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I need to get my ass to Wal-Mart but I figured I'd just type this first. Things that have been happening recently or whatever.
When I originally got my foot tattoo done, Brian told me to come back in three weeks to check up on it. So I did, and he told me it was going to be another two weeks for it to heal. SIDE OF THE FOOT TATTOOS NEVER HEAL. I mean, I know he warned me, but seriously, I thought three weeks was a long amount of time. lmfao so five weeks is for-fucking-ever.
And while my tattoo is in dire need of touch up, I think I'm going to hold off on it until the first week of September. If I get it done in a week and half, then I will be stuck in flip flops for Warped Tour. I can't wait until right after that, because then I have Green Day . . .and then Slayer/Manson . . .and then Crue Fest. All in August. I cannot be wearing flip flops in a pit. If I get the touch up the first week of September, there will have been roughly 4 weeks of healing before Blink-182, and (assuming it takes the same amount of time to heal) I think I can manage sneakers for one night.
Magen and I are going to see RENT on Tuesday at the Tampa Bay Performing Arts Center :] :] :] :] :] :] Adam Pascal and Anthony Rapp are reprising their roles as Roger and Mark :] Sooooooooo excited. While I have seen countless bootlegs of the performance (and the movie, of course), I have yet to actually see it live. And I get to see it live with Adam and Anthony <3 Soooooooooo amazing :]
I am off tomorrow. I always get what I want,and I didn't want to work on the 4th. Usually we close, but last year we stayed open because it was a Friday and Anthony was worried on missing out on lots of money. I was entirely determined to be off this year. Brent, however, assumed we were staying open and told Anthony he would open only if we closed early, and Anthony agreed. Mad at Brent, I asked him why the fuck he wanted the store open, and when he realized that we weren't going to be open until he had something, texted Ant to say "I DON'T WANT TO OPEN ON THE 4TH"
The very next day, while Anthony and Brent are working together, Anthony says, "Did Justine talk you out of it?"
lol so now Anthony keeps complaining that we are closed on the 4th and it is all my fault. IDGAF, Anthony. I am not fucking working.
(lol @ when he originally told me Brent was going to open, I made SUCH a huge deal: "UGH! I FUCKING HATE WHEN BRENT DOES THIS BECAUSE THEN I HAVE TO FUCKING WORK," all said loud and fast and WHINY AS FUCK.)
I may touch on this in more detail later, but I keep debating on whether or not I should go back to school in the fall. I could just forgo classes and apply for graduation. In the past, I have always taken a full 12 credit schedule (which is 4 classes in regular semesters and 2 classes in summer semesters). However, I only signed up for 3 classes this time around. While all 3 are classes I really want to take, I think that if I go back I am going to drop it down to 2. Today, that is the plan. We will see how long this lasts for.
Also, just because I want to mention this . . . when I was with Jen the other day, I mentioned how her "boyfriend" (they have been together since our sophomore year, but they have not technically been together for awhile now, even though they are still together. I think Jen calls herself the "pseudo girlfriend"? Or maybe it's they're technically still together even though they're not. Whatever.) had been hitting on me through MySpace . . . and I keep trying to ignore it, but it's annoying. Everytime the three of us are together he blatantly hits on me in front of her and I fucking hate it. Jen told me she tells him that he needs to stop because I don't like being hit on, but "He doesn't believe me! I keep telling him, I have known this girl since she was 11. I know she does not like being hit on!"
lol @ how I haven't changed since I was 11.
AND OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG MIKEY CUT OFF ALL HIS HAIR, I AM FUCKING HEARTBROKEN OMG OMG OMG OMG
He looks like he did when we first met 3 years ago, except much taller.
Speaking of 3 years, nearing the end of July will be my 3 year anniversary at the pizzeria! That's a big commitment for me!
I need to get my ass to Wal-Mart but I figured I'd just type this first. Things that have been happening recently or whatever.
When I originally got my foot tattoo done, Brian told me to come back in three weeks to check up on it. So I did, and he told me it was going to be another two weeks for it to heal. SIDE OF THE FOOT TATTOOS NEVER HEAL. I mean, I know he warned me, but seriously, I thought three weeks was a long amount of time. lmfao so five weeks is for-fucking-ever.
