Stuck @ MindSay

At least when I saw you

And smiled and waved

You smiled and waved back

 

I took note of who you were with

Can’t help but wonder what lies you’ve told her

That she’s passed on

Another STD on my medical chart

 

But you didn’t pretend you didn’t know me

Like that other bitch did

When I saw her with the girl she loved more than me

Could sabotage us but with her?

She’s really happier?

 

But when you looked over and saw me

And I’m sure you hoped I wouldn’t notice

I smiled and waved

You smiled and waved back

And for the first time in weeks

I was in a good mood

 

And I hate myself for still giving you that power over me

LUCY IN THE SKY WITH DIAMONDS!!!!




p.s. I miss hearing from everyone. I wish I wouild get more feedback on my poem!

Help! Basically this involves: School, Zach, me and Daniel

 

It started weeks ago. Zach told me he fancied me and asked me out. I said Id think about it. This other boy Daniel who I knew as well said he fancied me too and asked me out. I didnt say anything for weeks, we had loads of arguments along the way all of which was me and Zach. Me and Zach had this really big argument and it was so bad that he called me up calling me a slut/cunt/whore etc. A few days later he and Daniel came round mine. He apologised and we started having fun all of us. However five

Help! Basically this involves: School, Zach, me and Daniel

 

It started weeks ago. Zach told me he fancied me and asked me out. I said Id think about it. This other boy Daniel who I knew as well said he fancied me too and asked me out. I didnt say anything for weeks, we had loads of arguments along the way all of which was me and Zach. Me and Zach had this really big argument and it was so bad that he called me up calling me a slut/cunt/whore etc. A few days later he and Daniel came round mine. He apologised and we started having fun all of us. However

so i'm stuck again.

torn between the loss of my best friend

and the breaking of his heart

 

i knew this would happen

i knew it i knew it i knew it

i'm not the girlfriend type

 

i get bored

i change how i feel

i rip whoever's heart i have

into tiny, bleeding pieces

 

i thought with sam it'd be different

he was my best friend

the coolest, funniest guy ever

 

notice the was

the boyfriend-ness took over

everything changed

 

now he's just all gooey

calf-eyes and all that

we talk, but not like we used to

 

i don't want a gooey-eyed boyfriend

i want a best buddy

one that makes me laugh

and always makes me feel better

 

i think its time to stop

no more i love you's

i still do... but different

 

sometimes i think its not worth it

i'm not worth it

its like i was born to break hearts

 

not again, i always vow

not another heart torn to shreds

thats what happens when i'm involved

 

but it happens again

it always happens again

its a never ending cycle

 

do they make non religion based convents?

that'd be perfect