Strange Dream @ MindSay 
Last night i had a dream. a really strange dream. i was going on a field trip with my class (i am well over with school) and we were goinbg to this old masion on a little island out in the middle of a lake. as we were walking the tour me, my friend Val and another girl went away from the class. we were looking around and found this room full of old dusty quilted beds. then we started to hear really scary sounds. like screams and such. so we all three hid under a quilt on a bed. we waited and all of a sudden there was this mass right by me. we pulled the cover down and we saw this very hamdsome vampier laying RIGHT by me! my friends screamed and ran away. but i didn't. i just looked at him. he was so hot, skinny but built, nice clean hair, no face hair, nice evil but nice smile, and dark sinking eyes. we didn't talk, just looked into each others eyes. then we were suddenly in his room, same bed, but his room. a very swank pimped out room. we laughed, joked, talked, everything was bliss. then his phone went off and he started texting some one. i asked what was going on and he showed me a movie on his phone. it was a vampier woman who was talking to him, saying how much she loved him and that she was so glad she was having his child and that she would see him in the morning when he was done with me. i was mad. really mad. agai i was in the stupid thought of everythig going good. i told him if i was to be with anyone it would have to be a very very very closed relationship. he just shrugged his sholders and i woke up.
This dream tells me that no matter what i do i can never find a guy that is just right. i've dated all types of guys and they all have somthing wrong with them. cheating, drugs, rudness, stupidty. all of them bad in some big way that i just can't pass as a little thing. no matter what, guys ae not going to change. i just want to find one. but not now. this just tells me that there isn't a guy out there that is really really good.
P.S. i think the vampier thing was just from me playing SIMs 2 where there are vampiers in SIMs Nightlife.
ok that was strange - I dreamt last night (or early this morning rather) about an old friend - Rick. It was a friendly dream (we hugged that was it) someone from my office told him where we lived so he came to visit out of knowhere. It was strange. It was also a different house - not this one. I dunno what any of it meant (if anything) he was already here when I came home. Lauren came up to me & said mom...rick is here? I walked into the living room & he was laying on the floor watching tv? We hugged & said hi & then I heard music blasting & told Lauren to turn it down....but it was my alarm - haha
so now I am up & yeah that was a weird dream.
I feel pretty much like crap. Last night didn't get much better. Jay & I seemed to end the night on kinda a sour note. He was pissed at his computer - I was pissed at the world but I am trying to be optimistic this morning so I woke up & first thing I sent Jay a comment - it was funny......
hope both our days go better today......
Basically I was part of a high tech team of rebels. We were fighting off a planetary alliance of some sort, for there was something it was doing that was awful. May I also mention I was hellishly hot, but not exactly human either. I was bio-engineered for some experiments a while ago, and they woke me up every now and again to work as an assassin. But this rebel team found me, ripped the possession device from me, and then finito we were out of there. I was around 5'7", long black hair, strange icy blue eyes, pale skin. It was very strange because I was VERY human, all of the same ways you could kill me ect, but I was also the first human bio-engineering experiment that could dream, but not only dreamed. I dreamed of real places, and I could also access a very specific computer system. There was this strange new computer thing they were doing where in order to make it so computers could work faster they worked at the speed of light, but the light could do more than just run the computer, it could travel from world to world in specific traveling units. I could tap right into them. These beams of light some times hit each other and sent energy everywhere, but this was very rare now. The strange thing was that it seemed that these beams of pure light left residue behind, and these residues could be found in the dream world that I could tap into. So I followed them, and found out what was going on by these bits and pieces of information. Don't ask me how I knew this in the dream, I just did.
Alright, so my crew was made up of this strange black blob of a creature who seemed to like walking around in the form of a four legged spider like thing with this large glowing eye type crystal thing. She could not access the dream world, but could decipher the data disks and such at an alarming rate, I think she is a computer like form, but in liquidic and thinking form. It was truly weird. She couldn't talk to anyone but me, because there something that connected us, she spoke to me in a code but it transfered into a voice. Some really weird stuff for a girl who is not a computer.
