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I have another blog on the InterTubes and I posted this last year.  And I thought I'd post it here, too.  Because I hope to meet him before I die.  And there are aunts and uncles and cousins who want to meet him, too.

If you were adopted and born on 8/17/73, in Hinsdale, Illinois, you can get your original birth certificate from the state.  And if, on that birth certificate, you see these names, Trojanowski or Trzos, then you can email me at <thebratland@yahoo.com>.  I hope you find this site.  I hope you email me.  I'll be watching.

[The Boy, by the way, is a guy I met and lived with from 1998 to 2007.]

~August 17, 1973~


I am a mother. 

OK... I'm a mother times TWO.

And maybe today is the day to talk about my first child.  Because I have never hidden the fact that I had a child that I gave up for adoption.

When I first started talking to The Boy via Instant Messages, I told him about the fact that I had given a child [a boy] up for adoption when I was just a [wee] lassie.

Because when you've 'done that' you learn that some people think you are some kind of freak.  I kid you not.

And before I became really good friends with The Boy I wanted to know right away if he thought I was some kind of freak.

He didn't.

So, we became friends.

You see, I never kept it a secret because I always wanted the child I gave birth to to be able to find me.  And I foresaw the danger of keeping his existence a secret.

How would I have explained it to people otherwise?

That's not how I am.

If you want me, you take my baggage, too.

And I've been extremely blessed in that regard.  I truly have not had one man walk out on me because of it.  Either they are wonderful men, or [I'm rather more inclined to believe] I am an extraordinary woman.

Oh, yes I am.

But I digress.

Almost six years after giving birth to a boy, I gave birth to a daughter.  And when she was old enough to really understand things, I let her know that I had given birth to a child with a different man and I had 'given him away' to people who could take care of him and give him things that I could not.

I must have done a superb job because my daughter never felt in danger of being 'given away' or abandoned, or any of that other shit that people tell you will happen to your kids.

My daughter is, at this writing, 28 years old.  And if the boy I gave birth to knocked on my door tomorrow, no one in my life would say, "OH MY GOD YOU NEVER TOLD ME."

And The Boy would let him in and treat him like his own, or at least one of my family, and he would never raise an eyebrow.

And he would be happy for me.

Not that I lose sleep over this, folks.  I don't.

While that baby was growing in my belly I kept telling myself that I was growing him for someone else because I KNEW that there was no way that I could give that child a decent life AT THE TIME.

And I knew, thanks to someone close to me [who shall remain nameless, although she knows who she is] that an adopted child is as loved as a child who is flesh and blood to the people adopting.

No, it wasn't an 'open adoption' although I knew the names of the people who adopted my child.  [Notice I do not say 'my son'?  I'll get back to that.]

When I got pregnant, I was a junior in high school.  And BACK THEN, pregnant girls were not allowed to stay in school.  So I didn't graduate high school.

Years later, when my daughter was a sophomore in high school, she was talking about dropping out of school, and I told her she couldn't.

And she said to me, "YOU DID!"

And although there were extenuating circumstances for me dropping out of school, I realized I had no excuse anymore.

So I got my G.E.D.

Then I got this crazy idea that maybe, just maybe, I COULD GO TO COLLEGE!

And I did.

Now, I'm not gonna get into college life except to say this:  It got me onto the Interwebs.  And I thought maybe, just maybe, I could put my info OUT THERE and make it easier for the child I had put up for adoption to find me.

And I've done that.

The bad part is that the really popular sites for adoptees looking for their birth parents are sites that make you pay a [hefty] yearly fee to keep your info on the site, and I've never been wealthy enough to be able to do that.

But I have found plenty of other sites and have 'registered' with them. 

I just want to give him a chance if he is trying to find me.

Because there are, I'm sure, reasons to find me.  Like the health history of his birth family.

But I don't call him My Son for a couple of reasons.

And some of those reasons are:

A mother is someone who changes your shitty diapers.

A mother is someone who sits up with you when you are sick and changes the sheets you puked on in the middle of the night.

A mother goes through the chicken pox with you.

A mother teaches you to tie your shoes.

A mother finds ways to teach you how to eat and like vegetables, even peas.

A mother cries when she sends you off to kindergarten.

A mother teaches you how to say "Daddy" when she would much rather you said "Mommy".

A mother delights in watching you roll over for the first time.

A mother lets you touch bugs.

A mother lets you taste dirt.

A mother gives you pots to bang on with spoons and thinks you make beautiful music.

A mother teaches you not to pull on the kitty's tail or bite the puppy's ears.

A mother holds you when you are hurt and kisses your boo-boos.

