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Today was the day that all first-year students were being packed off to Newcastle to go and wander around random stands and pick up cheap freebies and prospectuses for universities.
I didn't want to go - I already know what university I'm going to, I have a prospectus and I have a reasonable idea of what I'm wanting to do there.
So I didn't bother.
I met up with Shelly on the morning - and we spent a few hours in the LRC on the third floor.
Taking advanatge of my spare time, I organised all of my folders and started to throw away all the shite I don't need anymore.
I must've thrown away about 100 sheets of paper. The LRC should have a paper recycling box.
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I took along my black ringbinger today.
How it's been neglected - sitting lonely on my desk under a pile of notebooks and staplers.
I had a flick through it - re-ordering some of my drawings.
I order them in order of how much I like them - my favourite and best work towards the front and my shitty work at the back.
I've found a drawing in there I didn't even remember drawing. It's also not posted to my DeviantArt - which is odd - 99% of my decent drawings get posted there.
This one, Nova with a picket sign:
[DeviantArt link.]
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I started work on a comic strip today.
I've recently gotten an idea for a new story - which I'm unsure of if I'll write or not.
But I usually draw things relating to the idea before I actually write anything anyway.
I worked for 2 hours on it in the LRC, then finished off the colouring when I was sat downstairs with Ash and Shelly.
[DeviantArt Link.]
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I ate in town with Shelly before returning to college to meet up with Ash.
I bought one of those I'M-A-PRETTY-PRINCESS marshmallow eggs. They're only 10p.
Mam got me a massive bar of milk chocolate yesterday - I brought it with me today in my backpack to munch on.
I was feeding squares of it to Shelly while we were waiting for Ash.
I gave Ash half of the big bar to say I was sorry for yesterday. She cuddled me and told me it was alright.
Then I played a few games of Wario Ware: Touched on my DS.
I'd been telling Shelly tales of the game that consists of hundreds of mini-games that only last 5 seconds.
Then I passed my DS to Ash so she could play it for a while.
I finished off colouring in my comic strip.
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I got my essay back from Tuesday today in English.
I got a B grade - only a few marks off an A.
Meh.
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When I came home, I tidied my room and sorted out the immense stack of paperwork underneath my entertainment stand.
I ate chicken soup with four slices of bread and listened to Vicarious a few times on loop.
I'm feeling really depressed lately.
I cut myself a lot tonight - 32 up my left arm and 28 up my right.
Shelly tried to make me feel better - she's been singing my favourite song to me over the phone.
It helped a little.
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Dixie currently feels:
Neutral
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Blog #50
I LIVE IN AN ASH.
ARGH. IT BE BLOG #50.
It was so fucking cold today.
I got sick of my bastard jeans falling down when I'm walking around town - so now I'm wearing a trusty belt.
Heh heh, on the FOURTH notch. I feel so thin. :P
When I wore a belt before, it was only on the first notch. Or is this a bigger belt?
I be not knowing, I be not caring - I'm just glad I can fucking walk without my waistband ending up level with my arsehole.
I had a session with Dianne this morning.
Asides from the fire alarm being tested halfway through - all went well, I suppose.
It's fucking weird, I ALWAYS have something to talk about.
This time we were talking about ginger cuntface in town yesterday, me admitting to Ash that I'm in love with her - and the random creative burst I got last night at about 1AM.
The fire alarm sounds piss in college.
It goes off - then it'll stop, but it'll be going off somewhere else at the same time - so it sounds like it echoes.
Proper bodged sometimes. It makes me laugh, but then - I am easily amused.
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During my little break time, I went at sat at the round tables and started colouring in the background of a new piece of artwork I got the idea for last night.
The last time I drew something was right at the start of December - so that's like 3 months without producing any artwork.
I don't know why I suddenly got the urge to draw again - but I do quite like the way it came out.
I showed it to Ash later in the day - expected critique, but didn't get any.
I didn't really want to show her it, seeing as how it's a drawing of us both - but she thinks it's cute - rather than obsessive and freaky.
This be it:
(I hate having to reduce everything to STUPID sizes to make it fit on my anorexic blog.)
(I'll upload it to DeviantArt, so that'll be the full sized version.)
The Japanese writing at the top translates to "I want to cling onto you."