And while my tattoo is in dire need of touch up, I think I'm going to hold off on it until the first week of September. If I get it done in a week and half, then I will be stuck in flip flops for Warped Tour. I can't wait until right after that, because then I have Green Day . . .and then Slayer/Manson . . .and then Crue Fest. All in August. I cannot be wearing flip flops in a pit. If I get the touch up the first week of September, there will have been roughly 4 weeks of healing before Blink-182, and (assuming it takes the same amount of time to heal) I think I can manage sneakers for one night.
Magen and I are going to see RENT on Tuesday at the Tampa Bay Performing Arts Center :] :] :] :] :] :] Adam Pascal and Anthony Rapp are reprising their roles as Roger and Mark :] Sooooooooo excited. While I have seen countless bootlegs of the performance (and the movie, of course), I have yet to actually see it live. And I get to see it live with Adam and Anthony <3 Soooooooooo amazing :]
I am off tomorrow. I always get what I want,and I didn't want to work on the 4th. Usually we close, but last year we stayed open because it was a Friday and Anthony was worried on missing out on lots of money. I was entirely determined to be off this year. Brent, however, assumed we were staying open and told Anthony he would open only if we closed early, and Anthony agreed. Mad at Brent, I asked him why the fuck he wanted the store open, and when he realized that we weren't going to be open until he had something, texted Ant to say "I DON'T WANT TO OPEN ON THE 4TH"
The very next day, while Anthony and Brent are working together, Anthony says, "Did Justine talk you out of it?"
lol so now Anthony keeps complaining that we are closed on the 4th and it is all my fault. IDGAF, Anthony. I am not fucking working.
(lol @ when he originally told me Brent was going to open, I made SUCH a huge deal: "UGH! I FUCKING HATE WHEN BRENT DOES THIS BECAUSE THEN I HAVE TO FUCKING WORK," all said loud and fast and WHINY AS FUCK.)
I may touch on this in more detail later, but I keep debating on whether or not I should go back to school in the fall. I could just forgo classes and apply for graduation. In the past, I have always taken a full 12 credit schedule (which is 4 classes in regular semesters and 2 classes in summer semesters). However, I only signed up for 3 classes this time around. While all 3 are classes I really want to take, I think that if I go back I am going to drop it down to 2. Today, that is the plan. We will see how long this lasts for.
Also, just because I want to mention this . . . when I was with Jen the other day, I mentioned how her "boyfriend" (they have been together since our sophomore year, but they have not technically been together for awhile now, even though they are still together. I think Jen calls herself the "pseudo girlfriend"? Or maybe it's they're technically still together even though they're not. Whatever.) had been hitting on me through MySpace . . . and I keep trying to ignore it, but it's annoying. Everytime the three of us are together he blatantly hits on me in front of her and I fucking hate it. Jen told me she tells him that he needs to stop because I don't like being hit on, but "He doesn't believe me! I keep telling him, I have known this girl since she was 11. I know she does not like being hit on!"
lol @ how I haven't changed since I was 11.
AND OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG MIKEY CUT OFF ALL HIS HAIR, I AM FUCKING HEARTBROKEN OMG OMG OMG OMG
He looks like he did when we first met 3 years ago, except much taller.
Speaking of 3 years, nearing the end of July will be my 3 year anniversary at the pizzeria! That's a big commitment for me!
The momentous occasion that was yesterday.
First and foremost: hauntedwhisper, as of yesterday, is FIVE YEARS OLD. :] I love you, MindSay, and all the wonderful people of MindSay, of course :]
Secondly, as of yesterday, I have blogged every single day since August 4th. Now I shamelessly admit that some of these entries were *Steeni-only entries, and a portion of those "Just Me" entries were "hey I don't want to miss a day" or "SIKE" or "whooooaaaaa" but HEY. There are no gaps in my calendar :P Plus, I didn't want a *Steeni-overload in anyone's inbox! I AM CONSIDERATE.
