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Dixie currently feels:
Neutral
(That smiley looks more sarcastic than neutral...)
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Dixie's current top ten songs:
1) (F)lannigan's Ball - Dropkick Murphys
2) Let The Fire Fall - Virginia Creeper
3) Koi No Megalover - Maximum The Hormone
4) Follow The Wolves - Demon Hunter
5) Chu Chu Lovely... - Maximum The Hormone
6) Science Genius Girl - Freezepop
7) Mann Gegen Mann - Rammstein
8) Only This Moment - Royksopp
9) Johnny, I Hardly Knew Ya - Dropkick Murphys
10) Southpaw - Double You
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Oh, I don't know what I can say about today.
First lesson, IT - I was in there for only about 15 minutes, then I went to my appointment with Parry. That was alright, I got to get some stuff off my chest.
Second lesson, English - We were doing practise exam questions, and she HAD to pick the dodgiest questions ever. Some of them, I looked at and went blank. I pray that the questions in the exam coming up are more reasonable...
Third lesson, Science - This was alright, we were just revising for the upcoming exams, so I just read through section B6 in my textbook.
Fourth lesson, Maths - This is where I got seriously pissed off. I felt so sick and tired, I just put my head down on the desk, I couldn't understand a single sentence of the work she was explaining to us. I don't know if I fell asleep or not - but as she went bpast my table, she proper screamed at me to wake up.
Naturally, I shit myself, but raised my head, proper glaring like fuck at the silly cow.
Scott stood up for me though - he told her that I was feeling sick - which I was, considering I've had a stomach upset all night.
Fifth lesson, Media Studies - The final session down the CLC, I just sat with Stephen, listening to stuff on music sites, because we didn't really have anything planned for our final day on the project, it was just an optional, I decided not to do it.
Anyway.
In the library after school, I sat with Stephen, Jamie, Pips and Miraan - and we just discussed random stuff.
I was partially listening, because I was working on this:
Another wonderful drawing of #1263. :)
- Which shall be posted up to DeviantArt soon, too.
Speaking of #1263, I've been working on the first chapter: Perserverance.
I've wrote #1263:TB in such a manner, the chapters can be read in any order.
So I write them in a weird order.
But I'm starting to want to start posting it up to FPC, so I'm going to have to do them in order.
Perserverance is one of the hardest chapters to write, though.
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This noble knight is standing in wait for her fair maiden to return.
Dixie currently feels:
Neutral
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Ah, it's been a long time.
Blog, I have neglected you so.
So, the last time I blogged was exactly a week ago.
So what eventful has happened this past week?
- Well, I've completed Parappa The Rapper. I still need to get the 'cool' ranking on level 6 before I can unlock the bonus level. - Which is hard, because the music of level 6 is really hard to follow.
I don't know if it's my eyes - but my font looks weird today.
It doesn't look right...
Oh well, we'll cope. It's Arial red, it's supposed to be my font, anyway.
Through the week at school, it's only been revision, because the exams are starting this Friday with the first one.
My first one is in a week's time - and then I have three weeks of exams.
One thing though, I've got out of my depressional spiral.
I'm not harming every day like I was.
I'm not crying as much.
I seem to be crying more and more as I get older.
Maybe that's just the stress adding to things.
And I've made up my friendships with both Stephen and Claire - we were all sat together today in the library talking - poking pencils through a pear, before we lobbed it at Carl, and it shattered all over the place.
- And we got shouted at for that, too.
Then I started licking my hand, because it tasted nice, and Pips was filming me really close up on her phone - and it looks really pornographic and wrong.
She's threatened to put it on YouTube - but if she does, I'll kick her teeth in. :)
I walked home with Pips and Miraan - and I ate some leaves off the trees.
I wish I hadn't though, because I've got an upset stomach now.
I've had to use the bathroom twice, so far - but the first time, the spicy salaminis I ate last night sorta repeated on me. - How it burned, and how I whined.
