Soooo @ MindSay

Myspace totally rocks more than mindsay lol

wow

i still have this tho cuz i love you allll soooo effing much

school start soon

im getting my hair "did" tomorrow

uhm

i went to summer insanity today to see some old friends...i miss u guys soooo effin much, its ridiculous aka.....whitney, megan, jaime, kaylah, jill, nat, brooke, alex, blake, and a ton more

i really think im gunna come back my sr. year

i dont know what i would do without ya'll

megz

Monday: First day of D.A.R.E. Basketball Camp. It was very very fun. Except that I was the first camper to puke this year, && I wasn't to happy about that. But the rest of the day was sooo much fun, except I kept felling like I was going to get sick again.

Tuesday: Went to camp, && this day was soooo much better! Plus, it was a much better day. After camp, Ashley can Cody came ove, && we had sooo much fun watching the Titanic. Then Ashley got to sleep over which was really fun!

Wednesday: Went to camp with Ashley...

I dont feel like typin anymore, so I'll finish tomorrow!!!

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Do any of you know how completely bored i am right now just looking forward to tonight trying to figure out what type of pizza to order and from where....and i made an appointment the day before my senior pictures to get my hair trimmed up .....bored bored bored Roshie B i tried calling you back we seem to e playing phone tag lately LOL Jamizle isn't returning my calls or texts not that i've texted or called that much, but i'm an organizational freak and i want to know that all systems are go for tonight.  I'm also an insecure person that even though i may be going out with a guy i still feel like he really doesnt like me....stupid i know but then i get attached and a lil annoying and stalkerish LOL but yep yep i'm tired from last night and i'm busy getting ready and packing for alaska...hmm what else to talk about...i doubt that this will even get read so i'll just babble...

What i want to do with my life: be a mom to 5 children more or less and be married but not dependant on my husband..i want to be a teacher to lil kids about preschool age and just be happy

and i want to tell the people who have hurt me most that im ok without them in my life and that i never really needed them that ive moved on and that they are not worth my time-the more i try to convince myself of these things the more i doubt myself and i realize that i would be back in the past if i could because even though i hurt then it was better than not having them in my life. that was what i was afraid of, not having them i would have done anything to keep things the way that they were and i did for a long time -they dont't understand how much i did to keep them happy and then they leave me.  ive asked myself why but theres no clear answer.  someday they'll realize what i did and what they had when they had me, hopefully by then i'll be a stronger person and i'll be able to stand up to them but at the moment i can't and i dont want to be strong because i tried and im not ive tried so hard in the past to be a srong person-people may say that im a strong person but i'm not....................

o k well... today...

another-day nva lyk anyother always somthin new ! ok well i had to hear to much bout dicks to-day that was gettin realli weird after awhile... ;) i was bored all day most of my classes we did nm... just all medieval stuff it gets ova done after awhile tho !!! ;) THER R ONLY 7 more days left!!!!!!! o cant believe it ! but i am happi *the beach flordia virgina* i am soooo ther well i am goin ther but i cant wait... the sad thing is it summer is short lived that realli suxz :( but i no i will hav a blast i always do :) each summer is funn filled nd different !!  omg ! me nd someother ppl wer thinkin since we had soooo much fun @ serenas par-ty that we might hav one in the summer sometime if u got ani ideas ! tell me l8ter or somethin !

TTFN for now * o yea i hav a poem that i made i will post is sometime l8ter bi

~~~sharibear~~~ :-p :) ;)