A mother looks at a crayon drawing and declares it is the most beautiful thing she has ever seen as she puts it on the refrigerator.

A mother exclaims that you are growing "like a weed".

A mother thinks dandelions are the most beautiful flowers EVER.

A mother sees you through graduations and proms and driving lessons and weird haircuts and pierced ears and wet dreams and periods and friends who are being mean to you.

A mother buries pets in the back yard with you and gives you ice cream afterwards.

I was never a Mother to the child I gave away.

I never did any of these things with the child who went away from me after I made sure he had all his fingers and toes and was ABSOLUTELY PERFECT.

And I may never meet him this side of Heaven, and I'm resigned to that.  I don't get maudlin and get drunk over it.

But I will admit that sometimes, like tonight, I stop and say a prayer for him, wherever he is, and I say to God, "Oh, please, just let him be HAPPY."

Because when it comes down to it, isn't that all we want for our kids?  All we want for those that we love?

I think it is.

And for that Someone who is Somewhere Out There, here's a birthday song for you:  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MSyRFLlYnWI

Because I Know You're Out There Somewhere.

Happy 34th birthday.  I hope it's a great one for you.
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The blues they sent to meet me

There is a good number of songs that make me happy but the following number is up there with the best. It's that old classic "Raindrops keep falling on my head". The one I grew up with was the version by BJ Thomas.

This song was famously used in the movie "Butch cassidy and the sundance kid". It's a really fun and happy song to sing.

A lot of people on Youtube found it quite uplifting. Some liked it so much, that they made their own version :)

Here is my performance:

I have had another two subscribers since my last post.

The total now stands at 349.

I am very close to having over 100,000 video views. That's a big milestone. This should hopefully clock over in the next few days. My channel views are also approaching a landmark figure of 10,000. It should be too long before that happens. Maybe a week or two.

The next song is a 70's classic from Bobby Goldsboro.

 
 
 

   
NATHAN ERNEST BURL THOMAS, JR: A CALL FOR INFORMATION
AN OPEN PLEA TO GEORGINE & RICKY:

Our friends at EOPC have heard from at least three of this man's victims. Three!! And EOPC is NOT RUN by one of his victims.

Google his name. Mr. Thomas is just one of MANY online predators and sexual predators that there is legally verifiable evidence on.

This man is NOT CIA. He is a sociopath.

And the longer you protect him, the worse it will be for yourselves and others. The law will catch up to him and Thomas will face charges of bigamy and federal charges of fraud for impersonating CIA.

You could be charged with obstruction and as accomplices.

If its his money you want to keep coming, this man will not have much once he faces the law. And you might face serious charges yourselves.