The leaves were horrible - the green ones all got stuck in my teeth, and Miraan moaned at me because I kept spitting.
I wasn't spitting AT him though!
Adam stayed over on Saturday just passed.
I have this little water game I won in a 2p machine in Southend, and I took the plug off the back, and I went to flick it at him, but it never came out.
So he got it off me, cornered me in the gap between my bed and the wardrobe and poured it on my face.
I was sad.
Then he kept getting me with the water pistol I stupidly filled up.
Either way - I watched him get right to the final area on Resident Evil 3 - we decided to start again, seeing as how we knew where everything was this time.
He's left it here, in my PS1, and I wanna play it. but I'm scared. :)
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Today's song lyrics:
Only This Moment - Royksopp
Forces within me, makes reason with lust...
But I try to accept it and not think it works...
Because I know I might lose you by taking the chance...
But love without pain isn't really romance...
Only this moment... (Holds us together)...
Close to perfection... (Nothing is out there)...
Always beside us... (Trusting my senses)...
Deep down inside... (I know I will survive)...
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Dixie currently feels:
Neutral
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Well, today wasn't really a great day to blog about.
We had a "life skills" day - and all we did was go over interview techniques and started putting together a curriculum vitae.
It's basically just made me realise how pointless my life really is.
How unorganised I seem to be.
For the next 5-6 years, at any rate, I have plans...
College and university - but after that I'll be thrown out into the big scary world with a bag full of GCSEs, a handful of A-levels and a pocketful of degrees - and frig all to do with them.
After school I sat down my aisle with Claire - and we laughed over every little thing we seemed to be talking about.
I can't even remember what we WERE talking about.
We got our school photo order forms today.
There's a big picture of all the year 11s on the noticeboard outside Science block - and we all had a look at it today.
I want one - despite hating 99% of my year group, I'd still like to have one - you know?
It's summat to look back on, at any rate.
I'm stood right at the back, because I'm short - and Sarah behind me was making me laugh as the camera went off, so I look proper cheesy.
Here's the sample I got with the order form, I hope it scanned well enough. It's very wonky:
Even so.
I came home, and played a good solid hour and a half of GH3 - online with Stephen.
It's odd, he was more impressed with me getting 100% on a Medium song than he was with me getting 98% on an Expert song...
Oh, and in another note, on the community my groupies were:
It shan't be long until I have Satan + 6000. :)
Tee hee, I LOVE matching numbers.
Then we talked over MSN, discussing possible ideas for my Guitar Hero fan fiction - Stephen's great at puns, so we were thinking up witty chapter names by making jokes on band names and album titles.
I have no idea why "waiting for winter" has come up as a suggested tag - I was so hot on the way home.
I came home and took all my uniform off, and sat in the bathroom in my underwear - with my back to the cold tiles, trying to cool down.
It's freezing now though - no idea why.
Sigh, tomorrow I have textiles, and I have to face the stupid cow.
And after what happened on Monday, I really don't want to...
I was at a snapping point earlier - thinking about Emily.
I almost went and got SR.
...I can't remember how I stopped myself, but.
Mam came in, bearing good news.
On Friday - we're going to Essex!
Wooooooot!!!
We're off on a 7-hour drive down south, with my mam, my dad, and my nana - off to see my great aunties.
We're apparently going somewhere along the Southend coasts as well.
I love my great aunty Betty and her husband, great uncle Roy - they're both really sweet and funny.
Roy never talks, it's Betty who does all the speaking.
She's really over the top about everything - and she speaks her mind - PROPER time.
She told some gadge who came to the front door to straighten his tie.
But she's sweet, and she makes me laugh.
Roy's really kind too - and I just love going down to see them.
I think I've only been to see them three times - but every time, they're always really suprised, because we never give them any warning.
The only thing that annoys me about the people in Essex is the way they say Middlesbrough.
Us, actually from Middlesbrough say it as: 'Middles-bra', which is what it is.
But they say it as: 'Middles bar-agh' - which is a bit irritating.
