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work...it kinda sucks? a rant!
i know i've bitched about my job and i gave it a huge rest on a rage about my job, but i'm seriously pissed!!

First, since when does angie have the authority to tell me that i'm doing something wrong when i've been doing it, for idk..over a year and NOW someone's gonna come up to me and tell me i'm DOING IT WRONG!!

Second, since when do finish personnel stand around in MY area and think they can get away with it?! NEVER I TELL YOU!!(big booming noise)

Third, since when was it soo wrong to get some help around there?! i asked sue at the beginning of the night if i could get someone over to help me sticker. that wasn't as big a problem last night! she got Todd to come help me. he started helping me earlier tonight, but sue told him to go over and help the guys at the costa. then i was like, umm, ok so when am i gonna get some help?!(asking in really annoyed, about to blow up in sue's face, me turning red in the face from anger) she just fuckin ignores me!!

i soo wanted to just walk out the fuckin door and say im having cramps. works for anyone else in the plant! ok...i think i'm gonna be ok now...(takes big breath) yeah i am...neway, i hope you all had a better night then i did...but, i am grateful i have a job in the first place.

miek got hired and is working in a different part of the Door Room, but my sis didn't get hired..damn bastards! neway...night!! more wedding dress shopping tomorrow! at least dressing up in prettyful dresses will make the weekend better and i'll definately feel better about everything this past week..night!
 
 
 

   
Something is wrong with me
Very very wrong.  This must be true.  Things are goin great in my life.  I'm happy.  Got a good job, a good gal, a roof over my head, food in my fridge, bills are paid, and my credit rating is getting better every month.  But still, there is something extremely wrong.

Why you ask?  Two reasons.
  1. Currently stuck in my head is the opening to the PS2 game Katamari Damacy, which you can view here.  What the fuck is wrong with the Japanese?!?!  And why has it infected my brain?!?!?!!!1!!1!eleventyone!!1
  2. Last night I dreamt that I was stuck in the movie "Manos: The Hands of Fate".  The one movie that MST3K could not make less painful.  It was still an extremely funny episode, but the funny came alongside the pain, instead of replacing it.  Deep Hurting indeed.
 
 
   
 

Latest version...here's to you tlj
25: A New Beginning
  Another year has come and gone and now I'm just another year older

  Since this time last year I feel just so much colder

  I'm out of college now and I look at this great big world in front of me

  My heart begins to cry because of what it sees

  My friends are busy but I am not....life seems to pass me by

  Some days I'm draggin' under but others I seem to fly

  My boss is a jerk, I want to quit, but then I won't afford my rent

  love might linger around but I know it's not heaven sent

Twenty-five and nothing but older
No candles, no parties,
Just a pat on the shoulder.
History building
A year of future gone
I always thought I was right
But maybe I was wrong...
Maybe I was wrong

I'm picking up the shattered pieces of my past and I'm sticking them together

I'm holdin' on and I'm prayin' that this will not last forever

I look in the mirror to see my reflection

but all I seem to find are all my imperfections.....

....I can't take it anymore, and I'm headed for the door....I have to know what my future holds

Twenty-five and nothing but older
No candles, no parties,
Just a pat on the shoulder.
History building
A year of future gone
I always thought I was right
But maybe I was wrong...
Maybe I was wrong

I'm picking up the shattered pieces of my past and I'm sticking them together

I'm holdin' on and I'm prayin' that this will not last forever

I look in the mirror to see my reflection

but all I seem to find are all my imperfections.....

 I'm so happy at what I see, I'm twenty-five, I'm free.....

I soar the sky with my heart and I find the love I was lookin' for

I start my career, and I'm truly happy to be

The world ain't lookin' so scary anymore...................and so here I am...

Twenty-five, not just another year older

the candles, the parties

So much better than just a pat on the shoulder

The history is building

Now I know my future isn't gone 

I never knew I could be so right

I knew I wasn't wrong..............................

I knew I wasn't wrong

I look back on this year and realize I never had it that rough

It was all my stress that made times seem so tough

I have love, happiness, and most of all change

It's alright with me, even know it's strange.....

Twenty-five, not just another year older

the candles, the parties

So much better than just a pat on the shoulder

The history is building

Now I know my future isn't gone 

I never knew I could be so right

I knew I wasn't wrong..............................

I knew I wasn't wrong...I knew I wasn't wrong....yeah

 
 
 

   
wrong words at the wrong time
I feel like I've become an expert at taking a bad situation and turning it into something worse. Is that what I've done again tonight?

"So hoist up the John B’s sail..." --Beach Boys
"I'm just a soul whos intensions are good,
Oh lord, please don't let me be misunderstood" --The Animals
 
 
   
 

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