Tan @ MindSay

Oh wow. What do you say to that?

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Gorgeous wonderful incredible.
Today's weather was pretty much the best thing in the world, next to Shirley Temples and color changing nail polish.
Also, there are times when I truly, genuinely, love Mr. D. Don't get all creepy on me. I'm just so glad we could "chillax" today. I sat outside and did math and was genuinely happy. Then, to sweeten the deal, I got a pre-tan. (That means if the weather keeps up I'll be officially tan in 3 days.) I'm not inviting skin cancer, just it's slow second cousin, the tan. I live in a cloud for heaven's sake! I can at least enjoy the sun when it's out and not worry about getting burned!
Besides, this time next year I'll be sunscreened most of the time because the higher elevation calls for a thinner atmosphere meaning a stronger sun meaning BURN! It's strange to think about: me, burning. But it is possible. :)
Okay my lovelies, off to the dishes with me.
Chao,
Erika

i got a spray tan today, and i got my hair cut!!
it's such a shock. i haven't had my hair this short since i was little. i grew it out in 8th grade and it's stayed at relatively the same length since.
well. till now.
i'm imagining it's going to take some getting used to, but i like it. :D

I have TONS of stories, but not enough time to compose them on here. I'm just going to give you a little something and leave you hanging..left wondering. Cuz that's how I am.

 

I'm starting to like a new boy.

He's in my CNA class.

He's my age.

Cute.
Funny.

Nice.

And fun to flirt with.

He hasn't seen the tease side of me yet.

Oh the day when that comes out...

haha.

 

I love my friends to the max.

Nothing is EVER going to change that...

Not even a huge fight could break us apart.

 

I love cheese cake...

and I eat it slow...just because I guess.

And apparently it's seductive?

That's according to some of my friends.

Oh well...

That's just how I eat it...

and I like to be a tease even when I don't know it.

Haha.

 

But right now,

I'm going to go change into my bikini thing...

and lay out in my yard.

I already have a nice tan,

but it's amazing outside...

And tanning outside is fun.

And according to my neighbor's dad--

I "tease the boys" when I lay out.

Oh well.

 

I got hit on by a carnie at a fair last night.

Fucking weird.

He let me on a ride without tickets because my friends went on.

And then he asked how old I was.

And said I was very cute.

Which is weird...

since he was like 40ish or older.

Eww.

I seem to get hit on a lot lately.

But by old guys.

ICK!

 

Bye bye, my loves.

<33 Nicole

6:14am yesterday I wake up to my cell phone ringing. In my head I think, "Who the fuck would be calling at this early in the morning?!" but I knew it had to be Sam...he's the only one who would call me that early. I was planning on sleeping in til like 7:30 since I didn't have to work til 8, but those hopes were dashed. He asked me if I could give him a ride to work, and I was kind of out of it but I know I told him I would, and he said he'd call me after he took a shower. So I fall back asleep...not even thinking that I too had to get dressed in order to go pick him up. 6:45am the phone rings again....Sam. I answered it and told him I would be there in a little bit, and threw on some clothes. Then my mom called and started talking a bunch and asking me questions...I told her that she knew I hated talking a bunch early in the morning and hung up my phone. I felt bad, but not really haha.

 

I don't know why the hell I started out this entry with yesterday morning's start but yeah.

 

I was reading part of a book today, and it made me think a lot...because the mother is telling her daughter that maybe she found the right guy at the wrong time, and that she had to wait for the right guy to come along at the right time--and to be able to know when it's right. I think I'm in the same boat as the daughter right now.

 

Sam would be perfect...I trusted him really fast (my stupid mistake). He's nice, funny, extremly caring, he notices the small things that change...right away, he's handsome, and he tries to be there if you need someone. He's the perfect guy...I mean, he does make some stupid mistakes but they're not something you wouldn't be able to forgive him for.

 

He just needs to get over Kate. That's the roadblock I'm going to be facing. AND that he's moving in August to Illinois. Why so far? Because he wanted to get away. But now he's scared to leave, he doesn't want to leave everything here behind, and doesn't want to leave his friends. I wish I had some say in whether he goes or not, but I don't...and I never will have a place in his heart either.

 

Last night, I was sitting in my backyard thinking at like 1am. I realized that I seem to always fall for the guys that are completly out of my reach....and this boy? he's one of them, because we're just friends--and that's all we'll ever be.

 

I'm tan now...after laying out for an hour today and yesterday. Woot. I'm excited for the rest of the summer...I'm gonna be a dark-skinned baby. Hopefully I'll get to go swimming down here more than what I did last summer. Hm....only bad thing? I can't wear sunscreen because it turns white and rubs off of my skin...I've tried many different kinds, and they all seem to do the same exact thing. Oh well...I don't burn anyways.

 

But I'm gonna go take a shower and get ready. I have to leave for work at like 4:15...4:30-ish.

 

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