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TIME VANISHED
Seriously!
Shelly and I have discussed today and neither of us have any idea what the fuck happened to the nine hours we spent together.
We didn't even play Guitar Hero or anything!
We've established that we spent around an hour on Facebook and Farmville - and around an hour cooking our meal and eating it - but fuck knows what happened to the other seven hours.
Regardless - I've really enjoyed today.
I've felt so close to my special girlfriend Shelly.
I was cuddled up to her on my bed for a lot of the time - kissing her and talking.
After the argument we had yesterday, it took us around 25 minutes to talk it over and come to a conclusion - whereby we forgave each other and made up properly.
I was scared about it last night, I thought it would end up us splitting up our relationship - and I'm glad that wasn't the case. :)
Fair enough, we had quite a lot of sex today - but surely, we can't have spent SEVEN HOURS doing it?
Amongst the things we tried out today - Shelly repeated what she did to me in March, but was a lot more intimate and involved. I fucking loved it - and I repaid her the best way I know how. :D
If only my dad hadn't been in. :)
I have a problem - if I HAVE to be silent - I devote so much concentration to actually keeping myself quiet, I can't enjoy what she's doing to me as much.Sucks. :(
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"LOL, KISS."
Today I have spent the most wonderful of days with my Shelly. :)
She came at around 12:30 - waking me up 10 minutes before this with a text.
When she came through the door and cuddled me, I actually felt like crying with joy - but I managed to keep it in.
We went upstairs and lay cuddling on my bed for a while.
Whenever I get a chance to be close to her - I feel safe and really loved. She's one of few people who actually makes me feel valued, too.
I did my usual spontaneous crying again today - only this time I cried for about 15 minutes. Shelly cuddled me close to her chest and comforted me.
Later on - Shelly did a me - started crying as well.
It felt so weird though, with it being roles-reversed.
I comforted her too.
We both kept getting random bursts of hyper-activity - such as when Shelly kissed me, then looked straight in my eyes and said: "LOL... KISS."
Then of course, when I told her that her laugh sounded like someone rewinding and fast-forwarding a recording, that made us both piss.
It's been weeks since I was given my favourite treatment - and despite my dad being in downstairs - Shelly obliged. :)
I love the smell of cherries. :D
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We played through a couple of songs on the GH: Greatest Hits band career.
I played Expert bass and Shelly played Hard lead guitar.
I sang Free Bird on vocals by myself - as Shelly was trying to distract me by tickling me - but I still got the 100%. :D
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I would say today was a pretty mint day - especially as it marks us being an item for 3 months exactly. :)
I'm sad that I'm not going to see her for a fortnight though... Today was really special to us both.
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For my 100th blog, I'm going to do some of those "100 questions" blog quizzes.
But there's going to be more than 100 questions, because I like the look of a few of these. :)
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100 Questions
The Yes or No Quiz
1. Slept naked?
- Yes.
2. Taken a shower with someone?
- Yes.
3. Made out with a member of the same sex?
- Yes.
4. Drove a car?
- No.
5. Stole anything?
- No.
6. Ever been in love?
- Yes.
7. Been dumped?
- No.
8. Stole money from a friend/family member?
- No.
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met?
- No.
10. Been in a fist fight?
- Yes.
11. Snuck out of your/someones house?
- Yes.
12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?
- Yes.
13. Been arrested?
- No.
14. Hugged a stranger?
- No.
15. Met up with a stranger of the opposite sex somewhere?
- No.
16. Left your house with out telling your parents?
- Yes.
17. Had a crush on your neighbor?
- No.
18. Ditched school to do something more fun?
- Yes.
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the opposite sex?
- No.
20. Lost a friend?
- Yes.
21. Been on a plane?
- Yes.
22. Been to an island?
- Yes.
23. Slept in until 3PM?
- Yes.
24. Love someone or miss someone right now?
- Yes.
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?
- No.
26. Made a snow angel?
- Yes.
27. Played dress up?
- Yes.
28. Cheated while playing a game?
- Yes.
29. Been lonely?
- Yes.
30. Kissed more than 4 people in one night?
- No.
31. Been to a club?
- No.
32. Felt an earthquake?
- Yes.
33. Touched a snake?
- Yes.
34. Ran a red light?
- No.
35. Been suspended from school?
- No.
