Strong Love @ MindSay

I am strong...he should be strong too.

Can we have a happy time together soon?

I dont want to think negative but i dont want to lose him.

 

 

Whatever happens, i still love him.

 

I hope i will be given a chance to be with him, to take care of him.

happy together and i wont ask for more.

 

 

 

 

 

 

tonight sleep evades me partly for concern partly cause I slept most of the day away.

 

I muse now on my muse and the emotions she invokes in me.

 

She is truely beautiful with crimson hair and azure eyes and ivory skin with a radiant smile and laughter that is nothing short of a symphony of joy and delight. her mind is brilliant and strong it can strike like a knife or craddle gently with the care of a mother, her voice can sooth and comfort, can excite and enthrall and it can be awsome and terrible. She is a wonder at every turn and with every feature and no amount of word could ever encapsulate her.

 

Love-For I love her more deeply and truely then anything I have ever known.

 

Hate- I have a burning hatread for all that would do her harm and all that seek to undo her or me or what we have.

 

Joy-a kind that her mere prescence give me a delightful smiling kind that I never tire of

 

Comfort- no matter the horror or the danger, she makes me strong and  true

 

Courge- I can face the world and not only hold my ground but strike down my foe as long as she stands with me.

 

Fear- I fear for her and her alone, I must protect her at all costs.

 

Saddness- when she hurts or suffers I feel a deep ach in my chest and move to comfort her or destroy that which causes her to suffer.

 

Strength- when she lays in my arms tender and soft I feel the strength to proctect her form

 

Whimsy- might is my whimsy but I is only truely known  when she summons it forth

 

Peace- in her eyes I find tranquility and in her arms i may rest eternally

 

Determination- For her sake no force on earth or the verse will stop me.

 

Wisdom- She lays me bear and teachs me how to do things and the better ways and in this I am grateful and

seek her advice and council in all things.

 

Confident- when she says I am beautiful and smart. I believe it and I know I am in her eyes.

 

Hope- She makes me believe that this life is worth living and that there are things worth living for

 

Child-like- the emotions are so pure and true and given so freely truely I feel as though we play in an eden and are children

 

Wonder- I find myself watching in quiet awe of her her as she speaks or sleeps or walks, all she does seems magical and full of mystry

 

Shy- her joyful way of play makes me feel bashful when attempting to do small kindnesses for her.

 

Sorrow- when we part I feel pangs of sarrow that things must be so yet the promise of her keeps me rushing forward to be with her again.

 

Desire- Endless burning desire to be with her to talk with her to love her to hold her to protect her to kiss her

 

Love- ye though i stated it first I repeat for with her all things being in love and all things end in love for it is the strongest and greatest of emotions.

 

Blueeyedtawni, I love you more with each passing moment.

 

-Curtis

You never promised life'd be easy,

You never said there'd be no struggle,

You never promised me a painfree journey

From here until the end.

But you promised to be faithful,

You said I'd never be alone,

You said You'd never push too hard,

And that I'd always have a home.

 

It's in the way You love me,

How your heart beats next to mine,

How strong and wise and wonderful

Your way is compared to mine.

It's in the way You love me,

How You take me by the hand,

You lead me through the desert sun,

And show me how to stand.

 

Deeper and higher and broader it is,

The most intimate touch I've known,

Though nothing comes without struggle,

Still, Your touch empowers me home.

No words can match your kindness,

Your wisdom or Your grace.

Firm, yet Oh so tender,

How I long to see Your face!

 

Because of how You love me,

How your heart beats next to mine,

How strong and wise and wonderful

Your way is compared to mine.

Because of how You love me,

How You take me by the hand,

You lead me through the desert sun,

And show me how to stand.

 

~ B

 

 

Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers out there.  I love you Momma and Gram.  I am very blessed to have such wonderful moms in my life. I am even lucky to have a very nice and caring soon to be step-mother.  My grandma is the glue of our family, the name grandmother is perfect for her, she really is the best for me.  I love my mom too, she is so strong and so caring. If I had to pick one word for my mom it would be caring, if I had to pick one word for my Gram it would be strong.  I love you both, and am so thankful to have you in my life.  I am really glad I got to have another Mother's Day to talk to my gram before she goes.  I am very blessed.

You are my first love and there is none above 

You are my first love, my Beloved,

I hear Your voice call and there is none so sweet

I feel Your voice call, deep calling deep.

 

"Enlarge the boundaries of your heart, my dove,

Enlarge the boudaries of your heart,

Let My love be your guide, my dove,

Let My love be your guide."

 

You are my first love and there is none above

You are my first love, my Beloved,

I hear Your voice call and there is none so warm

I feel Your voice call, deep calling deep.

 

"Holiness is much misunderstood, my dove,

Won't you feed my hungry lambs,

Stir up the gifts that I have given, my dove.

May my Body become one love."

 

You are my first love and there is none above 

You are my first love, my Beloved,

I hear Your voice call and there is none so strong

I feel Your voice call, deep calling deep.