Suspicious @ MindSay

 

My friend's 7-year old daughter Kristen was suddenly (and suspiciously) very eager to check the mailbox when she got home from school the other day and claimed to have "found" this mysterious letter "in the mail."

 

I have asked my friend (a lawyer married to a lawyer) to give young Kristen (who is coincidentally not a big fan of eating turkey, or any kind of meat) a stern lecture about the wrongs of identity theft and falsifying documents. ;)

 

 

Shiny is totally up to something.  He's being shifty, giddy, and anxious all at the same time.  He's making me watch TV, and he offered to answer the door when dinner arrives.  He never does that.

I don't trust that boy any further than I can throw him.  (Which isn't very far at all, given that he is taller than I am).

To be continued...

Time has passed and now i'm feeling a lot better about all that crap. I'm not sure why i didn't think i would when i pretty much always do. Now, i'm not over it. I'm not feeling perfectly ok, but I am feeling better. I had a dream that we like had sex or something n then talked about his gf afterwards, only he didn't cheat on her w/ me? yeah, it makes no sense, n then i saw him walking around later when i was hanging out w/ someone, (i think it was emo Jimmy) n Kendra was like leaning on him n she had her arm around him n stuff. i wish i could have a real conversation w/ him like i did in the dream, tho. it wasn't like i was interogating him, it was like when u have a friend in the relationship n u just talk about it. i do have to admit i was hoping to see him this morning when i walked to school, (i'm here early cuz i have HELLA shit to print n i need to update n print my resume!), n it was just another case of be careful what u wish for, cuz i did see him...driving by me in his car towards his place. haha. i'm planning on going back to that cafe Mosgo's tonight to work on stuff so if he's online i'll probably tease him about it, haha. i thought it was his car, then it thought i saw him wave, n i was like, "wtf? that is J!" but he was really just rubbing his eyes, haha. with his pj top on that i've taken off of him a few times before...lol. at least the time i didn't spend sleeping i got to spent listening to the rain...n i'm sure shit's gonna be bad cuz even tho i dumped the garbage last night i forgot to take it to the street...yeah. but now i have some shit i really need to work on before i have to go to my 10:00am class. (*dies*) at least im doing ok.

 

n i know i should be glad i did get to see him one more time, but i didn't get to give him head on Sunday...lol. as soon as i saw him cumming on me i was kinda like, "aaawwwwwww...." inside n i told myself i should have asked him to move his body up n i could have moved down n he could have jizzed in my mouth...lol, oh well.

he said as far as I'm concerned yes, but then I told him about daniel.

 he told me to do whatever makes me happy.

i just replied back again with a "are you sure you are okay with this"

now i just have to wait.

If he says yes, I'll say, well, don't cut your nose off to spite your face. If you really want me say so now.

 

 

And then he tells me he is lusting for emily but could never go out with her.

 but if you are lusting for her then isn't there a larger amount of temptation for him to do something with her?

They ARE going to the movies on thursday or friday.

 

I don't know what to say.

It's just a little suspicious to me.  

He's still online so he should be replying now.

 

You know, he is a sweet kid.

I hope none of this changes anything between us.

I know that he will still be my friend no matter what.

 

UPDATE!

he just replied:

he said if he makes me happy, just know that if he ever does anything to hurt me that anthony will beat him lol.

 

 

I don't know.

Anthony seems fine with it.

And I said that we can still talk like we have been for the past month.

 

 

 

he told me to call him so i will do just that....

I'll update again when we're done talking if i can.

lol, kinda. I'm meeting up with my perspective fuck buddy to decide if I want to go through with it or not. Tonight at 8, at "rays in arcata over where luzmilas is at". Now i just need to find out where that is! i'm scared!