THIRDLY, as of yesterday, I no longer only have one tattoo. I got my second tattoo done yesterday! You can see it in my profile picture, but you can also see it here:
Yes, I know I am a bad ass. You don't need to remind me. It's okay though, if you do want to remind me. I won't stop you.
Secondly, as of yesterday, I have blogged every single day since August 4th. Now I shamelessly admit that some of these entries were *Steeni-only entries, and a portion of those "Just Me" entries were "hey I don't want to miss a day" or "SIKE" or "whooooaaaaa" but HEY. There are no gaps in my calendar :P Plus, I didn't want a *Steeni-overload in anyone's inbox! I AM CONSIDERATE.
THIRDLY, as of yesterday, I no longer only have one tattoo. I got my second tattoo done yesterday! You can see it in my profile picture, but you can also see it here:
Yes, I know I am a bad ass. You don't need to remind me. It's okay though, if you do want to remind me. I won't stop you.
2008-in-Review.
I should call this a recap instead of a review, because I'm not really dissecting anything. I'm just summarizing.
Firstly though, I hope everyone has a happy and safe New Year <3
Everything is in chronological order but hardly sounds logical. A few names have been omitted at times to cover for the guilty. You can ask questions on the less straight-forward points or for clarification (as everything runs in to each other) but I'm not sure I'll answer them . . . publicly, anyway.
It's also not very interesting, but here we go:
January:
I wanted to make a salad for dinner and it upset my father. I found out some of my old friends from high school had a small party and didn't bother to invite me. One of our cats, Phil, almost died from a UTI, but we saved him. :] I had some psychotic moments. Enver made this, the most amazing thing ever. I had some of the same mental issues I still have. I started working seven nights a week again, for a bit. I was sick for forever and my mother, Magen, and Anthony all threatened me and told me I wasn't allowed to die. My favorite and I started getting back on track. I still used AIM to talk to Enver. <3 I had that one really weird and creepy Saturday night. I almost went through with something that would've been weird today. Homeboy almost ruined my friendship with Jill, but I barely knew him then. RENT announced its final Broadway show. :[ She started getting bad. I realized he was in my heart, but not like that. My mother turned 38 :] I took some quiz and rated my life as a 4.8 out of 10 . . . I'm taking that shit again. RIP HEATH LEDGER <3 I was a pussy little bitch. I fretted, but only a little. I always wanted it.
February:
I tried but he never showed, and it was alright. Mostly. I celebrated my four year blogversary <3 The Superbowl happened, and for the first time ever my family had some weird pre-game party. I hated my father a lot. Conveniently, it was his birthday. I was on my period every two weeks. "You just killed it." <3 I was a selfish little bitch. Everyone thought Matt and I were constantly having sex (we weren't ever). Seriously, February ALWAYS sucks for me. I fretted way way way more. I got my first blister on the inside of my lip from being too rough, lmao. I hated school (surprise, surprise). He fucking overdosed. "And when you fight with your dad tonight, don't yell back. Just listen." I guess I really really worried about her. But he didn't die. Brandon had a birthday this year and I didn't care, but I found out the other one was alright. Somewhere in this month I went back down to 6 nights a week.
March:
I purchased Taste of Chaos early enough to get the VIP. <3 Kris would've turned 19. They thought about breaking up, hah. I realized what I missed and what I loved about us. Bought myself something fun ;) I was upset about Matt leaving. I was stalked at Wal-Mart. We were amazing, and have only gotten better. RIP KRIS <3 Matt left :[ I took my first pregnancy test, though there were no signs at all that I should've been worried (it was negative, of course). FUCKING TASTE OF CHAOS <33333 I started working 7 nights a week again, and have been ever since. Matt visited :] I went to the Dali Museum :]
April:
I turned 19. I had fucking amazing birthday sex. I went all emo again afterward. Apparently, I had a sex dream about Mikey but I don't remember it at all, lmfao. I stressed over school. Dan caught us. SO EMBARRASSING. "I feel like we never even really knew her." Sex was just always a better idea than school. I seriously found "the one," but I pushed him out of my life because I couldn't deal with myself. Plus, it wasn't fair because of him. Bought pit tickets for Projekt Rev <3 Danity Kane's "Damaged" was just so damn addicting <3 It was his birthday and his girlfriend had his phone :X I hate April 28th, but shopping with Jill made it better.