36. Had detention?
- Yes.
37. Been in a car accident?
- No.
38. Hated the way you look?
- Yes.
39. Made yourself throw up?
- No.
40. Crawled through a window?
- No.
41. Been lost?
- Yes.
42. Been to the opposite side of the country?
- Yes.
43. Felt like dying?
- Yes.
44. Cried yourself to sleep?
- Yes.
46. Sang karaoke?
- Yes.
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?
- Yes.
48. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
- Yes.
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
- Yes.
50. Kissed in the rain?
- No.
51. Sang in the shower?
- Yes.
52. Made love in a park?
- No.
53. Had a dream that you married someone?
- Yes.
54. Glued your hand to something?
- Yes.
55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole?
- Yes.
56. Ever gone to school partially naked?
- No.
57. Been a cheerleader?
- No.
59. Didn't take a shower for a week?
- No.
60. Ever been too scared to watch scary movies alone?
- Yes.
61. Played chicken?
- No.
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
- No.
63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger?
- No.
64. Broken a bone?
- No.
65. Been easily amused?
- Yes.
66. Laugh so hard you cry?
- Yes.
67. Mooned/flashed someone?
- Yes.
68. Cheated on a test?
- No.
69. Forgotten someone's name?
- No.
71. Done something dumb while drunk?
- No.
73. Blacked out from drinking?
- No.
74. Played a prank on someone?
- Yes.
75. Gone to a late night movie?
- Yes.
76. Made love to anything not human?
- No.
77. Failed a class?
- No.
78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat?
- Yes.
79. Smoked pot?
- No.
80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend?
- No.
81. Celebrate the 4th of July?
- No.
82. Thrown strange objects?
- Yes.
84. Thought about running away?
- Yes.
85. Ran away?
- No.
86. Got a piercing?
- No.
87. Cut your own hair?
- Yes.
89. Made a parent cry?
- Yes.
90. Cried over someone?
- Yes.
91. Owned more than 5 sharpies?
- No.
92. Dated someone more than once?
- Yes.
93. Had/Have a dog?
- No.
94. Have an iPod?
- Yes.
95. Smoked a cigarette?
- No.
96. Been in a band?
- No.
97. Drank 25 sodas in a day?
- No.
98. Broken a CD?
- Yes.
99. Shot a gun?
- No.
100. Wanted someone but could never have them?
- Yes.
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100 Questions Survey
1. Name: Dixie
2. Your nicknames: N/A
4. Place of birth: Middlesbrough
5. Zodiac sign: Libra
6. Male or female: Female
7. Your last name: Stonehall
8. School: Cromwell Road Primary, Gillbrook Technology College, Middlesbrough College
9. Occupation: Student
10. Residence: Middlesbrough
11. Screen name: Der-Metzgermeister
Your Appearance
12. Hair colour: Blonde
13. Long or short: Long
14. Eye colour: Green
15. How do your nails look?: Short, filed.
16. Height: 5'2
17. Do you have a crush on someone?: Yes.
18. Do you like yourself?: No.
19. Braces: No.
20. Think you're hot?: No.
21. Piercings: None.
22. Tattoos: None.
23. Righty or lefty: Righty.
Your 'Firsts'
24. First kiss: Jason.
25. First B.F/ G.F: Kyle.
26. First best friend: Adam.
27. First award: Reception certificates.
28. First sport you joined: N/A.
29. First pet: Cleo, cat.
30. First vacation: Rhodes.
31. First concert: The Beer Pigs.
32. First love: .....Sigh.
Favourites
33. Movie: Amelié
34. TV Show: The Simpsons
35. Color: Red.
36. Bands: Rammstein, King Diamond, Blackmore's Night
37. Song: Crazy On You - Heart
38. Food: Cheeseburgers
39. Drink: Cherry Coke
40. Candy: Toffee Crisp
41. Sport to play: N/A.
42. Favorite sport to watch: N/A.
43. Brand of clothing: N/A.
44. Stores: CEX, Gamestation, Forbidden Planet, Kindamajik, The Warrior Within
45. School: N/A.
46. Animal: Tigers, Cats, Bears.
47. Books: The Diamond Girls, The Curious Incident Of The Dog In The Night-Time
48. Magazines: Toxic, Official Nintendo Magazine, Kerrang
Currently
49. Eating: Nothing.
50. Drinking: Nothing.
52. Online?: Yes.
53. Listening to: Silence.
54. Thinking about: My head itching.
55. Wanting to: Be happy.
56. Watching: Nothing.
57. Wearing: Black pyjamas.
Your Future
58. Want kids?: No fucking way.
59. Want to get married?: No idea.
60. Careers in mind: Fuck knows.
Which is Better With The Opposite SAME Sex
(Fucking homophobic quizzes. I always have to alter them...)
