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Great experience! I recommend Dr. Anne White in Winston-Salem, North Carolina for pilot physicals. She is a senior AME. Her office got me in the day I called. They got me in and out of the office quickly, and were friendly and professional to boot. Plus she is a very attractive lady.

share some skin.

it's summer.

fuck yeah.

and then it's senior year.

fuck yeah even more.

Today was the last day of school....still does not feel like it. It feels like Monday we're going to be back at school again. Last Friday was the senior's last day--it made me sad because all my seniors in my photography class were gone on monday afternoon.

I'm honestly afraid to become an actual senior. I'm afraid of what life is going to become to be after school is over next year. I'm going to miss the usual routine in the morning. I'm going to miss the school lunches, sadly. I'm going to miss my friends like crazy, and all the times we had and could have but are not guaranteed. It's just not going to be the same life as I know it as. It's sad to think that I'm going to just be thrown out into the "real world" in a split second. When graduation is over next June, it'll be done....I'll be done with the special routine since kindergarten, friends won't be seen every day, and things just won't be the same. I'm going to miss everything...even all the stupid things we had to go through to get to where we're going to be.

I'm afraid...afraid of who I'll become...afraid I'm going to hate what I want to do with my life...afraid of all the people I'm going to lose when it's all said and done...afraid of life as I know it. I hate this. I'm going to cry my heart out at the end of next year.

For now, I'm just going to try to have an amazing summer. Somehow, even though most of the stuff done is going to be simple, it's going to end up to be the best summer so far.

There's so much I've been through in the past few weeks::

-Simone's brother running away.

-Him coming back after a week and a half.

-Some dumbass stealing my iPod last Thursday.

-Finals.

-Steph's wedding.

-Debate

-Good times.

-Senior's graduating

-Photography stress

-EVERYTHING you could imagine.

Some for the good, some not so good. I've made it through it all though. So it's all good....KEEP ON TRUCKING, right?

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Well, school is almost over for me! I have to study hard core for AP exams for the next week, and prom is next weekend! I'm excited. I am going with a group of friends and we're eating out then heading to prom. I didn't get a date. I got asked last minute by some guy I didn't even know that well, and since I already had my plans together I told him thanks but no thanks. But I'm actually glad I'm going with a group of girls (they don't have dates either) I don't think I will feel as obligated and I think I'll definitely feel more comfortable. My dress is my favorite color; teal. And it is kinda poofy but not to much and it's satin material. And my jewlery has a diamond theme goin'  on hehe.

Graduation is also around the corner. I am so ready! I have been slowly shutting down at school for  the past couple of months hehe. What can I say? Senioritis happens to all! Getting my announcements and senior pictures together is a pain though. But it will be worth it right? Right!

My car is also on the way. Right now we are in the process of finding me a decent one. Man, it seems like I have waited forever to get my wheels! Sheesh!

Summer job searching has started earlier for me than last year and for good reason! I need a job!!!! So I need to be ahead of the game. I haven't heard word yet from any places but I will soon....

College has been settled for me since the beginning of this year. I have gotten accepted into my school for academics and music! University of North Texas HERE I COME!

The campus is nice and the music program is amazing. I can't wait! And I met someone from my current school who is going to go there and we're rooming together which is nice. I am not gonna lie. I was kinda worried I'd be rooming with a pothead, or a girl who comes with an extra roomie (her boyfriend! AHHH!)

Things are looking good for once, and I am content where I am. Some things in my family aren't going so well though. But there's nothing I can do about that situation but pray.

Well, that's my life briefly as of now. And I don't think I'm doing too shabby!