Then there was I think three other members. This really cool green colored guy, perfectly bald. He wore loose fitting clothes and didn't speak much. I believe that his world had become terraformed by the planetary alliance and all his people were killed. A few of them still lived scattered, but not many, and most were being hunted.
Then there was two human males. One was in constant status, he had gotten a data spea, the new version of weapons to this world, to the chest and was barely hanging on, so we had put him into status to keep him alive. Then there was another male, boy. Gay funnily enough, an kinda flamingly so. He was cute though, young and a bit pudgy but very cute. He was really innocent, and he was with us due to the fact that his family was killed by the planetary alliance, they were both researches involved in the project that involved me some how, and he too was rescued from the same facility as myself. I might add, for some reason I do not age...ever.
Anyway, there was also another woman on the team, she was a dark mocha in color, buddhist I think. She came from earth, the only one of our party who did. She wore very strange clothes, I can't really describe them. She had years upon years of combat training, I didn't get a chance to find out exactly what it was she did, besides cook some of the most awesome food ever.
Now the real kicker, was where we were. There was this large floating green cube, I'm not kidding a cube, with all sorts of odd beige pods upon it. The green cube was a computer, a gigantic freaking computer. It floated in space and on the top and bottom, I think, were two blank spots where these beams of strange green light and mist escaped. They were like pure pillars of this green color, surrounded by rings of varying colors but mostly blue. The beige things were life pods for non-computer life forms. It wasn't exactly the greatest thing designed ever for sustaining human life since they didn't understand how humans worked so the air level was a bit low, but it wasn't bad. The floor was strangely plush, and the bedding was divine. We were here to find a girl, human girl. A really dumb bimbo of a human too. I have no clue why the fuck we were finding her, but I had to travel the cross hairs of the technology emissions, I guess you could call them. Which was hard as hell since all there were were these fucking emissions and you had to jump from one to another to get to the right place. Luckily the, I dunno astral projection of the blob like captain was there and she helped me. Soon we cornered her down in the shopping district of this lower disk. The lower disks were all the living quarters for non computer life forms and controlled by the sphere. She was shopping, blowing money, and having a grand old time. So we decided to send down Harold, the gay kid, to talk to her.
In the mean time, I was asked to sleep, I also had a hilarious trip of going to the bathroom that I really don't want to talk about. So I slept, until Harold contacted me. He was dressed in feather edged jacket, lipstick, oh it was hilarious. He was having a grand old time, and now had managed to get her to leave him alone in his apartment. He wanted me to use the data emissions to show my astralprojectiony self to him and help, but since I had a video read out we decided we would just work that way. Around this time I woke up due to m dog licking my face. But got, it was weird.
The day before Anna Nicole died, I had a dream about her that I believe strangely spelled out some meaning for us all, however I don't know yet what kind of message it means. Perhaps with me telling you about it, you might provide some insight? When I woke up to hear she had died right after I had this dream about her, it really made my head spin... It was like I had just talked to her in real life, that's how vivid the dream was.
I dreamt I was on a beach in the Florida keys area during sunset. I was surrounded by many beautiful women and we were about to board a boat. For some reason we were not allowed to take anything with us on the boat. I thought this strange because I had bags packed for a boat trip and didn't want to leave my things behind for someone to steal. Then I saw Anna Nicole in a goregous gold and white gown, but to contrast her high glamour look, she wore flip-flops and had a bright orange and pink halter top underneath. "Are you coming with me?" she asked. I could see in her eyes that she didn't want to go alone and that she didn't know anyone there, so I said, "Sure, but I don't want to leave anything behind." "Don't worry," she calmly, seriously replied, "you'll be coming back for it but I can't." So we got on board.