Please cooperate with other victims and help yourselves and everyone involved.

~~~~~~~~~~~

POSSIBLE BIGAMIST/ CON MAN ON THE RUN!!
A CALL FOR INFORMATION!


Nathan Ernest Burl Thomas Jr.
Male
Age : 53-54
Occupation : Retired Military (he may tell you he's CIA or Special Ops) and now does sales for a company called Ecoquest
Where he might be : Germany or Illinois or Texas USA or British Columbia or Quebec Canada
Business Website (WITH HIS PICTURE!) CLICK HERE http://www.ecoquestintl.com/dealer_home/welcome.asp?Usr=nthnthom
Work # : ( 210 ) 380 - 1684

Some of his online nicknames:
Grizzlybear90604
Suntzu7734
Bear
DZSO
T_bear1952

Some of his possible email addresses: He has been cleaning his online activities and has already closed some email addresses he used to communicate to one of his “wives” and other targets: Jandt4ever1960@aol.com
grizzlybear90604@aol.com
grizzlybear90604@yahoo.com
suntzu7734@aol.com
t_bear1952@hotmail.com

Nathan Thomas, former Chief of Housing at the 6th ASG in Germany, is one of the biggest psychos and a criminal WHO MAY HAVE COMMITTED BIGAMY

Nathan Ernest Burl Thomas Jr, aka Nathan E B Thomas Jr., date of birth 03-DEC-1952, born in Arkansas, uses the online dating sites to find vulnerable women!

His MODUS OPERANDI is virtually the same:

He tells some of his targets he is a widower from a Puerto Rican woman called Felicia, who passed away of cancer some years ago - (we sell fake Kleenex for all those who have cried hearing this fake story) – and he will fake strong sadness for this imaginary dead woman.

After some time, probably after meeting the target, he love bombs his “woman target” and starts a torrid relationship. He flies to the “victim's” country or pays for his victims to fly to meet him as well. It’s a perfect romance copied from the best love story out there.

He acts like a gentleman, fakes ethics & religiousness, helps old ladies on the street, loves children, gives money to beggars!!! He is very neat, clean and fastidious about himself.  He does not like dogs or cats and will not enter a home with animals.

You will NEVER see his "house" - he will always stay in a hotel with you or in your home.

As if that weren’t enough, Nathan Thomas also implies he is a CIA operative, and Special Ops. He will say he is a paratrooper who trains "his men" for missions to Afghanistan, Iraq, etc. This is completely false. The CIA has never heard of him.

Spends a lot of money, used to drive a BMW 850 while in Germany and always stayed at Hotel suites.

He offers women expensive gifts, generally gives laptops (HE KEYLOGS THEM!!! so he can track your every move!).

This LIAR, CHEATER and SEX ADDICT, GOT MARRIED to a woman in Canada, WHILE BEING STILL MARRIED to Mrs. Georgine Thomas (and possibly 3 or 4 OTHER WOMEN) with whom he lived in Texas.  They have since moved!

There’s also ANOTHER WIFE, called Marion, living in Germany, with whom he has two kids – Alina and Nathan.

He has other adult children, one of them Cindy who may be living in Texas and at least two grandsons in Germany.

This man's imagination is better than a Tom Clancy political thriller - but also PURE FICTION. He calls himself THE BLACK RIDER in his stories and he fantasizes about being a hero by cutting & pasting news stories about Al Queda to unsuspecting targets telling them he's involved in SPECIAL OPS.

He justifies his long absences by saying he's on "CIA special operations", or he is "deployed in Iraq." To some targets, he also says he is in Afhganistan.

The truth is that he goes from one wife/family or girlfriend to another. Georgine thinks he goes away on business for his company when he goes to stay with another wife. When he goes back to Georgine, the other wife thinks he is back in Iraq, and so on… or on a "secret mission"...

He takes explicit photos and makes porn videos with his targets, as well as asking some of his wives/ girlfriends to take sexual pictures & videos - saying they are personal, just for him (LOL) - and then may be sold by him to porn websites.

There are reasons to believe his brothers may be his accomplices, and also someone in Germany – he communicates with at least one woman named Isabel in Europe. What their relationship is, is anyone's guess.

He appears to be a SERIAL CON MAN WITH WIVES, GIRLFRIENDS AND POSSIBLE CRIMINAL ACTIVITIES IN MANY COUNTRIES.

It’s also suspected he was been deported from some country in Europe while he was active military.

He has a company “Thomas Special Services, LLC” at:
591417 Encino Park
San Antonio, TX 78259,
which appears to be a cover of possible criminal activity.
He also does business with Ecoquest International.

Nathan Thomas IS NOT A CIA operative. He is just a retired military and was the Chief of Housing in the 6th ASG during 2002/2004 and also dealt with private rentals in Southern Gemany.

If anyone has any information about this man, PLEASE COME FORWARD and help stop his predatory and criminal activities.

Thomas is aware that people are on to him and has been frantically cleaning his online activities, erasing things and has already closed some email addresses he used to communicate with his “wives” and other targets.  He has called or contacted some and threatened them saying that the "CIA is angry" with them.  These emails may not work:
Jandt4ever1960@aol.com
grizzlybear90604@aol.com
grizzlybear90604@yahoo.com
suntzu7734@aol.com

He uses several nicknames like Grizzlybear, Suntzu, DSZO, Bear, "T" or T_Bear (they may have slight variations as well)

IF YOU HAVE ANY INFORMATION WRITE TO: Cyberpaths@gmail.com and it will be passed along to law enforcement in the US, Canada and Europe.
 
 
   
 

My favorite quote
