Sober @ MindSay

Not hungover this morning.

Its a miracle.

Passed out at about 8:30 last night and didn't wake up till around 7:30 this morning. 

I can sort of remember my blog from yesterday ..... was half tempted to delete it ..... but hell, what difference does it really make?  It says what I feel.

A very sober day ahead.  For more reasons than you could possibly imagine. 

So ...... everyone ...... have a good weekend ..... those of you at work it will be over soon, hang in there.

I made a huge salad for mom to take to pot luck at the Senior Center last night.  She managed to grab the leftover salad from the night before ..... to take with her.  I even showed her the bowl ...... oh, well ..... so they got day old left over salad ..... maybe enough for one or two people ...... lol ...... ****sigh**** 

Peace.  J.

I'm on antabuse now, which means I CANNOT drink any alcohol.  It was my decsion to start taking it.  I need to stop and try and be sober.  I am not happy though.  All I think about is drinking and I'm mad that other people can drink but I can't.  I'm not good at not giving into my cravings.  I pray I get through this.  It's been 2 weeks without alcohol.

so went to another party last night..........

i had way more to drink. i was there way longer.

i shouldnt have. but it was fun sort of.

 

my friend annie got caught by her nana. i slept over there but her nana never said anything to me about it....

 

but i talked to chris (boyfriend) and hes mad at me for getting drunk.

so i think im done with that. ill go to the parties but no drinking for me. i dont like having people close to me mad at me. and i dont wanna push my luck and get in trouble.

i have to watch myself with this relationship....i already got really hurt once. im to young to go through that again..."got to serious to young"

 

happy thanksgiving weekend to those in canada,

my turkey dinner was very yummy...and filling

Miller

 

ps- whats a good birthday present for me to get chris? hes not very helpful in telling me what he wants lol.

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