This entry is a follow up and continuation of my previous entry of the same title. Okay, Chris has always told me that I could live with him and go to school no problem, last night we started talking about it more seriously, though. It really doesn't seem like a bad idea, I mean, if I go to tech school there for a year and a half more, it wouldn't as up to 1/4 of the cost of attending Clemson for one year. Plus, it's tech school, so it'll prolly be easy peasy. I mean, if I live with Chris, although I'll be away from family unfortunately, I'll be setting the foundation for another and furthering my education still in an environment that would probably be better for me healthwise.(I have a heart defect that makes infections, from sore throat etc, that enter my bloodstream potentially fatal) It was so cute that, because winters up there are REALLY rough, he said he'd warm up the truck for me every morning, and always keep the house warm. Added bonuses are his family, who seem like the sweetest people ever, a car to drive back and forth to school and work, a house to make into a home, and did I even mention that Chris cooks?. To a college student who's been surviving for a month on Ramen and Easy Mac, that makes me want to move, period. So, after talking to the love of my life, my mother called. I introduced the fact that I really did not want to come back to Aiken, even if things didn't work out here at Clemson. She initially said that I stood the chance of being cut off, but she wasn't totally against it. I don't think that by "cut-off" she meant from her. Then she mentioned how my little brother won't leave my bed, and always says how much he misses me. I am still pretty clueless about what to do academically, but my main two friends here at Clemson, one won't be back until January, and I'm not sure the other still is my friend. So, Clemson is looking less and less optimal everyday.
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