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Kitsune no Tora

Drinking: Water
Listening to: iTunes on shuffle
Talking to: Well, I WAS talking to Taylor...
Excited for: YOUMACON!! <3 and NaNoWriMo
Depressed about: Failing my calculus test this morning
Doing: Packing for Youmacon~

This morning suuuuuuucked. I failed my calculus exam. ;3; I just couldn't do most of it. I really think I need some help in it. ^^; I'd go to the student advisor for the class, but he's only around in the morning before class, and there's just no way I can get there that early. I just don't want to. So I'll have to go to the ASC and find a tutor, I guess...

So.... recap! Sunday, my friend Andi and I went to a haunted house--the Realm of Darkness out in Pontiac. It was a lot of fun~ I didn't really get scared that often, but that was probably mostly because Andi was clinging to my arm and she went first through everything. XD I only got scared twice or so, once when they blew air at us after we walked into a completely pitch black room, and another time when Andi screamed. XD And maybe once when someone jumped out at us, I dunno.

We failed at all the riddles and trivia, though, so we didn't get to meet the Wizard and collect prizes. :( We'll have to do a better job next year~

Apparently one of our forumers at ALoP has the Swine Flu. D8 Chiharu claims she has had it for the past three days... I'm sure she'll be fine, but that would be the first person I know who has contracted it. Since I'm going to be around fifty-bazillion people in a closed space during the con this weekend, my aunt insisted she buy me a bottle of hand sanitizer, and I try out those medicines that are supposed to prevent you from getting sick. I forgot to buy them, though. XD;; I still hope I don't get sick with anything, that would suck. Last year I lucked out, but this year I'm staying at the hotel so I have a higher chance of having prolonged contact with potentially sick people... ewww con funk. D:

Yesterday I had my midterm in Short-Stories and Novels. I dunno how I did... I don't think I did extremely well, because I had a hard time with the essay questions, but I hope I did at least decently. It won't do to fail two classes this semester (the other one likely being Calculus). :(

YOUMACON STARTS TOMORROW!!! <333 Today I have a bunch of stuff I need to do (one important thing I still have not done yet...) and then I'll finish up those things and go pick up Andi.

Today I had to:
Clean out my car
Start packing my suitcase--still have to do that
Buy drinks and snacks
Start packing the cooler
Begin packing the car
and charge my DS/rearrange my game case for games I might actually PLAY.

Tomorrow I have to:

Make sandwiches
Finish packing cooler
Finish packing suitcase
Finish packing the car
Organize online things

And then a little before 2 I have to pick up Andi from her class at school. We'll then be coming back to my house, watching Silent Hill (yay Pyramidhead~), and then we'll head off for EPIC FUN TIEMS in Dearborn!

I'm so fucking excited. 8DDDDDDD <33333

I have a big huge list of individual things I have to remember--like my medicine and the batteries for my camera, which I am 60% likely to forget on my own--so hopefully I won't forget anything. XD

NaNoWriMo also starts Sunday~ I'm not so sure I'm going to be doing Precious Wingbeats anymore. It kinda lost the NEW SHINY STORY spark, and I've realized there's a shitload of plotholes and things that don't quite make sense. So I dunno what I'm going to do... I might do Lifeless, but that already has the first chapter written and finished... I could just continue and not count the first chapter in my count, though. I really really should get that story done, I have the whole thing plotted out with lots of scenes to do, so I know I could easily get 50K out of it, and it has been sitting around since March-ish. Might as well use NaNo for a crash-course in getting the story out, yes? :3

I don't know. We'll see. I'll have to decide soon, though, I'm already going to get a bad start because of Youmacon.

I've got to start packing and then go to class, so this is all I can say for now. Goodnight, digital abyss~
 
 
   
 

Ummm... yeah?
Kitsune no Tora

Playing: Jak and Daxter, Guitar Hero
Wants: School to be over, sleep
Body: OVERHEATING ARGH WHY IS IT SO HOT
Writing: My RF2 yaoi longfic and a little oneshot that popped into my head.... if only I could get motivated and inspired enough to work on them seriously.
Should be doing: Researching my paper and studing for my test

Kitsune no Tora is feeling: overwhelmed, tired

Uwoooooh. Yeah. Didn't I say a few blogs back that I wouldn't leave this alone for so long again?

And it has been what, a month since I last touched this? ^^;;;

BAD LISA D8

So... updates, updates.... I had a blank blog just sitting here saved from back in mid-May, so I would assume that that blog was to talk about our new pets. My mom was really missing Jasper after he got squashed, so she had been looking around for shelters to get a new cat or a dog. After that was unsuccessful (the only shelter we could find was a good hour away by car) she turned to the paper. Somewhere around the 17th she found an ad for standard poodle puppies.

We ended up getting a black one, he was about 4 months at the time. His name is Barney, short for Bernard. I went with her to go get him. They were being bred by this little old lady, so they were largely unsocialized and very. VERY. stinky. AND NOT HOUSETRAINED. HE IS STILL NOT HOUSETRAINED. HE CANNOT COMPREHEND THAT THE HOUSE IS NOT A TOILET.