67. Cute or sexy: Cute.
68. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
69. Hugs or kisses: Hugs.
70. Short or tall: Either.
71. Easy-going or serious: Easy-going.
72. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic.
73. Fatty or skinny: Fatty.
74. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.
75. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
76. Sweet or caring: Both.
77. Trouble maker or hesitant one: Hesitant.
Have You Ever
78. Kissed a stranger: No.
79. Drank alcohol: Yes.
80. Smoked: No.
81. Ran away from home: No.
82. Broken a bone: No.
83. Got an X-ray: No.
84. Broken someone's heart: Yes.
85. Broke up with someone: Yes.
86. Turned someone down: Yes.
87. Cried when someone died: Yes.
88. Cried at school: Yes.
Do You Believe In
89. God: No.
90. Miracles: No.
91. Love at first sight: No.
92. Ghosts: Yes.
93. Aliens: No.
95. Heaven: No.
96. Hell: Yes.
98. Kissing on the first date: Yes.
99. Horoscopes: No.
Answer Truthfully
100. Is there someone you want but you know you can't have?: ......
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I have a show to play April 2nd and the 17th. One at the Jukebox in Spencerport and the other at the Pennyarcade. Those of you that talk to me on a regular occasion would have all ready known that. I set up the April 2nd one and one of the bands dropped so the other two bands are personal friends of mine and I'll have to tell them that we need to extend out stage time because we will need to fill the time with just the three of us. Which is all right because as of lately I have had a spike in deep lyrics. I'll show some of you fancy citizens at the end of this maybe? Well the pennyarcase one was kinda cool because a band I've never seen or heard of just contacted us out of the blue and asked if we wanted to join them and play at this place. But to say the least we are on.
The other exciting show that I do have is a free one. I met this lady at some Water For Sudan outing. Myself and this one guy convinced these two girls to let us watch the Merchandise table for the rest of the 4 hour old pizza in the box. So here I was with this guy Dereck and we at about 6 or so pieces a piece. But I saw the lead from Jatoba (another band from Massachusetts?) talking to this lady and it was about playing somewhere. I was sorta interested but when I heard she was looking for people of the sorts I was really into it. Well I approached about the time that the guy said that he couldn't do it because he had an engagement at that same date. So I asked this lady what this was all about. Well this is it
It is a charity party that she is hosting. 10 dollars a ticket to go and see unpaid artists such as Jam Bands, DJ's Arts and Giraffes, and a few other hting including a drum circle. And the crowd is said to be ranged around 400-500. Now I am no historian, but that would be the biggest number of people that would have ever seen us play. The bands aren't paid but it is not only all going for the animals but the fact she is picking locals from Buffalo, Rochester and Syracuse means she is trying to get exposure to these small groups such as myself. Which excites me because I'm a small group. She gets to go on the news for 6 minutes (I guess that is twice as long as anyone would get on the news?) and she will tell all about what she is doing and drop the names of the bands, on the news! Ha! Well that is May23rd so I am looking forward to that. It will be at one of the bigger clubs in Rochester. Oh and with certain things pending she is going to do the same thing in Buffalo and Syracuse. Adn she wants most of the same bands to go to the other cities because she has groups from all three cities. So I am somewhat happy that we might go to another city. Kinda exciting isn't it?
That whole thing was a break in itself because she actually remembered us. Well the first show we played was a free one at Roberts Weslyan College in Chili NY. And it was a really small free show. What happed was I went on a little tipsy and had the microphone slowly migrat from my face. We lost the set list and that was about it. But not to bad for the first show right? That's what I thought. But apparently she was there for a short period of time because she had to leave for her daughter but she did somehow remember me.... I wonder why that is. She didn't remember much of the music, jsut that she didn't hate it, but just me really. I'll keep you updated on that. It should be really awesome. The whole point of this fundraiser was to gather as many different acts as possible to gather different groups of people to come see. And considering she is kinda an underground celebrity she said she'l look into getting us booked with Lemuria since they are of minor fame and come from Buffalo. Really close. Sheena!
