
Tired Of Homework @ MindSay 
I hate being bored. There is nothing to do...rather there is nothing I want to do. I could be working on homework, but I'm so tired and bored that I just don't feel like it. Which is odd because then I would be doing something, not just sitting here at work getting paid to do nothing but count people in the lab and play on the computer. I need something to let me move around. Even my knitting brings me no relief. I need to move! And more than just walking up the stairs to see if anyone is in the lab up stairs....
Oh well, I guess I'll take another swing at the homework or maybe just day dream. Yay!
There really isn't much to update on. I might be getting some serious sparring gear pretty soon from Justin to use at the college. I haven't been asleeping well. Everytime I'm getting tired I go to bed then I stay awake for the next three to four hours. I'm sitting there wondering what's going on. I get tired when Cathy's on and then when I tell I'm going to bed I can't get to sleep at all. Everythings kind of messed up.
Keep reminding me to do my math homework, even if it's everyday, just do it. Just murder me with comments to do my math homework and all. I'm going to take a shower and go to my uncle's house. Get away from my distracting house and do homework up there and such.
There's something I wanna get back to doing though. And that's writing stories. I haven't done that in so long. I wish I can set up my schedule better. God really need some help here. I keep forgetting to write my 2006 year post in here, but it'll have to wait. Thank God I have the day off. And no school today. There's so much I want to do.
Oh I beat the Phoenix Wright Ace Attorney game. It's really reminds me of the old shcool pc games and cartoon show. Where in the World Is Carmen Sandiego! It's very interesting that's for sure. But he had a very good quote at the end of the game that I thought I share. Just goes to show you there's so many ways of looking at videogames, but the best is knowing what it can help you with in real life you know? See you guys qoute's after this part.
"No one can change the past. The only thing we can do is strive to make up for our mistakes, so that we can find the way back to our path towards a brighter future."- Phoenix Wright
nobody comes here anymore, because i don't update anymore.
i should start doing that more often.
only 4.5 more days until the break. <3 i've been waiting for this since october, i love sleeping in. i love not worrying about homework. i love not seeing people i dislike. i love breaks, loooooove.
lately i've felt so tired, like i can hardly move my body. my body just feels completely tired, sometimes i dread the end of class because it means i'll have to walk. and i'm just too exhausted.
ehh well that's all i can write now since i have a shiiitload of math homework. [the teachers are getting crazy]. for example, my last class before the break, i have a test.
lurrrrvely.
For some reason I am feeling completely exhausted and have a head ache. It could be the lack of sunshine, the constant cold, or anemia do to my period. The last is probably the most likely because it happens pretty much every time i'm on my period. It's too the point that i've been getting 12 hours of sleep a night and can hardly get up for a noon class. Hopefully this won't last too much longer. Emily has a piano recital tonight that I wanted to go to and I have lots of homework to do, but I know that I shouldn't go when I'm this tired and I won't be able to focus on anything like this. I'll just want to rush through and half ass everything so I can do something else and part of it envolves having to carefully read stuff, so that won't work. My best option is to get a nap because even though I might not be able to sleep tonight, at least then I'll be concious enough to do my homework. this sux. :(
I was also thinking about it, and I think my blog is rather boring. Some of you probably don't agree considering that you leave me comments telling me that I'm outrageous and crazy in a good kind of way, but overall it's not that interesting. Every now and then something exciting happens to me or I have some random thoughts that i voice on here in the hopes of expanding the minds or encouraging and interesting debate with others, but overall it's mostly me bitching about my days and going on about my disorder and my loneliness. You're all probably tired of it, but then again, maybe that's why some of you keep reading this blog; knowing that one day I will post something about drinking blood or baby elephants that can paint and shoot napaulm from their trunks or an adorable picture of a triceratops or campaign for using chimps as free labor in sweatshops instead of children. In a way i guess that's what makes the ramblings of an angry, broken, and horny 18 year-old female college student interesting, because you never really and truly know what I'm going to be ranting on and on and on about next.:P
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