May:
I still was all depressive and emo WTF. He chose me over her. We hired a new "phone girl," except she was like 50. It kept getting better. Jill thought I tried to fuck Brent and she was JEALOUS, lmao. I passed out on the road. Flobots <333 Nothing ruined that amazing feeling :] Until the next day, that is. They played Geri X on either Local Motion or Tasty Fresh, weird. I had a day off, after working 56 nights in a row. I was so mad at him for freaking out on her. Why was I freaking out so damn much all the fucking timeeee?
June:
Cas deleted her blog again and made me sad. :[ I was upset because I was dumb and felt like I didn't have real friends. I didn't mean to hate her, but she messed everything up (until it righted itself). I started being more open on Mindsay again, and I think that really helped :] I wrote something :O His abs cramped up. I always park in the same parking spot, then and now. I read an article that oral sex can cause throat cancer, lol. My eyebrows will never look bad again <3 This month was great, because I took action. I wanted to not be psychotic, so I made an effort to change. And it's worked (with the occasional snag ;)) :] More amazing nights that really haven't stopped <3 Kim moved to Massachusetts. I thought everything was going to change, and it ended up changing for the better! Matt visited again <3 Brent broke up with Autumn :O They broke up too, finally.
July:
I cut my hair! I hung out with Magen! I got a tattoo! I put my past behind me. I updated everything. At first I thought ours was a bad change, but no no no. I saw TJ :] I didn't "just show up" to his party, and I hated that. Rachel took off of work for her cramps, the pussy bitch. I blamed myself. I felt so guilty. I was finally usually happy. Mikey, Sami, Alex and I went to see THE DARK KNIGHT <33333 I started my walks. We began to plan Busch Gardens <3 Matt didn't believed that I missed him :[ Enver and I had our three year anniversary <3 I was hit on by an old friend and spent the entire night pretending I didn't notice. I discovered REPO! <333 "I want you so bad." This month was when everything began to get better <3
August:
PROJEKT REVOLUTION <3 I have yet to miss a day. Urges. I had this weird desire to get a Math degree. I was upset that Lou and Zack were friends, lol. That damn "Helloooooo" banner. Harry Potter was pushed back :[ :[ :[ I started alternating colors. My score went up ;) I waited for forever to buy my textbooks. "Hurricanes." He was in Miami. I wrote this amazing MindSay entry. :] "You're prettier than the beach." Begin Fall Semester. She always gets worse before she gets better. Sarah Palin entered our lives.
September:
I worked on Labor Day because I begged Ant to keep the store open. Busch Gardens with the Soulmate <3 HOLLYWOOD UNDEAD in my mail <33 Gross McCain propaganda in my house. I did not watch the VMAs, and neither did she. I just wanted you to be happy. Holding hands or whatever. I started trying. Matt's birthday. Jill's birthday. Her arrest, oh man. Susie's battery died. :[ But she was fixed! Jenny moved to Orlando, and I was a little jealous. I worried about you. Professor Long died and I had to stop talking shit about him. I went to a synagogue. "How old are you girls?" She came back and he told me she would never leave. I didn't want her to take it back. "Jockin' Jay-Z" <333 It was a year since it started. She left. HOLLYWOOD UNDEAD <333 I MET THEM YES I DID <333 Mikey was arrested for the first time. She came back for good. My confessional Ethics paper.
October:
Enver's accidental awkward phone call ;) My half-birthday! I freaked out when he picked me up. We happened again. I still think she's too strong to die. My fucking laptop >:[ I wrote Ronnie's order wrong. Skipped school to by NBT8 tickets, but it wasn't even working. My CD player stopped working. Autumn thought Brent cheated on her with me. Womanizer video <3 Klik <3 Overall bar nights <3 That comment from Dirty Black Halo <3 I smiled at a blind man. Go Rays :] RISE AGAINST, for the third time <3 "You're probably starving yourself." Devil's Gift <3 I talked so much shit but I meant every word. OTEPOTEPOTEPOTEP. I voted! I got my laptop back but it was still fucked up. Pink wig <333 and Matt visited <333 and I skipped out on Brent's Halloween party.