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What else?
Oh! Darby has been in my possession for a week and a day at this point. He responds to his name about 80-90 percent of the time. Except when he is playing with Coline. And he is really good at being house trained. He cries when he needs to go now. Aces man. Just Aces.
I've lost weight. Two weeks ago I was on a scale at a pet store in PA. It said 210 exactly. But that was also with my boots on and my pockets filled with all my random objects. So take maybe 5-8 pounds off? And then Iwas on a scale today fully dressed at the dollar store. It said 200 flat. But then again it is a dollar store scale... But I am guessing with those two numbers I have lost considerable weight.
I'm still feeling down lately. Losing friends and all that stuff. Bah. It might get better or something? Well I did write a song about lost friendship. It was kinda cool actually. Wasn't bad or anything. Just kinda there. But i still feel like a jerk. To say the least. Oh Boy.
And sorry for the late update, I know I was supposed to about 8 hours ago maybe?
Well i feel asleep on the couch before 12. And got up about 6:30 or 7? But I did have a few dreams. All three really cool. The first was about a person I knew was there and I asked him about "microSDHC" cards. We were both really really lost in them so we didn't bother.
The second was where I saw Samantha when I was walking int he mall. I forgot if we actually made eye contact or if she was just looking my way. Just scanning you know? I looked over. I guess i was invisible or something. Still cool enough though.
The third one was about jessica and I. This one was a little out there. her and I got married. But it was funny because we didn't expect anything to happen. And it was really small. We put on our stuff and I had rented a horse and buggy to take us there. So we road to the place in this enclosed cart and we just talked and joked around and looked out the side windows. It was nice. We continued on until we got to this mall looking place. And I guess there was a quick marriage place in there? We walked in and got there. We eventaully said our vows and stuff. We didn't kiss or anything. Just kinda smiled and hugged. She looked beautiful. I wonder what that is supposed to mean? Impending friendship that of such where we have an understanding that we are really really close but we know the boundaries? I wouldn't know but I figured that it was close enough. She says she wants to and will be there to see us play on April 2nd and May 23rd. She'll be out of town in California for the 17th. She has plans with her little siblings. She also continued to say that she was jealous of me and my siblings because she said that we were all pretty distant age brackets but we were all really "Tight." In her words. Well I guess we are really tight.
Any questions?
Hey Guys. I though i would start writing blogs on this site again as i miss doing it, and i now have the time to do it because i'm not always working or at college. To be honest i could have continued doing it for a few months now but i completely forgot that i had an accound. Ah well.
Anyways. As i mentioned i have no job.. Yes i know *sigh* It's just so hard to get one with this whole crdit crunch ... thing. I went for an interview at a care home and they seemed okay. I just need to fill out my CRB and they're going to give me a banking contract which is better than nothing i suppose. I'm still going to continue applying to other places though. I will do that when my boyfriend goes on holiday, i'll be going back home to Boro for a few weeks.
It's really exciting to think that i'm going to be living in Surrey with my boyfriend. It makes me feel more independent. Not having to rely on my mum for things, and it's gonna be great when i do get a job and i'm earning my own money. I'm really looking forward to it all :o)
I never thought i'd find anyone like Marty. He's so perfect and amazing.. just everything you could want in a guy. I know that's probably what most girls say about their boyfriends but he's really something special. He never gives me reason to doubt him and he always gives me reassurance when i need it. He'll tell me he loves me and that he'll never leave me because i'm the only girl for him, it gives me the most amazing feeling in the world. He holds me all night, i love falling asleep with my head on his chest just listening to him breathe and listening to his heart beat, it makes mine skip one!
I never thought that he would be interested in someone like me, he's so gorgeous and i mean gorgeous! And i'm just.. not. He can do better than me thats for sure, but i'm glad that i am the one he wants, it makes me feel special knowing he could have anyone but only wants me.
Anyways i'll keep you updated on the job thing, that's if anyone is even reading this. If you did then thank you i really appreciate it, drop me a comment.
Ciao for now. x
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