So @ MindSay

They're SUPPOSED to be my friends. And yes, I know I sound like a backstabbing bitch.

But here's what I gota say:

I've been so stupid.

-Person #1

It's fun playing with her, but there's nothing else that's more important to her than herself :(

She even called my other friend a bitch!

I've tried comfronting her because we're supposed to be friends. But when U try to tell her off of some pitty little people, she snaps back and replies with some smart rudeness. VERY smart.

Sure she can be a friend at lots of times of need, but is it important for her to have a little rudeness to go along?

And in our younger days, she used to slap me on the face. I tried to give her some taste of her own medicine, guess what? "What is wrong with you?!" *slaps back harder*.  And when she gets serious, she tickss at every little thing. She copies some cute doodles from other people and RAWR with madass fury when you copy them =.= I mean, WHAT THE HELL IS THAT?!

-Person #2

She's one heckk of a dirty girl, she poledances on the SCHOOL poles.

She thinks she's cool just cuz she made out with a few village people.

She tried drugging people and poisoning me. And she only uses me the whole time.

I have been friends with them for over a year and only now I open my eyes and realize how trashy I've been treated. And when I get into my sad emo-ish position, (and as friends are supposed to share and stuff) obviously I tell em my probs and guess what they come up with behind my back?

"Ugh. She's such a fake."

I mean, what kind of friends say those kinda stuff?! Well, that's one of the things they've said.

I'm being pushed around waaaaaaay to0 much. I shouldn't be too nice :( Bully victim. Sad, isn't it?

Now for another original. This is a song called "So blue". I penned this one two years ago. The idea was to try and start with one style. Then change the style part way through the song. It all matched up quite nicely with the lyrics. The first part showing a happy face, and the second part telling the truth behind the facade.

Here is "So Blue".

There's been a bit of a boost to my Youtube stats. I woke up this morning to plenty of emails, and a jump in my subscribers. The cause of all this was another channel on Youtube. It's a channel that picks 5 musicians a week, then features them on a video. This week I was featured in the video :)

So, down to the nitty gritty and the stats.

Subscribers = 488

The channel views are 10,890

Total video views = 138,755

The next post is about another Original song. This time from a little further back :)

There I was, all alone. Someone in just the right place for something to go wrong. Just when I thought that I was safe and sound. He picked all the locks protecting me and got to me somehow Just look around. Everything is gone. All that's left is just this heartache I've got on. He walked right in and robbed me blind. He took all the love I had. It was almost the perfect crime and slipped away like a thief into the night. Oh but here I am still breathing The only proof he left behind. Look on my heart, If you want evidence, You'll find his fingerprints. Just how I feel, is hard to say. I guess the shock'll fade away. But for today I'll be as strong as I can be. I saw the whole damn thing, but I still can't believe. He walked right in and robbed me blind. He took all the love I had. It was almost the perfect crime and slipped away like a thief into the night. Oh but here I am still breathing The only proof he left behind. Look on my heart, If you want evidence, You'll find his fingerprints. Oh yeah, ..... oh... He slipped away, like a theif into the night. Oh but here I am still breathing, The only proof he left behind, Look on my heart, if you want evidence, You'll find his fingerprints. Look on my heart, for the evidence, You'll find his fingerprints.

This songs so suites me right now