I have came to the conclusion that this yearly "event" is not an omen, but a curse that was bestowed on me that 1st time I came across it when I was 7 and had to get my tonsils removed...

 

Maybe her accident was just coincidental with the curse.. one would never know. But in honour of our friend Lindell van Niekerk- May you rest in peace and may angels lead you in.

 

Please be safe on the roads all of you...

Due to flooding, I'm actually home today.

Hey peeps. What is crackin? Having a better day since my lat entry.

 

Joel has been at state convention for the past 2 days. He comes home today. YAY!! He called me at 12:30 last night and left me cell a message. He sounded drunk. He wasn't though. He called again and said he drank one of them Vault things. O well. I haven't acctully talked to him, or seen him, since the Tursday that he left. Need to talk to him and see him.I've missed him. But today he comes home.

 

Went for a walk w/ Olivia and Cait last night. Olivia and I had to run home cause we were gonna be late. So we sprinted like half way to my house. It was funny. Talked to Curt and Cait for a bit. Then we sat at my house and laughed at eachother being retards. We were doing those sexy run way walks...only we were doing them WAY wrong.

 

Might go see the Prom walk in tonight. I dunno yet though.

 

TTFN

 

 

I love you.....like a lot.