Soo @ MindSay

im sooo excited at this point.ive bought the book of denise vega, entitled click here.im sooo excited to read it, coz reading from it's summary i can say that it's quite a good book for me, a teenager.specially me, of course.i love blogging, so does the main character erin.i think the book's really great.

so i now have a format on how to make and create my own blog.but the real problem is where can i create one.the weblog wherein i can really update almost everyday.the one that i'll be the one to design and not that one who just follows certain templates.i want something original and something unique.thanks to denise vega's book.

first let me tell about myself.

im maia gonzales.fifteen.fouth year highschool student.single?of course.loves net surfing.kids.watching movies.disney.pink.blogging.studying.im kinda weird some times.im a moody person.so i get to burst out my emotions through writing.i feel more confident whenever i write something specially my emotions rather than tell it directly to someone.i hate plastic people and bacstabbers.hope they were not invented anyways.i love blogging....sooo much.well, i think im kinda addicted to it.i hate it when the computer breaks down.i love english.arts.religion.ccd.but i definitely hate math.geom and trigo...so i guess. i cant survive college....arghhh!!! that's one of my fears by now.i fear going to college.i dont know what the environment would be.course there'll be more boys.and i think that is one of the changes i need to face.yes, i know how to deal with them, when i was in grade school, i was able to spend some time with my friends,some were boys and when i entered high school, boys were already not allowed in our school, so i need to adjust to reality that we would not spend some more time with boys...but i did met a lot of lesbians and i think they're cool, though not all, coz the lesbians in our country are far different from that on the other countries.i think they're more kind.but i dont know.then now, thinking on college...that's kinda pressure for me.my friends now.im separated with my friends.though not all.i now belong to the A section and i hate it.i thought i'll be spending my last year in high school with my friends and now...what? im stucked with a lot of adjustments and crticisms from a lot of people.im not used to that kind of world.the intelligent world!!!i hope i did escped from that thing.well, good thing i can still hand out with  my friends on breaktimes.

the school.well, it's kinda big compared to otehr schools here.and i love it.though not all rooms are airconditioned.at least we have proper ventilations.

well, i think that's it for now.

ok so im bored on friday 13th

I'm not really big on those kinds of days but at the same time i get wrapped up in it.The day has been going good soo far.I got to hang out with my Grayson Family today. i was soo much fun. We went to Chilli's for lunch. We had a blast.I love those people.They really like me for me.THEy are soo mature. We all understand each other. OK..soo i dunno i think im just gonna have to give up on GUYs, MEN..ugh!!its soo hard Whatever im over it. Im almost graduating (hopefully) EEEEEE!!!! I know theres alot of things to come ahead of me.Im just now really starting but honestly I dont know what i want to do with my life. i have this idea of what i would enjoy because i dont want to work on something in my life that im not even going to enjoy. The retirement age is like close to 67.i have almost 40yrs+ ahead of me. and do i really want some dead beat job that im going to hesistate going to!!NO THANK YOU!!