Asides from the arms looking a little too long - there's actually no major mistakes.
That's a first...
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Mam met us in town - she found some shoes for me.
But apparently, two hours earlier, she was told they were available in my size.
But then I got there - she was told otherwise.
She wasn't happy.
I'm not happy either - I'm never going to get a pair of fucking Vans.
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Sitting on the bench in the middle of town - Ash was facing away from us.
It seemed her mam, dad and brother Denham were in town too.
I only saw them approaching at the last second - her mam put a finger to her lips.
I smiled - watching as they all grabbed Ash by the shoulders, shaking her.
HER FACE WAS FUCKING PISS.
She proper jumped a foot in the air, her eyes proper widened and she just looked so startled.
After we were all pissing ourselves at her reaction, she was embarrassed. Bless her. :)
Shelly and I were pissing ourselves over it for the next 10 minutes. :)
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Shelly really does know how to embarrass me.
She also knows the most innapropriate thing to say at any one time.
It's a weird talent, I'll admit. :)
I was eating my chicken mayo and cress sandwich - and it was proper overflowing with filling.
I obviously had mayonnaise all around my mouth - Shelly smiles at me and says:
"LOL. IT LOOKS LIKE YOU'VE JUST CAME OUT OF A PORNO SHOOT."
I was just like: "...Thanks." *Wipes mouth* *Blushes*
Lmfao, Ash was just as un-amused as I was though. :D
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I completed some of my old worksheets in Photography.
Paul says I have to have 8 pages done in my sketchbook by Friday.
He says if I work in my massive break tomorrow, I'll get it done.
But for some reason, he said FORTY MINUTES A PAGE.
I was like ERRRRR WHAT.
It proper doesn't take that long to do a page. Half it, at most!
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I did plan to do a little when I came home... But...
...But...
BUT THE FATE OF HYRULE DEPENDS ON MEEEEEEEEE.
I fucking love Zelda, lmfao.
I'm in a proper Zelda fit at the moment.
I played Ocarina of Time from 5 until 11.
I also ate some Cheerios and drank about 10 gallons of tea.
...WHY THE HELL AM I ADDICTED TO TEA?!
I drank shitloads yesterday as well... This is so fucking weird.
Everything is strange lately.
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Even Ash surprised me today.
I really have to talk to her with a different mindset.
She's not easily offended, she's not easily repelled, she's not close-minded...
She seems to agree with more mental shit than I'd imagine.
When Ash and Shelly may be staying with me at nana's bungalow when they're away at the end of the month - there's two double beds, you see.
I asked Ash if she'd want to share with me - one of us sleeping at each end.
I PROPER expected an instant rejection followed by a back-away - BUT SHE DIDN'T EVEN BLINK.
She even nodded and said: "Yeah, why not?"
...Arrgh!
Is Ash changing, or am I TOO paranoid?
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Shelly nearly killed me on the phone, pmsl.
It's amazing how a simple slip of the tongue can cause mass hilarity.
The sentence she said was meant to be: "Would you have let me come to your house before Ash?"
But it ended up as: "Would you let me come to your ASH BEFORE HOUSE."
And we just were in fits for about 20 minutes.
Cue Dixie blurting things like:
"OI HOUSE, D'YA WANNA COME TO MY ASH?!"
I'm wondering if we can look at Ash the same way without accidentally calling her HOUSE. :)
OMG, EASILY FUCKING AMUSED. :D
So before I go to bed I thought I would share this with you. I just finished it!
The Snow Duel by *ForeverKnight on deviantART
Some character prototypes I thought I'd throw up here.
1. Feline doll that's been possessed by the spirit of a crazy man.
2. A fallen angel turned mercenary that is slowly have his wings rot away.
3. A mysterious tengu-like man.
Enjoy. XD
I'd love it if no one stole any of them, mm'kay? Thanks. =D
First things first: Go and wish Silverfire85 a great big Ol' Happy Birthday! YAY!
Happy Birthday Babes. Thanks for your help on everything so this drawing is dedicated to her. :D
The quick sketch while trying to still figure things out.
The lines are there now. Hooray!
Fleshing it out on Photoshop. Ooo! *Flails arms like Kermit the Frog*
Then finally the finished product!!!
If you want to see a bigger version of this you can mosey on over here.
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