November:
Brent thought he was moving to Tennessee. Enver was in Macedonia. The election ruined my relationship with my mother and I have yet to repair it completely (I don't want to). "My president is black." Mikey's dad asked me out on a date, lmao. PAPERS PAPERS PAPERS. I think she knows. My new Sony Vaio <3 Raises <3 His second arrest, haha. We hung out at school, lol. I dressed up just to visit, haha. I stopped look like me. Lou had to have his whole toenail removed, haha. I made that trust list twice without realizing it. THANKSGIVING <333 We all started talking again, temporarily. I found out REPO was coming to Tampa <3 Lou took home our puppy :]
December:
My make-up served as a reminder. The second. She lost her authority. I was happy. Procrastinationnnnnnnnnnnnn. I lost my voice for days. I told him. My grandmother got married. Sami had to spend the night because she didn't trust us. Next Big Thing 8!!!!!!! :-* I SAW REPO I SAW REPO I SAW REPO <3 End of the semester <3 RIP BETTIE PAGE <3 A car was bought for my brother, and so were all the subsequent repairs. I turned down the bonfire, and I sincerely regretted it. But I loved the Christmas Party <3 And Magen took my photobooth virginity the next day ;) Also, amazing chicken salad sandwiches <3 I was Brent's beer pong partner, but I was sober. My grandparents visited and seriously overstayed their welcome. haha. That message from Angie <3 Matt visited and he is MOVING BACK yayyy. Christmas <3 "Man I love this girl! She's so sweet!" My brother brought Zack over :] My jaw has been killing me for days. After a year of promises I finally printed out pictures. And I am stuffed from New Year's Eve dinner :[
I guess the first half of 2008 sucked but I have been generally really happy for the latter half. :] My plan is to continue this happiness well into 2009 and for the rest of my little life ;) I only wish all of you the same happiness and more as we venture on in to a new year :]
A few of my 2009 Resolutions:
- Sincerely consider shoretening my work schedule down to six days.
- Not signing up for summer semester!
- Focus on writing and creating.
- Make new amazing friends and/or seriously strenghten my ties to the old ones.
- Remember that I do have time.
Firstly though, I hope everyone has a happy and safe New Year <3
Everything is in chronological order but hardly sounds logical. A few names have been omitted at times to cover for the guilty. You can ask questions on the less straight-forward points or for clarification (as everything runs in to each other) but I'm not sure I'll answer them . . . publicly, anyway.
It's also not very interesting, but here we go:
January:
I wanted to make a salad for dinner and it upset my father. I found out some of my old friends from high school had a small party and didn't bother to invite me. One of our cats, Phil, almost died from a UTI, but we saved him. :] I had some psychotic moments. Enver made this, the most amazing thing ever. I had some of the same mental issues I still have. I started working seven nights a week again, for a bit. I was sick for forever and my mother, Magen, and Anthony all threatened me and told me I wasn't allowed to die. My favorite and I started getting back on track. I still used AIM to talk to Enver. <3 I had that one really weird and creepy Saturday night. I almost went through with something that would've been weird today. Homeboy almost ruined my friendship with Jill, but I barely knew him then. RENT announced its final Broadway show. :[ She started getting bad. I realized he was in my heart, but not like that. My mother turned 38 :] I took some quiz and rated my life as a 4.8 out of 10 . . . I'm taking that shit again. RIP HEATH LEDGER <3 I was a pussy little bitch. I fretted, but only a little. I always wanted it.
February:
I tried but he never showed, and it was alright. Mostly. I celebrated my four year blogversary <3 The Superbowl happened, and for the first time ever my family had some weird pre-game party. I hated my father a lot. Conveniently, it was his birthday. I was on my period every two weeks. "You just killed it." <3 I was a selfish little bitch. Everyone thought Matt and I were constantly having sex (we weren't ever). Seriously, February ALWAYS sucks for me. I fretted way way way more. I got my first blister on the inside of my lip from being too rough, lmao. I hated school (surprise, surprise). He fucking overdosed. "And when you fight with your dad tonight, don't yell back. Just listen." I guess I really really worried about her. But he didn't die. Brandon had a birthday this year and I didn't care, but I found out the other one was alright. Somewhere in this month I went back down to 6 nights a week.