If you suffer your people to be ill-educated, and their manners corrupted from infancy, and then punish them for those crimes to which their first education disposed them, what else is to be concluded, sire, but that you first make thieves and then punish them?
 
 
 

   
NATHAN ERNEST BURL THOMAS, JR: A CALL FOR INFORMATION!
POSSIBLE BIGAMIST/ CON MAN ON THE RUN!!
A CALL FOR INFORMATION!


Nathan Ernest Burl Thomas Jr.
Male
Age : 53
Occupation : Retired Military (he may tell you he's CIA or Special Ops) and now does sales for a company called Ecoquest
Where he might be : Germany or Illinois or Texas USA or British Columbia or Quebec Canada
Business Website (WITH HIS PICTURE!)  CLICK HERE http://www.ecoquestintl.com/dealer_home/welcome.asp?Usr=nthnthom
Work # : ( 210 ) 380 - 1684

Some of his online nicknames:
Grizzlybear90604
Suntzu7734
Bear
DZSO
T_bear1952

Some of his possible email addresses: He has been cleaning his online activities and has already closed some email addresses he used to communicate to one of his “wives” and other targets: Jandt4ever1960@aol.com
grizzlybear90604@aol.com
grizzlybear90604@yahoo.com
suntzu7734@aol.com
t_bear1952@hotmail.com

Nathan Thomas, former Chief of Housing at the 6th ASG in Germany, is one of the biggest psychos and a criminal WHO MAY HAVE COMMITTED BIGAMY

Nathan Ernest Burl Thomas Jr, aka Nathan E B Thomas Jr., date of birth 03-DEC-1952, born in Arkansas, uses the online dating sites to find vulnerable women!

His MODUS OPERANDI is always the same:

He tells his targets he is a widower from a Puerto Rican woman called Felicia, who passed away of cancer some years ago - (we sell fake Kleenex for all those who have cried hearing this fake story) – and he will fake a strong sadness for this imaginary woman.

After some time, probably after meeting the target, he loves bomb his “woman target” and starts a torrid relationship. He flies to the “victim's” country or pays for his victims to fly to meet him as well. It’s a perfect romance copied from the best love story out there.

He acts like a gentleman, fakes ethics & religiousness, helps old ladies on the street, loves children, gives money to beggars!!!

You will NEVER see his "house" - he will always stay in a hotel with you.

As if that weren’t enough, Nathan Thomas also implies he is a CIA operative, and Special Ops. He will say he is a paratrooper who trains "his men" for missions to Afghanistan, Iraq, etc. This is completely false. The CIA has never heard of him.

Spends a lot of money, used to drive a BMW 850 while in Germany and always stays at Hotel suites.

He offers women expensive gifts, generally gives laptops (HE KEYLOGS THEM!!! so he can track your every move!).

This LIAR, CHEATER and SEX ADDICT, GOT MARRIED to a woman in Canada, WHILE BEING STILL MARRIED to Mrs. Georgine Thomas (and possibly 3 or 4 OTHER WOMEN) with whom he supposedly lives, in Texas.

There’s also a STRONG CHANCE THERE’S ANOTHER WIFE, called Marion, living in Germany, with whom he has two kids – Alina and Nathan.

He has other adult children, one of them Cindy who may be living in Texas and at least two grandsons in Germany.

This man's imagination is better than a Tom Clancy political thriller - but also PURE FICTION. He calls himself THE BLACK RIDER in his stories and he fantasizes about being a hero by cutting & pasting news stories about Al Queda to unsuspecting targets. He justifies his long absences by saying he's on "CIA special operations", or he is "deployed in Iraq." To some targets, he also says he is in Afhganistan.

The truth is that he goes from one wife/family or girlfriend to another. Georgine thinks he goes away on business for his company when he goes to stay with another wife. When he goes back to Georgine, the other wife thinks he is back in Iraq, and so on… or on a "secret mission"...

He takes explicit photos and makes porn videos with his targets, as well as asking some of his wives/ girlfriends to take sexual pictures & videos - saying they are personal, just for him (LOL) - that are probably sold by him to porn websites.

There are reasons to believe his brothers may be his accomplices, and also someone in Germany – he communicates with at least one woman named Isabel in Europe. What their relationship is, is anyone's guess.

He appears to be a SERIAL CON MAN WITH WIVES, GIRLFRIENDS AND POSSIBLE CRIMINAL ACTIVITIES IN MANY COUNTRIES.

It’s also likely he has already been deported from some country in Europe while he was active military.

He has a company “Thomas Special Services, LLC” at:
591417 Encino Park
San Antonio, TX 78259,
which appears to be a cover of possible criminal activity.
He also does business with Ecoquest International.

Nathan Thomas IS NOT A CIA operative. He is just a retired military and was the Chief of Housing in the 6th ASG during 2002/2004 and also dealt with private rentals in Southern Gemany. He current given address is San Antonio, TEXAS! (see above)

If anyone has any information about this man, PLEASE COME FORWARD and help stop his predatory and criminal activities.

Thomas is aware that people are on to him and has been frantically cleaning his online activities, erasing things and has already closed some email addresses he used to communicate with his “wives” and other targets. These may not work:
Jandt4ever1960@aol.com
grizzlybear90604@aol.com
grizzlybear90604@yahoo.com
suntzu7734@aol.com

He uses several nicknames like Grizzlybear, Suntzu, DSZO, Bear, "T" or T_Bear (they may have slight variations as well)

IF YOU HAVE ANY INFORMATION WRITE TO: Cyberpaths@gmail.com and it will be passed along to law enforcement.
 
 
   
 

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