The Long Road @ MindSay

I know that life just isn't fair sometimes. I also know that if you want something, you have to make it happen. Nothing that is worth having comes without a fight.

 

Yes, I am still trying to get over her, dammit!

 

Tell me something, how does it happen someone tells you they love you for 3 years and one day, its over? What happened to that love? Where did it go?

 

Funny thing, seems the music in my life always fits what is going on in my life, always fits my mood. I mean like even playing on the radio, of course music I play fits, because I pick it, lol. I like most music, I can listen and enjoy almost anything, from Rob Zombie,metalocalypse to Garth Brooks and shania twain, lol.

 

What played on the radio yesterday that was so fitting, Here I go again by Whitesnake. I am on a training course right now, 4 hours from home, and I had to drive here, on a long road I have been on many times before to. Just like my life, I use to travel this road with the help of others, then one day I had to strike out and travel it alone. It was scary, but I made it to where I had to go. I had to travel this road many more times since then but it never gets any easier. I have learnt alot along the way though. Take your time, take things slow and be safe. You can never trust the other drivers. Or the other people in the case of my life. So, this is what it comes down to I guess, I am losing faith in people.

 

I don't think it is so much losing this girl as it is just being alone again, I knew our relationship was in trouble for sometime, just seems I am going down this road alot.

 

Anyway, I am tired and going back to sleep.

The way the sunlight really feels
Burning through the longest afternoon
Slowly passing time demands
All that seems that I can stand
Silver wings can't get me there to soon...

Another day on this long road to where I know not. Looking back at where I've been is a somewhat strange thing to behold. If I had known how much my previous job had affected me in a negative way, I would've jumped ship long before I was asked to disembark. One never truly perceives how bad a situation is until one is far removed from it. The entire experience was much like a cancer that slowly but surely consumes the soul. At first one feels that the situation is not so bad and that it can be managed on one's own. But it only grows and grows until it reaches a point where it must be cut out or lest the soul shall die...

I am so very grateful that my salvation was forced upon me for I do not feel that I had the strength left to do it on my own. But such is the way my life has been, when in doubt something will happen. When faced with a fork in the road, just keep walking and there you shall be. For even if it is decided not to decide, a decision has been made. And I just keep walking all the while...

Now let's fast-forward three days, for this has become a long drawn out process - this Blog thang. An interesting thing it is that I call my life. I went hiking in the mountains - technically it was in the valleys for it consisted of hiking parallel to a river. The hike was good, good for the soul. And when it was all done on the drive home, I was behind a truck that I can assume was used for off-road excursions. And there it was, a sign. Of all the vehicles that were on all the roads that I traveled on that day, I had to be directly behind this particular truck at this particular time. And if I hadn't been directly behind it, I would've never noticed the words that were about one inch high and faded so the brown paint of the body showed through the white letters. And there it was before me, "NOT ALL WHO WANDER ARE LOST..." With the way in which my brain operates, it set off a flood of thoughts that went from the absurd to the sublime to concrete realization that yes this is the truth...

And so I wonder and wonder through my existence, and I know that I'm never lost for here I am and so shall I remain...

This is the Word of the AntiCrust...

Praise be ye who Read the Word for ye are Blessed amongst humans...

"So save your prayers
For when your really gonna need 'em..."

And so it came to pass that another week went by far too fast for any fun stuff to happen. I think that there should really be at a minimum of three hours added to each and every day during the week with an additional three hours per day on top of the original three hours added to the length of all days that happen to fall on the weekends and holidays...

This is what I want and I want it now, dammit! Is it really so much to ask of the big ole spinny orb thing that I'm riding around upon through the universe?
 
Tell me and tell me now for this is the bit of knowledge for which I seek at this point in time that is far too short for my liking...

Other than that there really ain't that much happening in this here neck o' the woods except for the fact that at this moment the Home Office has a new T-shirt in development that will be released soon as soon as the graphics meet the high standards that I have placed upon myself for the creation of such graphics...

Or sumpin' though I'm not exactly sure what that may be though it may have something to do with the fact that there are not enough hours in the day to accomplish all that needs to be accomplished at this point in the writing of this mailing thingie...

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Wanna go for a ride?"

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