March:
I purchased Taste of Chaos early enough to get the VIP. <3 Kris would've turned 19. They thought about breaking up, hah. I realized what I missed and what I loved about us. Bought myself something fun ;) I was upset about Matt leaving. I was stalked at Wal-Mart. We were amazing, and have only gotten better. RIP KRIS <3 Matt left :[ I took my first pregnancy test, though there were no signs at all that I should've been worried (it was negative, of course). FUCKING TASTE OF CHAOS <33333 I started working 7 nights a week again, and have been ever since. Matt visited :] I went to the Dali Museum :]
April:
I turned 19. I had fucking amazing birthday sex. I went all emo again afterward. Apparently, I had a sex dream about Mikey but I don't remember it at all, lmfao. I stressed over school. Dan caught us. SO EMBARRASSING. "I feel like we never even really knew her." Sex was just always a better idea than school. I seriously found "the one," but I pushed him out of my life because I couldn't deal with myself. Plus, it wasn't fair because of him. Bought pit tickets for Projekt Rev <3 Danity Kane's "Damaged" was just so damn addicting <3 It was his birthday and his girlfriend had his phone :X I hate April 28th, but shopping with Jill made it better.
May:
I still was all depressive and emo WTF. He chose me over her. We hired a new "phone girl," except she was like 50. It kept getting better. Jill thought I tried to fuck Brent and she was JEALOUS, lmao. I passed out on the road. Flobots <333 Nothing ruined that amazing feeling :] Until the next day, that is. They played Geri X on either Local Motion or Tasty Fresh, weird. I had a day off, after working 56 nights in a row. I was so mad at him for freaking out on her. Why was I freaking out so damn much all the fucking timeeee?
June:
Cas deleted her blog again and made me sad. :[ I was upset because I was dumb and felt like I didn't have real friends. I didn't mean to hate her, but she messed everything up (until it righted itself). I started being more open on Mindsay again, and I think that really helped :] I wrote something :O His abs cramped up. I always park in the same parking spot, then and now. I read an article that oral sex can cause throat cancer, lol. My eyebrows will never look bad again <3 This month was great, because I took action. I wanted to not be psychotic, so I made an effort to change. And it's worked (with the occasional snag ;)) :] More amazing nights that really haven't stopped <3 Kim moved to Massachusetts. I thought everything was going to change, and it ended up changing for the better! Matt visited again <3 Brent broke up with Autumn :O They broke up too, finally.
July:
I cut my hair! I hung out with Magen! I got a tattoo! I put my past behind me. I updated everything. At first I thought ours was a bad change, but no no no. I saw TJ :] I didn't "just show up" to his party, and I hated that. Rachel took off of work for her cramps, the pussy bitch. I blamed myself. I felt so guilty. I was finally usually happy. Mikey, Sami, Alex and I went to see THE DARK KNIGHT <33333 I started my walks. We began to plan Busch Gardens <3 Matt didn't believed that I missed him :[ Enver and I had our three year anniversary <3 I was hit on by an old friend and spent the entire night pretending I didn't notice. I discovered REPO! <333 "I want you so bad." This month was when everything began to get better <3
August:
PROJEKT REVOLUTION <3 I have yet to miss a day. Urges. I had this weird desire to get a Math degree. I was upset that Lou and Zack were friends, lol. That damn "Helloooooo" banner. Harry Potter was pushed back :[ :[ :[ I started alternating colors. My score went up ;) I waited for forever to buy my textbooks. "Hurricanes." He was in Miami. I wrote this amazing MindSay entry. :] "You're prettier than the beach." Begin Fall Semester. She always gets worse before she gets better. Sarah Palin entered our lives.