As soon as we got on the boat, it sped away from the beach very fast, almost too fast. We were lerched forward with the speed of the boat and I would have fell off if Anna Nicole hadn't of steadied me. She seemed really tall and strong, very much unlike how the media portrayed her in life. Her voice was clear and she spoke coherently. As if reading my thoughts, she said that lately her body had not been able to keep up with her spirit, "don't believe everything they say about me," she said, "I'm here to fight and make sure women are protected." At that moment, I noticed a small band of men coming out from the bottom part of the boat. One of them tried to get my attention and offered me millions of dollars if I would suck on his penis. Before I could say "No way" or even defend myself against him harassing me, Anna Nicole pulled out a giant golden staff. On the top of the staff were the wings of Isis. Anna used it to ward off the men and a huge battle at sea began. It was like one of those epic Pirate battles you'd see in the movies, and Anna Nicole was the star brutally and coolly killing off each man trying to assault the women on the boat. Even the boat itself changed to a great Ancient Eqyptian sailing barge. As the end of the battle came, Anna Nicole stood victorious in her white and gold gown. She looked like a blonde version of Cleopatra, except she was still Anna Nicole!
We retired to the top of the barge and let some of the surviving women warriors clean up the bodies of the dead men. Anna Nicole poured me a glass of wine and stated, "This is my job now. I have to defend women from the men who seek to steal their fortune. From the very beginning my fortune was a stolen one and now I must pay it back. Do not believe everything they say about me. My body could not keep up with my spirit. As I avenge others in this world, so will I be avenged."
I woke up after that thinking, wow, that was a cool dream about Anna Nicole! But when I turned on the news that evening, you can imagine my reaction was of mixed shock and amusement. Did I just dream that Anna Nicole had become a warrior priestess of Isis or was it a past life vision of Anna? Or simply a dream I dreamt as a coincident of recent events? Anna Nicole had been on the news a lot. I find it really strange that as soon as she was seeing that lawyer guy that she started really have some seriously bad luck. I don't think Howard K. Stern is the father of her daughter. I can't shake off the feeling that she was doomed. If I somehow came in contact with her spirit, I do hope she is happier and stronger than she seemed in recent interviews before her death. I never really was a big fan of hers and only got to meet her once in my life when she worked for Lane Bryant. I saw her just before a show but never talked to her. It was one of those things. I've come across celebrities like that... never got autographs, I just collect stories or have a drink with them, that sort of thing. In life I didn't know her at all, just saw her and she seemed ordinary to me, like a troubled girl I could've gone to high school with. I wasn't at all starstruck by her.
In any case, I find it strange that I had this dream about her. Any thoughts of your own?
I have no idea what I ate before I went to sleep last night, but I had a rather strange dream.
All I can remember of it, though, is my mom and I sitting at church with my grandpa (the one who passed away last March) telling him about everything his wife, "G", is doing. He never said anything, but I remember crying in my dream and him reaching over to hug me. Then all of a sudden, I'm in some strange house, but I'm familiar to it in my dream. I go to use the restroom which is located out side the house. While I'm in there I see this huge bat-like thing hanging on the tree outside, when it opens it's yellow eyes, I notice it's a vampire. (A really ugly one.) So I rn back into the house where this older fat bald man and this younger girl try to get me to eat raw hamburger. Apparently, I was to be fed to this vampire. Facing a life or death situation, I pick up a knife and start stabbing the two of them and running down into the basement where I find about a hundred kids or so.
Then I woke up.
Like I said, I have no idea what I did or ate before going to bed last night, but whatever it was, I hope I don't do it again. Crazy dream!
Other then that, there isn't much to update ya'll on. Everything is going fine with the except of the post below. That situation is still the same.
We're having to rent my grandpa's house now because we just can't afford not to. There is a major "pro" for the renter we rented it to--she's family; however, there's a major "con," too--she's been known to do drugs and pass out from drinking too much. She's the cousin of mine that's the mother of "little man," the one I babysat a lot for before becoming a substitute teacher. Anyway, let me just say that she receive a lecture from my parents and her's about what she can and can't do out there, and she's on a "one-strike-you're out" policy.
Anyway, she and little man came out to the house yesterday after church. He was so funny. He kept saying "dog" over and over, meaning my dog, Patch. He was so cute and gave me lots of hugs and kisses. I love that little boy to death. I get to babysit him Wednesday, but right now, I'm babysitting my little cousins--a boy that's soon to be 9, and a girl soon to be 5. So I guess I should get back.
Have a wonderful day and terrific week! Happy Martin Luther King, Jr. Day, too! Oh and the most important of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my DAD and his twin brother, my UNCLE!! :D
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