Mam's lent me her mp3 player, seeing as how mine is broken, and it's ages till I'll get an iPod.
I'm gonna take it with me - cram it full of my top rated music, and some of Emily's recordings, so when I'm trying to go to sleep in the Holiday Inn Express hotel bed, I can listen to her.
The beds in those hotels are SO soft.
The breakfast is always fresh, and the milk is always nice too.
Oh, and they have POWER SHOWERS!
You can control the pressure - so either have a dribble, or blast your skin off.
It's so much fun, and it's so much quicker.
I call them turbo-showers. :)
I have to share a room with nana, but I don't think it'll be all that bad.
She can have the big double bed, and I'll have the fold out camp double bed, like I always do.
Even if it is only a fold-out, it's softer than my own.
Eee, I'm so excited. :)
It'll help take my mind off things, at least.
I've already decided what I'm wearing too.
On the Friday going down, I'll wear my dark jeans and my Pink Floyd shirt, with blue Converse.
On Saturday, I'll wear my Every Great Idea shirt, dark jeans, Anarchy jacket and green Converse.
I'll wear my Sonic shirt and blue Converse to come back in.
I'll take my DS, and mam's mp3 player, with the new playlist, once I've got it sorted out.
I'll take my fic planning book too.
I found an old excersise book that used to be a Geography book, so I ripped out a few pages and coloured in the box on the front in permanent marker, and wrote "PLANNING ENTIRE" on the front.
I plan SO much better on paper, so I'll show you the scans of what's in it so far - character plans for GRODT:
And those are my very first drawings of Sprocket and Axel from GRODT. :)
After getting more ideas as I was planning - perhaps GRODT may be re-thought, re-written, and re-posted.
Huzzah huzzah. :D
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Today's song lyrics:
Emily - From First To Last
Smiles and her laughter,
It's the only thing that I've been waiting for, a time.
Regardless of our distance, and our hope, grows greater.
Swept by pretty eyes and laughter for, a time.
The only thing that I've been waiting for.
I hope it's something worth the waiting,
'Cause it's the only time that I ever feel real.
Thunderstorms could never stop me,
'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily.
She's simple yet confusing,
Her sparkling eyes make me weak at my words, they tremble.
Days seem like years in this month of December.
The winter, coldens me for I have yet to sleep.
And never, will I give up trying 'cause you're everything to me.
I hope it's something worth the waiting,
It’s the only time that I ever feel real.
Thunderstorms could never stop me,
'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily.
There's no one in the world like Emily.
Dixie currently feels:
Despairing 
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Good things about today:
- We had a fire drill at break, and got 10 minutes extra because of it, hence, missing 10 minutes of Science.
- Science was a piss easy lesson.
- I got my results for my Science resit exam; an A, so I'm quite pleased.
- I got another bit of #1263 artwork finished in the library.
- I came home and played iSketch with Miraan, Adam, Ayshea and Stephen. It was fun, we had laughs.
- I talked to Adam for ages over MSN, sending each other really hilarious sound files.
- I laughed so much at a screenshot from our iSketch game, I almost crapped my pants. - Really, I was totally touching cloth. :)
[Though you may ask what's good about that one, I like to laugh, regardless of the consequences.]
Bad things about today:
- Results of my ICT exam, totally not happy. Two grades lower than I wanted.
- Thus, I have now given up on ICT.
- Thus, making only 3 out of 9 subjects that I still give a shit about.
- Coursework deadlines are indeed, stressing me out.
- I was tired throughout the whole day.
- I cried down my aisle after school, but Sammie comforted me.
- Claire is ignoring me. She seems really angry at me, and I don't know what I've done. I think she doesn't like me anymore.
- Emily isn't back... I haven't heard from her at all. No Mindsay comments, no emails, no anything...
...Where is my darling Emilpops......?
The quote of the day was spoken by one of the chefs tonight.He turns to me and his eyes widen and then speaks these lines,"Holy shit! I've not been to the toilet all night and now I'm bursting."
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