tuesday, that word - that day, i'm dreading. i don't wish to go back to school, and for a number of reasons too. not because the classes are too long, not because i don't like my teachers, not because i'm not in classes with my friends, no. none of those are my reasons. the majority of the teachers i have, i don't mind, there's only two i wish i didn't have. in all of my classes i have at least two friends in the same class, that's great. okay, the classes are long. but it's not what i'm complaining about.
i didn't have a real summer.i have 82 days of summer this year. i've past by 79 of those days already. compared to most summers, i didn't have that much fun. i can even
name the days that were fun. i can even name what i did!
june 15 (first day of summer)- shopping
june 16- dinner and dance with the whole grade.
june 23- movie
june 25- party
july 1- canada day/movie. i'm only really counting this day as being half fun, because this day was also edgefest, and i couldn't go.
july 10- movie
july 15- movie then party
july 21- movie
august 5- came home from cottage, i only liked that day because i got to come home.
august 12- party
august 21- movie
august 27- party
august 28- movie
september 4- i will be at a movie.
13 days. 13 days out of 82 were fun and
memorable. there were probably a couple other fun days thrown in there, but none that were memorable.
my summer was pretty much wasted, that's why i don't want to go back to school. i feel like i havn't had a summer. i want a summer. i
live for summer. i like the freedom, i like the sleep, i like the activities. i like having the option of waking up or going back to sleep at noon. sure, you can do that on weekends. but then you need to fit work in there, weekends don't become weekends. they become one day for work, one day for anything but. and that one day goes by pretty quickly, and there's only about 4 of them a month.
yes i miss my friends, i havn't seen everyone this summer. that's my main reason for going back. i might be more accepting about the end of summer and this coming year, if my first class wasn't my least favourite one. especially when it's taught by one out of the two teachers i'm not fond of.
i wish i could just, go back to june 14. go back and start again. maybe i could have a nice, fun summer. or maybe i would have to live through the same tedious one.
i think...
i think i'm starting to wish it was next summer...
exes&ohs.
fun summer days
