Spite @ MindSay

That when you plan to get even with someone, you are only letting that person continue to hurt you.

 

 

Okay so that person has hurt you or robbed you of what you think is rightfully yours. If I told you that that does not count, it does not count for a reason to strike back at the other person – that wanting to get even may hurt him yes and which will make you in turn very happy bout it too yes again. But truth of the matter is – you’re the one who’ll be hurting most by it. Why? --Because you are making yourself quite open or vulnerable for a counter-strike again and again. You are giving him permission to hurt you repeatedly because apparently he won’t just sit there taking your punches too but will punch you right back in – cause he is the type who would. And you know what, in always thinking about your rage it would only serve to enrage you some more. That’s even hurting you more than you ever know. Your own rage will destroy you. So you see the other guy is winning over you without even trying hard enough.

 

But think about this --- can he be so sure that what he has stolen from you is the thing for him that it would work well for him too? You see, wanting something just because it looks good on the other person does not guarantee that the same thing would look good or will work well for you too. Nope, that’s not how it works. One man’s medicine may be poison for another.

 

So what to do? Well, leave! Your leaving will douse cold water over his fiery temper and greed. How can he be continually angry too when there’s nobody around to be angry with or at? There’s nobody or nothing that would add coal to the fire in the furnace…his furnace.

 

And what have you lost? If you think about it, not much really because you can always get it back in your life just the way you are. That’s how you succeeded in the first place.

OK, I’m sick and tired to be sick and tired.  What is with this mindsay wiki page?  What is a wiki page?  I figured it would just be some kind of weird link to your own page on wikipedia.com.  Guess what?  It isn’t.  I looks like some stupid extended profile bull that mindsay uses to sell ads.  Well I won’t put anything worth advertising on my wiki page out of spite.  Spite!  This is very similar to how I don’t put anything in my blog worth reading, except I cannot do anything to help myself in that department. But seriously, I don’t know what this wiki business is all about and I really don’t like it.  This is because a) I’m not down with learning anything new as it pertains to my ramblings here and b) because I am getting spam on this thing.  Spam messages from fake accounts saying they saw your profile and want to be friends.  What the hell?  I don’t want this crap on mindsay.  I already have a myspace account that I have never used and never will but get fake friend requests all the time.  I hate that kind of thing.  Notice to anyone who likes to fancy themselves a hacker:  don’t ever come up to me and say something to the effect like “I create spyware” or “I made that I love you virus a few years back.”  You would be in a pool of bodily fluids faster than your little Trojan virus can macro the words that you have no penis.  People who spend their time facelessly creating crap that has no use are basically doing so as an extension of their entire lives.  They are completely useless, and we would all be better off if you did not exist just to be a nuisance.  Imagine if your sole quality in life is being a nuisance.  Well that is the existence of the mosquito and the hacker.  Way to go people.

Also of note if you are a hacker, or whatever they call you useless pieces of trash: If your creation is referred to as "spam", you know you are a complete waste of a life. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Anyone can say they will be there for me, but in the long run I came in alone and I will leave the same. I thank you for never leaving me. I thank you for allowing my tears to fall and comforting my heart. I have so much to catch up on, but I am learning that learning is ok. I am learning to ask for help and listen as advice is given and be still while I am being worked on. There is no love in comparison than a parents love.

Father thank you.

 

 

Please show me how to love you more than any other love.

 

 

love Cj

 

P.S thank you for opening the book club door as other doors are closed

First blog.  First entry. Jumping on the bandwagon is fun.

 

I'm going to write a book and paste some bits here and there in here (and there) to see if anybody likes it.  Even if they don't like it, I'm still going to write it.  Maybe just to spite those bastards.