And poodles are supposed to be smart...

Anyway, when he got him, of course the news went straight to the forum. Taylor was uber excited, rofl. XD I asked them for name ideas, because none that we came up with we liked. Taylor insisted on Morgan Freeman (ROFLLL), and thus that became his forum name. I told my mom and sister and they looked at me strange and shot it down immediately. XD In the end it was my mom's decision to name him Barney. I hate it, but he is HER dog. I don't like him much anyway. He's stinky and slobbery and messy. And pees on the carpet. Ick. Amusingly, he's afraid of Pat, my mom's drunkard boyfriend. I guess maybe he had some bad experiences with grown men as a puppy? He's slightly scared of Joey, my brother, but not as much as Pat. And he's around  him more than he is any of us, sans Mom... W/e.

The next day after we got Barney, my mom saw another ad, this time for Ragdoll kittens. She has wanted one of THOSE for like, forever, ever since Jasper died. So of course she jumped on the ad. He was $400. FOUR. HUNDRED. DOLLARS. For a fuzzy little animal weighing a little over a pound. How fucking ridiculous is that? But my mom insisted on it, and my brother and sister really wanted him too. The three of us (my sister, brother and I) split most of it, and my mom paid for the rest and the cat littler/food. I didn't want to spend that much on an animal when we could get a perfectly good cat at some shelter for a quarter of that amount, but they eventually guilted me into it. Taylor helped their points too. :/ She freaked over the cat, rofl. XDD She kept telling me to get it, and I eventually just gave in and forked over my money. ;__;

I wanted to go when they went to get the cat, but my mom flat our refused to let me go and took my sister with her. That was sooooo annoying. I was the one that didn't want to get it, at least let me know that my money will be spent getting one that I want! I asked for one with a black nose and blue eyes, if they had one. BECAUSE THOSE ARE SO ADORABLE EEEE 8DD

Apparently all the ones with that coloring were scratchy and clingy. So the one they got is only one color, and one akin to what natural sugar looks like: Almost cream colored, but slightly brown. Kinda like khaki, but lighter. He's cute and all.

Of course, I mentioned this to the forum. Mima got all excited, and when I asked them all for name ideas, she came up with Fubacu. ROFL. Apparently it's short for "fuzzy ball of cute," and he is henceforth known as Fubacu on the forum.

Again, that was shot down immediately, no surprise there. My sister went on this cat names website to look for names, and discovered "Edward Scissorpaws." HOW FUCKING EPIC IS THAT. XDDD I demanded that be his name, but everyone refused. ;_; We were so bad at coming up with names that my mom just ended up calling him "Squirt," and it stuck. I don't mind it, and it does fit him, but I don't like it much.

He's cute and cuddly and soft, but he's such a BITCH when he's hyper. He attacks everything that moves, tries to demolish my skin (he likes to bite and scratch your hands when he's hyper) and my laptop cords, and gets into everything. DX I like him better than the dog, though, at least he has some good points. XDD

.....ROFLLLLLLL. I just looked up at the tags bar. One of the suggested tags are "fucking gay mom." HOW FUCKING HILARIOUS IS THAT? XDDDDD *is dying with laughter* And where did I mention anything being gay?

Umm... what else did I have to say....

School is a bitch... I have a big trig test I'm NOT READY FOR AT ALL tomorrow morning, and a paper due Thursday for Humanities that I have no idea at all how to even begin researching, which I was supposed to have started about a month ago. And it's 1/3 of my grade. Yeah.............. not good.

At least school will be out in two weeks. Stupid summer classes. Never doing that again. You have to cover and learn the same amount of material as a 15 week class in 7.5 weeks. NEVER AGAIN. TOO MUCH PRESSURE AND WORK FOR  THE SUMMER.

I need a new job though. Since I won't have any classes for the Summer II term, I lose my work-study job then. So I have two weeks to come up with a new job. There's the Burger King a few miles away, but I dunno if I want to work there... but I guess it's better than nothing. A lot of my friends have been having trouble getting jobs. Some didn't get any at all. I'm really worried. My car is out of gas and I'm losing my paycheck. DX

...Oh yeah, I got my car since the last time I posted. It was my uncle's, but he got a new one and said I could have his old one.

I spent the entire day after I got it cleaning it. It STANK SO BAD. UGH. Like old fast food and cigarettes. Now it smells like Febreze and Lysol, rofl. XD It's an old rusted out blue '97 Chevrolet Venture. IT COSTS SO MUCH FOR GAS, THE STUPID THING. I don't need a freaking minivan, I'm the only one in it 99% of the time. I just filled it up halfway about two weeks ago, and I only drive about a mile and a half to school and back maybe 6 times a week. AND IT'S ALMOST EMPTY AGAIN. Stupid thing. :P Gas is too expensive and I don't have a good enough paycheck for it.

But it's a car, and it runs (albeit probably not for very long, it has over 250,000 miles on it), so that's good enough for me, I guess. It still needs a name, though. I wonder what I should name it...