September:
I worked on Labor Day because I begged Ant to keep the store open. Busch Gardens with the Soulmate <3 HOLLYWOOD UNDEAD in my mail <33 Gross McCain propaganda in my house. I did not watch the VMAs, and neither did she. I just wanted you to be happy. Holding hands or whatever. I started trying. Matt's birthday. Jill's birthday. Her arrest, oh man. Susie's battery died. :[ But she was fixed! Jenny moved to Orlando, and I was a little jealous. I worried about you. Professor Long died and I had to stop talking shit about him. I went to a synagogue. "How old are you girls?" She came back and he told me she would never leave. I didn't want her to take it back. "Jockin' Jay-Z" <333 It was a year since it started. She left. HOLLYWOOD UNDEAD <333 I MET THEM YES I DID <333 Mikey was arrested for the first time. She came back for good. My confessional Ethics paper.
October:
Enver's accidental awkward phone call ;) My half-birthday! I freaked out when he picked me up. We happened again. I still think she's too strong to die. My fucking laptop >:[ I wrote Ronnie's order wrong. Skipped school to by NBT8 tickets, but it wasn't even working. My CD player stopped working. Autumn thought Brent cheated on her with me. Womanizer video <3 Klik <3 Overall bar nights <3 That comment from Dirty Black Halo <3 I smiled at a blind man. Go Rays :] RISE AGAINST, for the third time <3 "You're probably starving yourself." Devil's Gift <3 I talked so much shit but I meant every word. OTEPOTEPOTEPOTEP. I voted! I got my laptop back but it was still fucked up. Pink wig <333 and Matt visited <333 and I skipped out on Brent's Halloween party.
November:
Brent thought he was moving to Tennessee. Enver was in Macedonia. The election ruined my relationship with my mother and I have yet to repair it completely (I don't want to). "My president is black." Mikey's dad asked me out on a date, lmao. PAPERS PAPERS PAPERS. I think she knows. My new Sony Vaio <3 Raises <3 His second arrest, haha. We hung out at school, lol. I dressed up just to visit, haha. I stopped look like me. Lou had to have his whole toenail removed, haha. I made that trust list twice without realizing it. THANKSGIVING <333 We all started talking again, temporarily. I found out REPO was coming to Tampa <3 Lou took home our puppy :]
December:
My make-up served as a reminder. The second. She lost her authority. I was happy. Procrastinationnnnnnnnnnnnn. I lost my voice for days. I told him. My grandmother got married. Sami had to spend the night because she didn't trust us. Next Big Thing 8!!!!!!! :-* I SAW REPO I SAW REPO I SAW REPO <3 End of the semester <3 RIP BETTIE PAGE <3 A car was bought for my brother, and so were all the subsequent repairs. I turned down the bonfire, and I sincerely regretted it. But I loved the Christmas Party <3 And Magen took my photobooth virginity the next day ;) Also, amazing chicken salad sandwiches <3 I was Brent's beer pong partner, but I was sober. My grandparents visited and seriously overstayed their welcome. haha. That message from Angie <3 Matt visited and he is MOVING BACK yayyy. Christmas <3 "Man I love this girl! She's so sweet!" My brother brought Zack over :] My jaw has been killing me for days. After a year of promises I finally printed out pictures. And I am stuffed from New Year's Eve dinner :[
I guess the first half of 2008 sucked but I have been generally really happy for the latter half. :] My plan is to continue this happiness well into 2009 and for the rest of my little life ;) I only wish all of you the same happiness and more as we venture on in to a new year :]
A few of my 2009 Resolutions:
- Sincerely consider shoretening my work schedule down to six days.
- Not signing up for summer semester!
- Focus on writing and creating.
- Make new amazing friends and/or seriously strenghten my ties to the old ones.
- Remember that I do have time.
Thrice is key.
Thanks to Cas, I now have the desire to learn French.
Also, thanks to Cas, I have updated my blog for a third time today, something that rarely ever happens.
You may all thank Cas for my lovely username appearing in your inbox for the third time tonight.
And you may thank her for this quote:
"When you fight a ridiculous argument long enough you always win."
Also, thanks to Cas, I have updated my blog for a third time today, something that rarely ever happens.
You may all thank Cas for my lovely username appearing in your inbox for the third time tonight.
And you may thank her for this quote:
"When you fight a ridiculous argument long enough you always win."
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Re: I almost didn't - ugh orlando is soooooooooo far away (lol 2 hours)
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