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well today probly wasn't the most productive, but its a good sign of relaxation I guess. I am uploading more videos onto my youtube account, so why don't you guys watch them? they are all pretty entertaining. Gives you something to do and laught or learn in that fact. got a couple instructional videos.

 

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In the past, when I've been working face to face with people + spending all day with them, I have seen quite fundamental changes in some really far-gone people (Mike, Candy, Armanii) - without even arguing. I realised in dream that it was because of leading by example, I suspect this might actually make loving a bad person have a good element - because it introduces the bad person to love, and shows them that way - my technique before had always been to cut out their support to force them to re-think and, if needs be, basically pin them down and bombard them with my logic, that was a lot of hard work, and I still keep that option open to resort to if I have to. Bad people don't deserve love (at least as much) but some sort of inverted karma might be what gets the ball rolling - once they are better, they will listen and consider worded comments more - beforehand these people had been out of my grasp.

On the other hand, these people need challenging to change, maybe, but maybe at a later point where they'll consider it

I cannot bring myself to genuinely admire that nature though, nor can I afford to, but I can still act a little + with the good people around me, I don't have to direct a happy approach towards the bad person, they just have to see it, and see the power of friendship.

Thing is, when my dad picks a (worded) fight with me, I have to defend myself, I suppose he is one who I couldn't lead by example - and he sees himself as the leader I think anyway, and he just wouldn't be challenged if I pretended to be what he wanted me to be

Music: Memories ~Ritsuka~ - Loveless.
Mood: Happy.

Final Fantasy III or somethin' else?

Hm...

I am listening to Something Corporate right now.  I hate being in this kind of mood. I dont even know what it is. It just kind of sucks I am writting right now but its not really helping. I just need something?... I am obsessed with the song Konstantine by them...its great. Here it is:

 

I can't imagine all the people that you know
And the places that you go
When the lights are turned down low
And I don't understand all the things you've seen
But I'm slipping in-between
You and your big dreams
It's always you, in my big dreams

And you tell me that its over
Wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clovers
And your restless, and I'm naked
You've gotta get out
You can't stand to see me shakin'
No, could u let me go?
I didn't think so

And you don't wanna be here in the future
So you say the present's just a pleasant
Interruption to the past
And you don't wanna look much closer
Cause you're afraid to find out all this hope
You had sent into the sky, by now, had, crashed
And it did because of me

And then you bring me home
Afraid to find out that you're alone, oh
And I'm sleeping in your living room
But we don't have much room to live

And I had dreams, In them I learned to play guitar
Maybe cross the country, become a rock star
And there was hope in me that I could take you there
But damn it, you're so young
Well I don't think I care
And if I hurt you, then I'm sorry
Please don't think that this was easy

And then you bring me home
Cause we both know what it's like to be alone, oh
And I'm dreaming in your living room
But we don't have much room to live

And Konstantine is walking down the stairs
Doesn't she look good standing in her underwear?
And I was thinking, what I was thinking
We've been drinking and it doesn't get me anywhere

My Konstantine came walking down the stairs
And all that I could do was touch her long, blonde hair
And I've been thinkin’, It hurts me thinking
That these nights when we were drinking
No they never got us anywhere, No

This is because I can spell confusion with a 'K'
And I can like it
It's to dying in another's arms
And why I had to try it
Its to Jimmy Eat World
And those nights in my car
When the first star you see
May not be a star
I'm not your star
Isn't that what you said
What you thought this song meant

And if this is what it takes
Just to lie with my mistakes
And live with what I did to you
All the hell I put you through
I always catch the clock
It's 11:11, and now you wanna talk
It's not hard to dream
You'll always be My Konstantine

My Konstantine
They'll never hurt you like I do
No they'll never hurt you like I do
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no

This is to a girl
Who got into my head
With all the pretty things she did
Hey, you know
You keep me up in bed

This is to a girl
Who got into my head
With all these fucked up things I did
Hey, maybe, baby
You could keep me up in bed

My Konstantine
You spin around me like a dream
We played out on this movie screen
And I said
Did you know I missed you?
Did you know I missed you?
Did you know I missed you?
Did you know I missed you?
Did you know I miss you?
Did you know I miss you?
Did you know I miss you?
I miss you

And then you bring me home
And we go to sleep
But this time not alone
And I know, and you'll kiss me in your living room
I know, I know you miss me in your living room
Cause these nights I think
Maybe that I miss you in my living room

But we don't have much room
I said does anybody need that room
Because we all need a little more room
To live

My Konstantine

Now to the thirty first vid. A 1995 Paul weller UK hit. It was called "You do something to me"

Before I move on to that I'm going to just mention the current state of play on my channel and give a link to it.

I have recently uploaded my 56th vid which is a great tune called "How to save a life" by a band called "The fray". All fans of Gray's Anatomy will probably know this song well. It's the featured video on my channel at the moment and you can see it by visiting my channel below.

Jeffstunes's Channel on Youtube

Now it's back to the song subject for the post.

Here is my version of that great Paul Weller song.

I've had a good weekend for new subscribers.

My subscriber tally now stands at 372.

I'm pleased to announce that my video views went over the 100,000 mark on friday, and has climbed to 102,181.

The next number will be something from Coldplay.