Uwoh, it's like almost 1:00 am. DX I need to study some and go to bed, I have class at 9:30. Further updates soon, hopefully? I know I had more to say, but I really don't remember what it was at the moment. XD;;

Goodnight, digital abyss.
 
 
 

   
Tests and Exams
We are having an informal-exam-week. What that means is, that instead of actually having a real exam week, we have all our tests cramped into 2 weeks and on top of that we have lessons. So, for instance next week, i have tests everyday from Tuesday-Friday. And on top of that there is homework, projects, and essays.

Do you see anything wrong with this? Well I do! For a person who gets migraines from stress (like me) these 2 weeks are a hell-hole! I have been having headaches every single day. And they send me home, and then i miss lessons. How can I, or anyone else for that matter, study for 4 tests at the same time while having everything else to do too? It's unhumaine.

And quess what the teachers say about it? "It's not our problem." THE HELL IT ISN'T!
They are the ones who should make shure that we learn the best we can. Or that's what they were supposed to do before.

So, all I'm asking is to have an exam-week (or 2), so that we can fully concentrate on our tests and not other stuff.
 
 
   
 

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Not too much to say today. Although, my bed is now officially a place where I don't like to go because people that have left me with unfortunate memories invade my head with their spoken words that they have spat at me. Memories that I don't really WANT to remember reappear when I'm lying in my bed, hugging my pillows. I'm going to try to refrain from sleeping again today, but I'm doubting that I'll stick to my word. Sometimes I often wonder if the memories of emotional abuse from that abusive relationship will ever leave me alone... Maybe it's just something that's apart of the aftermath. I do not know.

The idea of a life story is still in my head. I'm a little intimidated to ask my parents, especially mom, for information that I don't. I'm not sure if she'll give it to me, for my "own sake", let's say. I feel that she's been keeping small secrets from me my whole life so I wouldn't be any more "emotionally damaged". Not only do I have my teen years and self-esteem to push by and get a grip of, but I also have my "disability" that I have to overcome somehow. Some days I have, some days it crushes my dreams for my future.

But anyway. Like I said, there isn't much to say about today. My day was good, though.
Becca's parents are threatening divorce once more, and she kept resting her head on my shoulder this morning once I met up with my buddies. Apparently, her father thinks his wife is having an affair or something - even though Becca knows either of them would cheat on each other, and she claims that they were arguing for six or seven hours last night. Her father keeps asking her what parent she would like to be with once the "divorce ensues", and I can tell that she's just completley torn. If I do say so myself, that's emotional abuse... I'm gonna try to do all that I can to be there for her, though. That's what friends are for, right?

I have to study for a History test, AND a Computers test - so I'm slightly anxious about them; especially the Computers one. But I'm sure I'll pull through. We get our course selection/option sheets tomorrow, and I'm still stuck on what I'm going to choose. Arrgh!! XD

I've also discovered that Hamlet...isn't really interesting me. It's actually kinda boring. (Okay, don't give me "Shakespeare is the most boring thing ever" speech...) But I'm gonna continue reading. Who knows, sometimes it takes a while for somebody to get into a book, right? If all else fails, and the writing project I planned for it doesn't arrive, then I guess I'll just do something with R&J, I suppose - in dedication to a friend of mine online who likes it, too. :) But I'm going to try and stick to my original plans.

I really feel like I need to get back into writing fiction again, like I used to. I've just been so dang busy and kind of stumped. XD But anyway, I'm gonna go and study now. :)

Toodlez! :D
 
 
 

   
Rant City

I'm in a terrible and awesome mood all at the same time.
...as odd as it sounds.

I have this huge test coming up in a couple of weeks. Really stressed out about... it's rather important. I just can't get motivated to study. And I have been doing so well in school this semester... ugh.


On the plus side, I saw a very good friend that I have not seen in a while. He went on a mission trip to China this past summer and told me all about it. It makes me want to go on a mission trip rather badly, you know just to see how fortunate I am... He said most of the people he met had absolutely nothing and were so happy...

 

Why must we Americans be so ungreatful for what we have when most people out in the world have barely a place to cover their heads? It makes no sense! And the greatest thing of all is I ask the question yet I am such a typical American. The whole concept of this Recession we are having just goes right over my head. I have a wide variety of food to eat, a rather expensive computer to use, and a comfortable bed to sleep on each night... if I want something I will probably buy it, if not now, soon enough. We waste money on everything.

       For example, college football coaches in the South have a salary of MILLIONS (one coach gets $6.2 million a year!!) while students who can no longer afford school are DROPPING OUT, right under their noses and they obviously don't even care. Price has no limits to those who care for nothing except their worth or their appearance or what kind of moronic football team they have

      I felt the same way  ... until last Tuesday when I went to volunteer for a Thanksgiving dinner that was being held for the homeless and poor ... we fed 6,000+ people throughout the day. Some of them, it was the first meal they had had in days... and yet I am careless about what I spend day in and out.

 

Well there's my usual rant...

 

 

Sweet Dreams to all,

Aria  

 

 

 
 
   
 

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